Dhiya Zahirah

Finally we got to finalise Little 'D' name...
Kakak wants her to be named as Mia as she is a fan of Mia Sarah Nasuha.
But then when we checked, Mia has no meaning.
However, we can choose Damia or Damiya..means 'smart or bijaksana'..
But the name is too common..

So, we chose Dhiya Zahirah which means 'Sinaran Berkilauan'..Glowing Glitter ek dlm english, teacher?Ntah lah..

Dhiya Zahirah,
You've been in good in my womb and thank you so much for staying there until 37th weeks...
I did not expect this pregnancy would be so much smoother..
But Alhamdullilah..Allah granted our prayers..
You are my 6th precious gift from Allah but here, you and Kakak Dania will be together through good and bad times..
Stay together, love each other and stay united until your last breathe..
Mama will love you both endlessly...
Kalau dulu ada satu, now I have two pillars as my strength to fight for my life..

Sayang anak-anak mama..:D

Note : okay now, let me finish my confinement days...I need to cut my hair..etc etc..
I need to mentally prepare for December month..
Then I would be more than ready for my next MRI in January..

haa gambar yg kat bawah ni Dhiya, yg gambar kat atas tuh kakak Dania..:p

The arrival of little new 'D'

alhamdulillah..
Finally...the arrival of our pride n joy..

This pregnancy is much smooth than previous one..
Episode of bleeding, trauma still ada..
but we took it easily..tried not to be panicked for every episodes of bleeding..
Cerclage insertion, bleeding,cramps, preterms contraction etc..
We are more than ready than before..
To help me on that, I do less talking about this pregnancy..

We chose the famous Dr Dato Siti as our gynea..
Very calm, patience n soft spoken lady..
Cuma kene faham on how to tackle her hectic schedule..
We acknowledge that we might be spending so much for this baby..
Cerclage insertion/removal, premmie history, emergency etc etc

On the date of arrival, Little D is almost 37 weeks...an achievement for
cervix incompetence patient like me..
Cuma yg x best since 24th weeks, this baby decided to lepak at
breech position..

So we decided for elective csect..tak kisah lah asal baby sihat..:D

Thank u so much 'D' for being so calm in my womb..
Thank u so much to all my friends, families for your prayers..
Thanks to Allah swt, All Mighty who answers all my prayers during this pregnancy..

Thank you everyone..indeed a blessing moment in my life..
Bersyukur kerana Allah tidak putus2 memberi rahmat/hikmah setiap dugaan yang diberiNya..
Alhamdullilah..:D

Almost there...

from ward 377..

Tomorow is the day..
The arrival of little 'D'..

now, i'm gonna miss Dania very much..
I really wanted a sibling for her..
but i think i'm gonna miss her so much..

kenit ni pulak mcm2 pesan before balik tadik..
Mcm mak nenek...pokpekpokpek..
Memula dia sedih tinggalkan mama sorang2..
Lepas tuh start jadik ustazah..
Mama, jgn nangis tau,
Mama, jgn lupa baca bismillah,
Nanti jgn rindu Dania tau...

i hugged her..n kiss her..
my love for u will never fade..never..

so now, little 'D', welcome to our world!!