The appraisal

Since Tun left, there is no proper appraisal for me.

At least Mew sat down with me and we talked on few issues.

Not this particular superior.

He just take your hardcopy and asked you to reduce your self-rating.

Sometimes he did ask a softcopy so that he can amend our appraisal n straight submit to our management without notify us.😏😏

Yes he can be cruel.

I hope he will find his karma.

Normally my GM will adjust the moderation since he knew us too long.

But who knows. 

Evil can be even more evil if he can not get what he wants.

I believe in Allah's plan.

I know my rezeki is not here after 14 years.

My rezeki is my kids.

I hope i won't change my mind to quit job on 2017.

Insya Allah..

Birthdays

We just had Dhiya's birthday party last 2 weeks.

I have set a precedents that when my kids turn 3, she will get her birthday party til 6 yrs old.

So next year Durra will turn 3 next year and Dhiya still entitled for her birthday party till 6.

I was thinking to merge their party next year..and to be fair each of them will get a birthday cake although they will share the same party.

My kids are the one who are so excited when come to birthday.

They sang cheerfully and giggles at the same time.

Another year granted by our creatorto continue   walking in our own path at our own pace...

Alhamdullilah

May Allah bless us all...amin!

Dhiya's 4th Birthday

To be franked, she is not yet over Sofia the 1st ..she still thought she is going to wear the gown again but I started psycho her when I get all Toy Story toys and make her n Durra to love Jessie.

I know it works when I asked her try Jessie costume which I bought for Dania 4 years ago.

I was so busy with my running and the preparation is so in short notice. But I managed to book our usual caterer a month before event.

Then I decided to order ala carte dish like desserts, roti jala & curry chics and managed to convince myself to prepare spaghetty for 50 pax.omgggg

The haze doubts me to have another bouncing castle again. Besides, I don't think that Durra is ready for clown presents in our house.Haze cancelled 2 of my running events, so I told the supplier I can only confirm on Friday to see the weather condition 

The party went smoothly, Alhamdullilah

Hapoy Birthday Dhiya Zahirah

Mama always pray that you will shineas shining as your name and make our religion proud of your achievement dunia akhirat... Aminnnn

SCKLM2015 DNS

I registered the run once they have opened the registration with few attempts.

I was so excited to run for this event.

The temptation even more higher when they cancelled my so-called training at mizuno wave.

With less preparation due to stupid hopeless haze presented by our beloved neighbourhood, I was excited when on 2nd the organiser still announced the event will proceed as per scheduled.

I packed my bag n brought my kids to a hotel near flag-off area. 

We went to see Joehaniff in Bangi before we proceed to KL.

The hazis is getting worst and my guts silently told me it will be cancelled. Even my husband says are you sure you want to run at this kind of weather?

At 5pm, they announce the eventnis cancelled. My jar dropped and so frustrated.

Then I said ok we still proceed to Pertama & Sogo. I just can't believed that the most awaited run is cancelled.

I didn't have good sleep that night and I woke up every 2 hours. At 6am I saw runners running from my hotel window.

At 7am I walked to Dataran Merdeka and saw many runners even more running. Earlier my husband told me to take LRT. Hahaha. It just 1.5km awaylah and I did my leha leha run before I took my medal.

The haze was pretty bad on that morning.

Happening pacers of the event. I am so glad that all runners are so cheerful and was so happy at Dataran although still can see their frustration from their face.

We will see you again SCKLM. 

My kids are happy too because they got their swimming session ☺️☺️

When you lost someone you love

Have you?

But losing someone that you carry in your womb is totally different..

Be it either carry them in the whole 9 months or partially...

When someone that I am very close lost his son in his sleep, I am so speechless..

We just about to meet up for catch session..and I am so eager to meet his wife and watch her laughing madnessly..

But Allah swt has great plan and he has taken their newborn a day before we celebrated Aidiladha..

Very sad day...for us..

Berat lagi bahu memikul 😔😔

When I lost my babies when they are half journey of pregnancy, I am so clueless and puzzled....

I just could not imagine further if we lost our own child that completely healthy.

Nauzubillah..

Semoga kita terus dilindungi Allah swt..

Amim