Giuliana & Bill

Ye...aku terpengaruh...

There is one episode was about her life after miscarriage..

Giuliana feel all alone..she feel empty and she feel she has been punished..

I feel her..:(

Yes, Guiliana, not only you..many of us here feel you..

I had 3 miscarriages..

It is very hard to get through it at first..especially the first one..

But for me, life goes on..keep on trying until you get it..yeah but it is not easy though..

No, you are not being punished..you are being loved in a different way..

All the struggles that you had with you IUI, IVF, but you are the lucky ones who successfully get conceived...

There are many of us hv been waiting for conceive for many years..

There are many of us who are not so lucky as you..you have a chance to find alternative method..

Miscarriage is indeed a hurtful experience..and painful..

Miscarriages are even more hurtful especially when you lost them in your 4th or 5th pregnancy month..

For those who never experience it, don't be so proud as you never knows what happens to you or your children in future..

Even my mum once told my gynea why this happen to me as it's never happen to her ..

But Allah is great...Allah gaves me greatest gift of all which I think other people might not get it..

Giuliana & Bill, keep on trying, we'll pray for you..

PMDS

Huh? PMDS? PMS?

Sounds familiar?

Just finished my PMDS with my boss.
Yes I'm reporting directly to Head of Department, Sales Planning.

I've told him how I've felt working with him since my immediate superior left me...
I've told him to spend more time with me and to join me whenever we go lobbying...
I've told him if he expects a revolution from me, he must involved with me 100%..
I've told him to try not to last minute pull out for any official arrangement ...
I've told him what I want to do in 2011 ..
I've told him that he should under rated me just because of that cocky woman since others have no complaint..
I've told him that I've done the very best of me, but I need to draw my limit..
I've told him that I'm expecting a better increment compare to this year after all of my hardship to drive the industry..
I've told him almost everything..complaints, frustration, expectation & plans..

He said that he has no issue with my self-rating..
He said he wants to know my plan next year..

Bagus ek boss aku??
He accepts what I've explained..
He said he will try to influence on my request to get better increment next year..

Let's see..
He is one of those sweet-talk bosses..hehe
Aku pon tak mengharap bcoz I'm no longer climbing the stairs..
Btw, he is on my FB friend's list and recently I've just added my neurosurgeon..:D

D & D

D & D...

Dania & Diapers..

We've been waiting for this moment..

Few months ago, Dania started her potty training..

At Nursery, few hours successful but after that she forgot ..

At home, totally failure..

We started again last week..when Dania & me at home and we got nothing to do..

Every single minute, I asked her whether she want to wee wee or not..
Until she stress out..tapi tak give up lagik..

I told No more Elmo's World if she is still wearing diaper..
Elmo's potty train DVD really works lah u all..:D

With that method, she success in 2 days in a row, managed to diapers-free on day time..

Only at night, I dare not to wake her, because Dania tido macam tunggul kayu and she still waering her Ponseti brace at night..macam payah ajek nak bukak & pakai balik kan??
And we continue at Nursery..only 1 time she forgot that she no longer wearing diapers..

itupon she was outside doing outdoor activities, malas lari pegi toilet lah tuh...

According to her baby sitter, she show her bump to all of her friends, and telling them that she is no longer wearing diapers..tak senonohhhh..

Successful.. Dania told me to buy more panties (dia panggil spender) for her..

'Mama, pegi beli dengan Acik, Dania ponya spender, gambar tweety, gambar pooh, gambar mickey'..

So, yesterday I bought few more panties to replace her diapers...To encourage her more..

It has been a week alhamdulillah..finally she is able to diaper's free at day time..

Nap time, pakai jugak sebab tido sampai 3-4 jam..

At her age kira lambat tuh but we don't force her pon..

Tapi memang kene train by year end because she is going to Kindy next year..

Cuma now we got to train her, how to clean after wee wee and poo poo..hahaha

After this, she will be in Kindy, there would be a lot of things she will learned and observed..

She is no longer a baby, she is growing up..

In my heart, she will always be my precious baby..:)

I'm gonna miss her..sighhhh

At 2months old..

We lost her 'chubby'ness lah wei..Dania cakap baby ni baby gemuk..hahaha

Kindy Hunters

Initially I've planned to enroll Dania to kindy when she is 5.
That was early this year..so we don't bother to start our kindy scout.
But now since we r moving out to BP, we need to find a kindy + day care..
So tak payah lah Dania spent 1 year in new nursery then change to another kindy...

Her Abah gave me clear direction...in short 1st main criteria..
He wants to send Dania into English Islamic Kindy...
So that is one of the main criteria.

Criteria 2 : Kindy + DAYCARE..I just can't trust any transportation service yet..:p

Criteria 3 : If possible practising Khalifah Module..ada academic, co-curriculum, qiraati, adab, Iqra, playgroup etc etc..
Less homework, please...Takde langsung lagi bagus..exceptional when she turns to 6..

Criteria 4 : Teachers - loving, dedicated, soft-spoken & module muslimah...Kindy - clean, safety, cheerful, big space..

Criteria 5 : Affordable..:D

I've shortlisted few..

So today I went to

1. Dzul Iman, Bukit Rimau

Just about 5 minutes from our new house..Corner house with big land..Next to Surau, and Sek Rendah Bukit Rimau. We need to went trough a guard but the principal said, next time we just can come in from back gate. They offers playgroup, kindergarten (with half day & full day care),taekwando, Swimming (coming soon)..The place is still newly open and the kindy will only open next year.

Principal was there..She briefly explain the Khalifah Method..The programme is very attractive..She explained the target & expectation from your children..

Fee is okay..within our budget...hehe..

2. Little Caliph, Kota Kemuning

About 10-15 minutes from our new house. Located at one of the corner Semi-D. Very near to Sek Ren Bukit Kemuning.Already operated and we met some of the kids. The kids are very cheerful & just had their lunch.Waiting for their nap time..The older children still doing their group discussion..Very cute..kecik2 dah ada group discussion..Very clean, tidy & very chearful environment..

The principal was not there but the teacher briefed us and bring us around...Very impressive..
The programme, the books, expectation and daily routine..Not so much on the programme...Most importantly no homework for 4 years old..

Almost fell in love but suddenly the teachers asked us to join her in the Admin room again.She said they are moving out.Their neighbourhood protest on their existence after their Islamic Kindy Banner is up. Their application to relocate to nearest corner house is not yet approved. The teacher said alternatively they need to move out into shoplot..sedihkan??

I called up one of my BFF. She told me her daughter's kindy was treated like that too. They have been asked to moved but they stay on.

Then I called the Principal to know the exact story. I did called her yesterday to set for an appointment but she was driving and today I just try my luck. She said they have been chased out bu surrounding neighbourhood. They have been ambushed by MBSA Enforcement Officer since these people are complaining.
Earlier when she named her kindy as Si Manja Keratif, the neighbour are quite warm with them. But when she put 'Little Caliph Islamic Kindergarten'..then the neighbour started making protest. You know why lah kan, obviously. She said she has been fighting, meeting after meeting but it is involve Datuk Bandar and ADUN. Kalau Smart Reader ker Qdees sure takkan kene halau eh??

Nothing can be done, and no one help her. Her application to relocate the kindy is also not yet approved. Yang paling best the ADUN asked her 'why can't you move out?'..BARUA!!!..kat FB takleh tulis perkataan ni, kat sini boleh..because this is my blog..hehe..ini yang buat aku nak chase out korang dari datang kat Tanah Melayu ni..iskkk..Apa nak buatkan ADUN Kota Kemuning pon bangsa dorang pon..adat lah tuh backing each other, kan?? nanti kang hilang vote pulak..election is coming..She spent a lot jugak but she said never mind and this is her Jihad...

Miss Norliza, semoga dipermudahkan urusan anda..amin!!She asked me to come back and meet her personally...I will insya allah..If I don't send Dania to you pon I will definitely support your Jihad, kan kawan2??

Ni lari dari tajuk ni..hehehe

Another one more kindy to survey..tapi tatau nak carik kat mana..anyone heard Islamic Montessori in Kota Kemuning or Bukit Rimau or Berjaya Park, let me know eh..with day care of course..Dania seems so excited...

Pencen

My dad just retired..he was a government servant and his last service was at one of the Pusat Kesihatan.

Actually he is supposed to retire like 2 years back but he chose to extend.

This year he decided not to renew his contract. What a surprise..

Then i told my mum, now ayah can help us to paint the new house.

'Haaa, nanti mak cakap dgn ayah'.

Biasalahkan selagi boleh kerah tenaga, yg mana paling dekat lah yg kene..:D

But today, my mum called.

Mak cakap, Upah orang lah na, Ayah tak berani nak cat rumah ko.Rumah ko cantik.

Rasa macam nak nangis. Camtik sangat ker rumah Dania ni??