Merdeka

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Yesterday we went to KLIA, sending hubby's nephew to Canada for further study.He will be there for 4 years.[In the photo, he stand next to me, in suit of course].So he is the 2nd person in their family pursuing study in the foreign land other than hubby.In their group, I saw only 5 girls - 4 Malay girls and 1 Indian girl. I hope they will come back with a good degree, good attitude and a better person.I just told him 2 important things which are the usual study hard and jangan tinggal sembahyang. My hubby tak sempat nak salam with him since hubby busy entertaining his princess at the book shop. I looked at them impressively as they looked so clean, naive and smart.

In your own country pon, if you missed your solat, Allah pon dah duga macam2 kan inikan in the foreign land.Then again, you don't have to be in the foreign land to get bad influence.I have few good examples that very close to me.isk!!


Yeah, many few years back, I'm supposed to pursue my study in oversea, and my first attempt in Banting was failed as I didn't get the minimum criteria. The 2nd attempt was in Kolej Unitek, where I did secured a better result, but the economic down turn fails me .Hmm..I broke my parent's hope and my own.When I scored a Dean List in almost every semester (except last sem) in PPP, my dad told me I was too late to prove him.My mom was speechless and I found her writing to my elder sister who was in Kiwi Island telling that she was so sad with me and so embarrassed with her relatives since they keep on asking her why Ina is still not flying. Did the letter reach you, sis?That time, I was so sad, my then again, unlike any other friends, I managed to complete my degree locally.

During this dooms time, my parent has ignored me and I didn't get any pocket money but lucky me the sponsor's self-allowance was sufficient. But when I looked back, I think I've a strong heart to face all these challenges and ...





Alhamdullilah I did secured a good life now without morale support from my own parents during my college years. Oh ya, on my convocation day, I went with my husband and my roommate, Caza. Betul, aku memang pendendam, so what?

I hope Dania's life would be better.If she got a sister or a brother one day, I hope I will treat them both equally.I hope I will not chase them out from the house if they are not employed for just 4 months or coming home late for attending 2 job interviews in whole day. Yes, please remind me as I've problem with my memory. No, I don't have undiagnosed psychiatric problem, your ass.[F&^%$#you!]

Merdeka!!