Merdeka

Edited..


Yesterday we went to KLIA, sending hubby's nephew to Canada for further study.He will be there for 4 years.[In the photo, he stand next to me, in suit of course].So he is the 2nd person in their family pursuing study in the foreign land other than hubby.In their group, I saw only 5 girls - 4 Malay girls and 1 Indian girl. I hope they will come back with a good degree, good attitude and a better person.I just told him 2 important things which are the usual study hard and jangan tinggal sembahyang. My hubby tak sempat nak salam with him since hubby busy entertaining his princess at the book shop. I looked at them impressively as they looked so clean, naive and smart.

In your own country pon, if you missed your solat, Allah pon dah duga macam2 kan inikan in the foreign land.Then again, you don't have to be in the foreign land to get bad influence.I have few good examples that very close to me.isk!!


Yeah, many few years back, I'm supposed to pursue my study in oversea, and my first attempt in Banting was failed as I didn't get the minimum criteria. The 2nd attempt was in Kolej Unitek, where I did secured a better result, but the economic down turn fails me .Hmm..I broke my parent's hope and my own.When I scored a Dean List in almost every semester (except last sem) in PPP, my dad told me I was too late to prove him.My mom was speechless and I found her writing to my elder sister who was in Kiwi Island telling that she was so sad with me and so embarrassed with her relatives since they keep on asking her why Ina is still not flying. Did the letter reach you, sis?That time, I was so sad, my then again, unlike any other friends, I managed to complete my degree locally.

During this dooms time, my parent has ignored me and I didn't get any pocket money but lucky me the sponsor's self-allowance was sufficient. But when I looked back, I think I've a strong heart to face all these challenges and ...





Alhamdullilah I did secured a good life now without morale support from my own parents during my college years. Oh ya, on my convocation day, I went with my husband and my roommate, Caza. Betul, aku memang pendendam, so what?

I hope Dania's life would be better.If she got a sister or a brother one day, I hope I will treat them both equally.I hope I will not chase them out from the house if they are not employed for just 4 months or coming home late for attending 2 job interviews in whole day. Yes, please remind me as I've problem with my memory. No, I don't have undiagnosed psychiatric problem, your ass.[F&^%$#you!]

Merdeka!!

All of us are happy

Someone who really loves me got me this shirt from London and that someone is My Acikkkkkkk....she loves it when we try to wear this shirt to one her bearbear, she got angry easily..

This is her latest pool of toys..tade lah banyak sangat kot...she will kiss all of her toys before she went to bed..her current favourite is of course Mickey Mouse..Never ever try to TAKE her toys because she will scream at you...Latest victim, Kak Julie...:)

Asked Kak Ti to search for Pocoyo in London..She even went to Hamsley (betul ker eje ni?)...but she couldn't find it...anyway she bought an interesting peek-a-boo book for Dania...Dania loves it very much...Tak dapat Pocoyo dapat Si Beijing Olympic pon jadik lah...but I think Dania does not really like her...too bad...but then again never ever touch this Beijing doll, she still can scream at you!!

Barbie tshirt tuh for Dania's baju raya ker acik? Cute huh?..Bust she loves it very much..thank you thank you...But ManUtd merchandise as usual from Mama...:)


Since when No 11 player is Ina? hahahahaha...the trip to Old Trafford was indeed is going to be the most precious trip to Kak Ti & Kak Julie...I heard there are a lots of stories to tell...:)..cant' wait..bile nak update weh?

Photo taken in 2005...I need another at least 10 years to reach there again ..tak sempat lah nak tgk Giggsy ponya testimonial match!!!..isk


Glory Glory ManUtd...!!!!

Just another entry

She loves to do that smooch face...don't know why..photo taken at one of the kenduri kawin in Kepong..


she loves her Barbie sunglass..


The photo before the car start running...bukan main berlagak..lepas tuh nangis tak hengat ponya...

That's all

Her first shoe

We finally bought Dania's first shoe...we went to Clark First Shoes,Osh Kosh, but it was so difficult to make up our mind and we end up buying her Crocs...Dania clubfoot's feet is 1 size smaller than the normal left feet...in other words, her left feet is size 4 and her right feet is in size 3...Her left feet also can fit into size 5 for coming couple of months...so we decided to buy Size 5 instead..so u can imagine how big is the sandal in her right feet..She can't wear the real shoe since her right feet might get off easily ..that's we bought her sandal..Itupon, ada sekali tertanggal when we were in Ikea..


We went to Sony Shop...I found this 20' LCD and they have it in PINK!!Ho ho ho...I told Dania, I will keep my promise,if she can walk and run by end of this year, this LCD will be hers..bukan dia faham pon..tak kisah lah janji I found the smallest LCD..and the retail price is almost similar price to 32' LCD TV...

I tried to find her a dress for Hari Raya...but I can't find any...yang suka pulak is 1 year old size..Currently she can fit into 3-4 years toddler dress and I think I will keep on hunting...She has only 3 dresses for outings..kedekut betul mama ni...hahaha...

OK i need to tempah her cotton baju kurung for Hari Raya..This year theme is 'kemerahan'..hahaha

Berangan

I think I need to change a car to smaller one...we have 2 sedans at home and I don't need another sedan...I'm thinking to get red Yaris Sporty version...My Vios currently value at RM65K...with special Discount for staff (alah RM8k + RM2K of e-service voucher)...hmm...let me think again..some of my friends has upgraded their car to mpv...some changed to bigger sedan...heh,what I'm doing?..No, with my condition and , I think I can't afford to have bigger family so a small car will do...anyway, the family extension will be decided after I had my next MRI scan next year...but accidents do happen..:)..kalau ada rezeki...



I need a vacation..oh ya my divisional trip is going to Langkawi..the land of chocolates..no that is not a vacation where ur bosses are around...;p..a vacation, the real one...

Please pray for her...

My officemate's cousin had a brain tumor removal few months back in HKL.She was diagnosed when she was 7 months pregnant. The baby survived, but the mother is still in coma.Last 2 days I heard, the doctor found there is residual tumor which is about 30% left and they are going to perform 2nd brain surgery on her.Ya Allah!

Mari kita sama-sama doakan untuk cousin si Aisyah ni to wake up again and see her newly born baby and speedy recovery...insya allah..

Ya Allah...give her strength as you always give me...amin!

Cheeky

Cheeky girl, she is...last weekend she was free from the FAB during day time...we taught her 'tatih'..after few walks she got tired already..anyway, she is getting herself comfortable with this training and we will keep on training her..i promised her a LCD TV if she can walks by end of this year...hahaha...bukan dia faham pon..cuba teka how many inches?Since she is still small and still can't value the gift that much, I will buy her the smallest...This LCD will be her TV for her PHD and animal planet session...further more epl is coming...her abah will not let her watch her favaurite Pocoyo, Danny & Daddy etc...yes, I let her watch animal planet...she enjoyed it and call all the pandas, polar bear as 'babeh' ...I think I will bring her to zoo one day...maybe we can start at Zoo Singapore..biler tuh?i don't know...

dalam gambar tuh ada nampak kain bertimbun? aiseyyymannnn

The 6th Trip To Bangkok

We were in Bangkok last Monday for the 6th time for Dania’s clubfoot follow up. Dania as excited since she did not sleep during the entire journey but already tired and almost slept when we almost reached Suvarnabumi Airport.


Look at the above photo. Her feet look amazing kan? Alhamdullilah, berkat ‘usaha tangga kejayaan’ from both of us…

Dr Amnuay told us that Dania’s feet is at perfect condition BUT he is quite annoys with Dania’s heel condition. Still tight but the feet still can be flatten.I still remember one of the specialist told us that Dania's clubfeet is shorter than the normal one, that's why kaki dia jengket. Another one pulak claimed that Dania's feet is so rigid and can not be corrected with casting and she must do another surgery(the best solution konon)...Sengal betul ...Pak Andak sey selalu kato Kueh koci Kueh Kodok, Tak ngoti, ontok-ontok...hahahaha

He said he do no want to do another release since the 2nd surgery of Dania’s feet (done in HKL) has weaken the heel. Therefore, another release of the heel cord will make Dania’s feet weaker. He taught us how to stretch Dania’s feet to improve her heel condition (which you can’t find this in HKL…;p). The another release will be the last resort and we have to try to avoid it but in HKL, it is highly recommended . Yang bestnye tuh kat HKL during the last consultation that we had , one specialist said the surgery will be done at the side of Dania’s feet, another specialist said the surgery will be done at heel area. Seriously, they do not know what are they talking about.As a parent and human being, will you confident with this 2 different opinion and recommendation?
Yes, I am stil angry with this people..;p

Dr Amnuay also worried seeing Dania still can not walk at the age of 1 year 4 months. I was about to tell him that we’ve been so naïve and has wasted Dania’s time in casting for a year in HKL where the result is so unconvincing and bad.Yes, I’m still angry. Dania still scared to walk and she loves to stand but only for few minutes.Since her feet is perfectly like normal feet, we supposed to train her to walk ‘ tatih’ daily and Dr Amnuay has allowed us to let Dania’s feet free from the shoe on daytime. Another follow up check up will be on 16th September (yes, fasting month).Oh ya, the hospital bill is only 1,200Baht @ RM120.Murahkan?



We went to Siam Paragon, Central World(again!!)...naik sky train..takde lah susah sangat...Bangkok is still on sale but I didnt buy anything, sayang duitku..:)

MR of the Brain

went to SJMC yesterday for my mri brain scan..after 6 months post- brain surgery.

The result - the post contrast images do noy shows any evidence of residual tumour.The rest of the brain parenchyma is normal on both T1 and T2 images. No evidence of of any focal abnormality on the ADC map and DW1 images. The brain stem and right cerebellum are normal.
No evidence of residual or recurrent tumour in the left posterior fossa...

I'm just copying the imaging report..Alhamdullilah, in short, there is no tumor left after 6 months post brain surgery.I asked Dr Kumar whether the surgery has caused me being mentally ill.hahaha.As expected, he laughed.Anyway, he is a good doctor, one of the best neurosurgeon in Malaysia.He is confident and he made us confident to go through all this.By the way, the operation under him is so damn expensive.I hate mri..the procedure took about 30-45 minutes..and I was caughing all the time...until the radiologist asked me to hold..sangatlah gatal tekak..manage to hold so that the images can be clearly seen and diagnosed.
Actually the surgery has lead me to Mecca and pray for the correct solution to solve Dania's feet problem.See, I still can think rationally..:p

I want Daughtry!!!

he is coming to town..fullamakkkkk u rock!!!!!
apsal nak kene beli enpon pulak ni isk...dah la sony ericsson pulak tuh...caitttt!!!

Baby Yok Shan turns one - and learns to cope

from today's the Star
KLANG: Baby Lai Yok Shan cuts a pretty picture in her frilly frock as she cuddles up to her mother Nut Tuemthong.

Yok Shan, who celebrated her first birthday, looks every inch a regular, happy and bubbly baby – until one gets a glimpse of her left arm which is just a stub.

(She was born on July 23 but it was her birthday yesterday according to the Chinese Lunar calendar.)

Yok Shan lost her left arm when it turned gangrenous and dropped off after a houseman at the Tengku Ampuan Rahimah Hospital (HTAR) inserted an intravenous needle into a muscle instead of a blood vessel when the premature baby was placed in an incubator.

Her father, mechanic Lai Kian Khee, 25, said Yok Shan does show her frustration when she cannot play with some of her toys.

“She also cries when she is unable to roll over or crawl,” said Lai.

However, Yok Shan has managed to adapt and moves on her buttocks to get around, he added.

Although all appears well for the baby and her parents, the issue of her compensation from the Government is still uncertain.

“We want to end this amicably and hope the Government will come to a just and fair quantum of compensation,” said Lai.

The Government accepted responsibility for the mishap and had offered an ex-gratia payment of RM60,000 to Yok Shan’s parents, who turned it down as they felt the amount did not do justice to Yok Shan’s suffering.

“We don’t want to prolong the issue as we’ve been told that it (a court case) may take years and we are afraid that it may effect Yok Shan emotionally as she grows up,” said Lai.

Author's review - Yes, u saw them smiling, in her heart only God knows..and I bet there is a person with heartless who can tell her 'you should be thankful that your daughter has no severe congenital problems or hole-in-heart'...It is not about not being thankful or not, but we have story to tell where others should be more coutious and carefull; being the parents or the doctors..I experienced where a trainee doctor can't find Dania's blood vessel for more than an hour when she was at NICU. Knowing a lioness mother fiercely waiting outside the treatment room, he gave up and asked the staff nurse to help.Not to condemn but there are always room for improvement or 'Kaizen'.Trainee should not be allowed to treat premature babies like Yok Shan and Dania.

Coach Coach!!

I found this...I just need another new handbag...how lahh..??
TPM cakap we need to change lifestyle..kene ker?
isk isk isk...

Mega Sale is Back!

Went to One Utama, with my lady boss. We've have a meeting with one of our Panel Financiers at Starbucks, discussing on why makes people hold back from buying...
After that, I had my own self to shop around and I found one sport shoe in Grey and pink color!!!I'm due to change my sport shoe. Yeah my sport shoe only last for 2 years, and need to change. After I had my brain surgery; I've never had any sport activity except recent aerobics in office but I'm still buying a sports shoe.Yeah, I like my sports shoe!!Sukanyaaaa...Buy first bile nak pakai jangan tanya...eh I got Futsal lah next week...:)

Malaysia Carnival Sales has started..sukanye retail therapy ni..yelahkan org mental illness pon ada duit nak beli kasut, babyGap & babyGuess clothing lines...

I tried to hold my shopping appetite ni tapikan mcm susah..This coming Sunday I will be going there again...Harini closing 6.05...isk rugi rm400 cik..This year I missed 2x Coach clearance sales yang kat the Garden tu..Lady boss dah ajak but we didnt manage to go since we stuck in the meeting...bengang betul...hv you browsed the coach blog by our own local people? You should!!

Selingan
Eh aku nak cakap sikit lah dengan suara2 sumbang kat blog aku ni, takyah la nak ajar aku to be thankful...takyah nak jadik ustazah atau ustaz yang tak bertauliah kat sini...ko tuh dah cukop thankful ker? jaga ajek anak ko yang 5 orang tuh cukop..jangan nak sibuk pasal hal orang...aku bukan marah kat ko..yang ko emo nih apsal?kecoh ajek sepelempap ni!!nyanyuk kot!!Anak ko ke yang ada scar 3 inch kat heel?Ko ada brain tumor ke? takkan?Org ckp topic lain ko cakap topic hole-in heart lah apsal...mabuk apa ..takyah nak ajar orang..Jangan ingat parents tak pandai google...disebabkan aku ni pandai google aku tau Paed Ortho tuh dah buat silap besar...lagik satu, jangan ingat ko sorang ajek pandai 'quote'...aku ada merata mobile dictionary aku..semua ada master in English education tau tak...literature lagik..Takyah susah2 nak diagnose orang online la wei kalau 1-1 ponya treatment pon tak betul...orang ada brain tumor kawan2 ko kata ada ear infection...org tgh bedah jantung, patient sedar diri pon korang tak perasan...takyah nak emo ye, jaga tepi kain ko sendiri...

back to topic...I think I need another pair of shoes for working ..Dania belum ada kasut lagik...Bile anak aku nak ada kasut macam anak orang lain?Pity her..Oh ya I browsed over UParkson..alahai tak bawak voucher pulak...We bought for Dania a pair of baju budak yang umur 3-4 tahun.. so lama sikit dia boleh pakai...I have 3 lots to exercise and I hope I will sell at high price so that I can by my Coach...my dream handbag...



lawanyaaaaaaaa.....

Thank you

Kita sudah lama disoggokkan dengan cerita2 gembira...then bile ada satu kejadian berlaku, kita tidak boleh terima...dan kita tidak percaya..

Bukan retailers sahaja yang kene customer oriented..
Hospital pon kene patient oriented especially hospital kerajaan..

Tak kisah lah nak kata aku apa2 pon..I've voice it loud I knew...
Bak kata sorang doctor kat hospital to me, terpulang lah..

I can't believe it!

Today, there was an email from Prof Sharaf of HUKM and quoting Dr Amnuay's email to him.

'Yes, the baby girl was directed to me by Prof. Ponseti. Actually, the foot was almost corrected by a ped orthopod. I didn't do anything much. Your doctor should have received the credit.'

I disagree Doc!!
I would like to stress here that none of the doctors in HKL who has touched my daughter’s feet deserved any credit. Dr Ponseti has suggested us to see Dr Amnuay in Bangkok after seeing Dania's feet photo after 2 surgeries hv been done in HKL.

This is what Dr Ponseti commented and says 'I would recommend that the cast be trimmed back over the tops of the toes so they are free to extend. The pictures show the foot is not completely corrected. There is a high arch, the big toe is hyperextended, the equinus is not corrected and the foot is adducted. She needs a few more casts. The deformity should be corrected without further surgery. Dr. Amnuay Jirasirikul in Bangkok , Thailand is experienced in treating clubfeet using our technique. I recommend you contact him. '
We have shared Dania’s feet photo with Dr Mathews Dobbs as well and he says ‘I would not recommend a major clubfoot surgery. Your child’s feet can be corrected with casting done in the correct manner and maybe a repeat percutaneous heel cord lengthening. You should not need extensive surgery.

I personally thinks that if Dania’s foot is almost corrected as per Dr Amnuay’s email to Prof Sharaf,the treatment in Malaysia should be NOT done half way and the solution is NOT recommending the 3rd surgery which we managed to escape. What Doctors in HKL has done to my daughters such as serial of casting which there were more than 7 times (Dr Ponseti says casting more than 7 times shows the treatment is in fault), the 2 surgeries which has NOT makes the physical of the feet looks better, the stupid splint by Jabatan Cara Kerja….all of this is CRAPPP!! It is against the Ponseti Method!!

For me, Dr Amnuay is just being humble to Prof Sharaf so that it may not jeopardize their relationship. From my observations, Doctors and nurses in Thailand are very humble, empathy and friendly. Shell can confirm you this as she spent her confinement days in Bangkok and she has met Dr Amnuay. Comparing with Malaysian’s doctor quality, treatment and also personality, we preferred Doctors in Bangkok. Besides, Thai’s people are sooo soft spoken.cakap pon siap ada rhythm.
I will not recommend any of clubfoot’s parents to see Paed Orthopedics in HKL until they are proven Ponseti certified by Dr Ponseti.
Iskkk meluatnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Malaysian's Clubfoot Blog

Dear readers,

I'm launching a new blog dedicated to Malaysian's Clubfoot.
Thank you for your continuous support and I hope we can help each other to acknowledge this problem and motivate each others.

-Zarina

A plain Update

It’s been a long time. We hit 10K!!!Yeah…I can foresee super bonus is coming…:)

Update on Clubfoot

I’ve yet to set a date with Karangkraf for the magazine interview.
Yeah need to take half day leave for this matter.
I’ve started writing to some of the local newspaper and magazines.
I’ve ordered some Ponseti T-shirt to show support to the organisation.
I’ve received a lot of inquiries on clubfoot via cari forum…*sigh*


Update on Dania

Dania – coping well with shoes…alhamdullilah..We put her full time except for shower time & stretching. We gave her allowance to enjoy Pool Fun time at Wetland.
But below photo shows what had happened. (Courtesy of Cakcibo – the photographer).



Dania is so unfriendly to anyone except her babysitters and us.
Currently she is addicted to teddy bears, Pocoyo and any junk foods that we ate.
Yeah we have trained her to eat fries, mashed potatoes, nuggets etc…unhealthy but filling…:)
She does not want nestum anymore, iskkk malasnye nak masak porridge…


Update on me

Finally I’ve got a date for my MRI – brain scan on 19th July at SJMC and follow up with Dr Kumar.
Insya allah – everything will be clear cuma recent mild headache feels like there is a hole inside my brain.
I still remember last time, when I got headache I felt like my brain is bleeding.
For years I’ve been keeping the pain and I still stand high until my dooms day..:)
Yesterday we went to Tony Roma’s too celebrate my hubby’s birthday…it is so yummyyyyy

Update

We've met Prof Sharaf this morning.Very humble and friendly doctor. Far better than doctors in Pediatrics Orthopedic in HKL. He gave us an opportunity to see how he apply Ponseti Method Casting to one of his patient. From our observation, yes his method is correct but we personally thinks that Dr Amnuay's is far better.The patient is 2 months old Indian baby, and she did not cry when the casting is applied.I think Prof Sharaf did a good job in manupulating her feet similar to what I've saw in Ponseti's video.Again , far better than HKL of course.Kalau kat HKL, melalak dah babies ni...casting pon ntah haper2...

Prof Sharaf said that they're planning some kind of workshop of this clubfoot treatment by end of this year where he will invite doctors in Malaysia to attend.Now, he is collecting data for this workshop but his patient is not many.He has 1-2 patients in 2 months. Hmm..How to collect data then? He said HKL has many patients compare to HUKM since HKL is a centre of everything. Wonder why he is not sharing his wonderful knowledge with these doctors. He has suggested that me to talk to HKL doctor. I PERSONALLY think that HKL doctors should see Prof Sharaf at least. (HKL doctors who read my blog, u know what to do).Apsal lah doctors kat HKL ni tak betul buat treatment ni ek?Ker bodoh sombong? But they are doctors what...kalangan cerdik pandai kan?

He admit that before 2004, clubfoot treatment in Malaysia and also HUKM is only surgery. Yes, with many surgeries.In HKL, it is still...hahaha ketinggalan zaman doctors kat HKL ni...

What should I do know? Prof Sharaf suggested that I should write an article and keep on writing to increase the awareness. I think I hv no choice but to publish in a paper. Need to find a good source.

Till then.

This is an emotional entry...

Chronological Events

2007
-Our long awaited baby was born premature and was in NICU for 9 days. The nurse told you that her right feet has mild clubfeet.You saw her right feet was in black blue condition like a blood clot..


-we were scolded by one of the pediatrics specialist while waiting for orthopedic to come and explain on her feet condition...she scolded us for being in the ward after visitation hours but we stay calm since we wanted to know details on her feet. The young orthopedics came and told me that her feet can be corrected by using splint, or casting or surgery.

-Dania's 2nd day of life, she was brought to Jabatan Carakerja for the splint. The progress was so unconvincing.

-On her 2nd week of life, we decided to let the orthopedic cast her feet.

-In HTJ, the Hospital Attendant did the casting..hmm..very much unconvincing..

- We transferred her case to HKL where we heard the doctors can correct her feet. God Knows!!

- 1st surgery was done in July, and another one in October...
the casting looks so Ugly, Malaysian made...

'Surgery does not cure clubfoot. Although the foot looks better after surgery, children will experience stiffness, weakness and pain, and during adolescence this pain often becomes crippling. Dr. Ponseti developed this method to treat clubfoot as an alternative to surgery after his research revealed very poor long term results among surgical patients. '

2008

-She was free from casting but she were asked to use the stupid splint. But the 2 doctors opinioned that she need another surgery, yes the 3rd one. They said her feet is so rigid...Cant do much with the casting...From their experience, this is the best solution..But this is what happened..



-I did asked whether the doctor know any hospital practiced Ponseti Method. This MO claimed in HKL, they used Ponseti method. (I've forwarded this claim to Dr Ponseti and he is very upset)
-I cant think so much to help her ..at that time i do not know that i had brain tumor. most of the time I had a severe headache and I'm addicted to panadol..fainted in the office, was hospitalised for a month in SJMC..

-I prayed in front of Kaabah, Pintu Mustalzam, Hijd Ismail and when kissing Hajr Aswad, that Dania would skip her 3rd surgery schedule in mid April, and her feet can be corrected without anymore surgery. Allah has granted my wishes.

- Went to Bangkok every week starting May. Seeing Dr Amnuay Jirasirikul at Bumrungrad Hospital..4 times casting, he manages to keep her feet corrected WITHOUT surgery..

The casting looks so professional, Bangkok made...


- Dania in Ponseti Shoe which cost us RM1,400 which we bought from Iowa, US.

My dream
- to help parents' children with clubfoot problem; to have their children get treated with REAL Ponseti Method.
-Need to increase awareness of Ponseti Method not the modified one among Malaysian Orthopedics..
-Met Marina Mahathir today, she encouraged me to give a talk to this parents...how i go about this?hmmm

How many of you willing to see your own daughter's feet were casted at most of her time while other babies were swimming, crawling, walking happily?

How many of you had accompanied your daughter to the OT with ONE hope for her feet to be corrected but the doctors had failed?2 times..:(

At her 14 months age, she supposed to cruise like any other normal baby, but she cant ; yet; I think she need more time to realise that she has two feet. All this while she only saw her left feet. How’s that?

How many of you facing the same problem as I had?3 miscarriages, had incompetence cervix, 4th pregnancy with many episodes of bleeding, baby born premature and with clubfoot, diagnosed with benign brain tumor had 2 surgeries involving brain, and not to include parent's problems and what not...so how many of you can get through on what I've been through?


Not to seek for any sympathy...but this is what had happened to me...Sick with incompetence skill of the doctors BUT still admiring my gynecologist and also neurosurgeon..


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Friday meeting

Actually I'm in stress mode....not because of this coming meeting with Dr Sharaf and I can't figure what caused my stress...I just had my presentation to all UMWT Panel Bankers in front my Top Management.Latest news from the bankers - Interest Rate Hike, my friend. Effective next week...only affected Automotive industry..so far...This month we had faced a lot of crisis...food crisis, petrol crisis, semua barang naik...coming soon interest rate hike...i personally think BLR is gonna shoot up...:(...next month!!

Oh ya, talking about my meeting with Dr Sharaf, I'm expecting a smooth discussion..I hope he can help me to increase the awareness of the Ponseti Method..I can't see who else can help me..I've emailed him that I would love to discuss as per followings :

1. Statistic on Ponseti Method by HUKM since 2004 plus success stories
2. Method or mechanism to increase awareness of this treatment – media print, talk , visitation etc,
3. Workshop by Dr Amnuay Jirasirikul in HUKM - tentative date, venue, who should attend
4. Certified Ponseti Doctor in Malaysia

The meeting should last for an hour or two since I'll bring my Dania.I do not how long she can stay calm in the clinic. She hates doctors, how's that?I'll bring some photos of Dania's feet since she was born, stupid splint done in HTJ, feet progress in HKL and also post visit of Bumrungrad Hospital.

Hurm..am I too complicated?