Wednesday, December 30, 2009

2009,The Memories... 2010 The Challenges are coming.

Dania

She is officially 2 years old when we were in Tokyo, Japan. She started walking at 22 months old on Valentine's Day.The Disneyland trip is some sort of birthday gift to her although it was actually free entrance for kids below 4 years old.hehe.She is now wearing correction Foot Abduction Shoes; Mitchell shoes at least 9 hours per day.Actually it supposed to be at least 12 hours per day but we make it to minimum 9 hours or more.She knows how to count from 1-10 (both English & Malay), alphabet but still sounded 'pelat'ly..knows some shape, colours by claiming puprple is Barney,yellow is BJ color, red is flower colour, green is Baby Bop color and so on etc..penat ajar but she make it as a short cut..ohh yaa she is love with animals and recognised them all..

She had her 1st baju kebaya during raya, and this raya we only bought her 1 baju kurung + 2 pairs of normal clothing.Oh ya and a dress from Bangkok trip (in August) and the dress is no longer fit her in December. In December, she is weighted 15.5kg and 96cm.

What else ya? She is still adorable, matured and my only princess..I love her so much..:)

My other half

Still the same.Quiet but love and care us very much.Still addicted to TV-Series, football partcularly EPL & ManUtd, MP3, Bejewelled etc. Bought Wii, Digital Frame, Nikon D90, Photo Printer and a lot more.I really don't know whether he really enjoyed his current attachment.But I hate when he has to go work silently at 9pm and back during Subuh.It is not I hate to sleep alone but I hate to lie to Dania that his abah is going for Allahuakbar (to surau) or Abah pegi yak or Abah downstairs..recently she corrected me..Mama, Abah go work lah..:)..adusss..I hate when he has to travel but I love him more when he bought me handbags and many more..hahaha..sungguh mata duitan..

Myself

On my health, it was not really a good year as I'm expecting tumor-free so that I'm able to get pregnant again (which I did)...

On my career, nothing much has changed.New boss is not so great as he is next to Japanese bosses. Preferred the previous one, matures and very decisive.But looking forward for 2010 new management as it would be more challenging.

On relationship, very good relationship with other half. We did a lot of travel this year and we can compromise a lot of things. Things can be discussed and negotiated.We have registered for Haj, insyallah we will be going together.But I hate when he come home late.Anyhow I love all the gifts..:D

On financial,not so great but I managed to save 1/4 of the monthly salary.Memang kalau dalam ASB tuh in and out frequently, but managed to secure a lot in my Tabung Haji. Still have my ESOS (RM3.33/lot) and do not know when to exercise as 2008 tax is unforgettable.RM10k babe!!!!Nasib ada zakat relief..perghssss..

My hope in 2010

I want to fight with this tumor to the end, insya allah..

I want to spend more time with Dania.This year we will have her birthday party at home, yes at home although our home is still at mess..:D

I want my husband to take a lot of photos of me & Dania..so that she won't forget me when I'm no longer around. ehemm I hope he will not forget me too..:D

I will go home as early as 5.30pm every working day..:

Thank you 2009 and welcome 2010, a long journey with hope and white dreams..

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Ka-chingggg

The letter is out..Tun hand it to me once I got back from SDMC. Despite of slow units of sales, we managed to get as same amount as last year..alhamdullilah..Minus zakat, and advance salary (for raya) .. what only left is about 65%..heh..:D

Our anniversary is coming, and I'm buying him an Ipod Classic as he has mentioned to me once..belum order online lagik bcoz tgh pikir what to engrave on it..I've asked Dania what she wants and I gave her 2 options : a piano or a bicycle, heh, she told me she wants a bicycle.So this weekend I'm going to find her a new bike, and just now we bought her that 'pinano' and wrap it as a gift..:D..yeah she got both..


For myself, this handbag so tempting. Coach is doing its clearance sale but not this one..arghh..anyone going to USA?

That's all for my spending...the rest will be kept for the rainy days..:D
Hv a good weekend!!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

The Most Happening Month of 2009

My life rocks!!
If I were to vote, this month is the most exciting month of 2009. We went to Bukit Merah LakeTown at early month.We went to the Orang Utan Island, Eco Park, Chair lift, and lastly the water park. We had so much fun, Dania got sun burn and most of all we had good vocation..hehe

Then on 9th, I'm visiting my sjmc gynea (my next delivery will be in sjmc mind you since I have big history in this hospital) and it is confirmed that i'm truly positive and abortion need to be done and I'm truly ready by fasting since midnite but Dr Lee told me all OT are full.Then they arranged for emergency admission for me on the following day.

The next day, I had delivered my 4th angel, my 5th pregnancy and Dania's other siblings.When I got home (discharged on the same day), I told Dania baby is no longer in my tummy, and I also inform her, she is now a kakak. She responded with smile.Usually when we told them there is a baby inside mama's tummy, she touched my tummy she will said, 'baby tido'..now she asked me to cover my tummy, malu lah she said..In truth, the meningioma (the type of tumor that I've owned) will get bigger when the pregnancy goes along...:)

So, my radiosurgery will be rescheduled as Dr Lee told me at least I need to wait for 1 week and a half before the surgery can be done and he has informed Dr Kumar on my updates. That is the advantage doing all your health check in one roof but the disadvantage is the cost is too much.I hate to reschedule this arrangement coz I think I can't wait any longer.I'm mentally ready altho my physical is not.I don't think I want anybody advice on this.I just want to get over this thing as early as I can so that I can just move on.

I ate a lot of ginger, black pepper and ikan haruan these couple of days.This time I do my own confinement coz my mum is not knowing what is happening and what will happen after this.She already had too much in her plate and I would rather confine myself without her.

My boss told me if it is happen to her, and her mum knows what had happened she would probably nagging non-stop of not using precautions.For me, this things happens for a reason , and as audience we should not rub some salt in a wound.Cukup2 lah dengan apa yang org tuh hadapi, takyah ler nak tambah2...

I'm a person yang tak perlu pulak org bagi kata2 azimat ker semangat ker bcoz I know how to find my soul and strength.Kalau org bagi nasihat lagik lerr will make me weaker.I need to stay positive with friends who also can think positive. huh emo sikit malam ni..hehe

Eh Dania dah jadik kakak..:)

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