Thursday, November 24, 2011

Dakwah Halus




Tadika Methodist Mantin.
This is Safiqah kindy.

My dad chose this kindy for her but I will not write on this.

Mak dia pon tak kisah, so apa aku kisahkan??

Lama dah nak citer pasal dakwah halus ni.

In my office I have 2 devoted christian friends.


They are loving, caring, and humble. During free time, I always see one of them reading his Bible.
Tak penah tinggal Sunday prayers. Pernah sekali we had our Recretional Trip in Langkawi, one they flew back home just because tak nak miss his Sunday prayers.
Dorang tahu God is One cuma dorang tak boleh accept Allah is the one.
One of them has an adopted child yang dia ambil dari one of the church in Klang.
In this Church ada service they called it Birth Right.
A shelter place for pregnant women yang belum berkahwin.
She also mentioned that 'Ada budak melayu yang pregnant kat situ'.
She said her church staff ada tanya kat budak tuh that they knew one of the Ustazah who can also take care of them'.
The girl chose to stay in the church.

Kadang kita kene pikir kenapa budak tuh end up nak duduk kat church.
Kenapa dia tak nak pergi ke ustazah.
If she stay there, what happen to the babies?
Will she give to non-muslim parents to adopt?


So Safiqah kat kindy ni esok, akan belajar lagu church??

Fikirkanlah.

Dakwah halus ini dah lama berlaku kerana kesilapan approach kita berdakwah.
Contohnye kat sekolah Dania, Ustazah ajar, jangan minum Coke, jangan pegi Carefour, jangan makan McDonald.
Nanti Orang bukan Islam akan tembak orang Islam..
Orang bukan Islam bunuh orang Islam, bunuh kanak-kanak.
Err apakah?
She just 4 years old.
Seeloknye pendekatan menyayangi & menghormati sesama manusia dengan lebih meluas patut ditekan at this age.
Bukan mengajar budak2 ni membenci at younger age.
Kalau nak berdakwah sekali pon pastikan yang basic tentang Islam itu Indah dan Suci fully accepted by the kids.


Wallahualam.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Cabaran ketika memandikan anak kecil saya



Seperti yg anda semua maklum, kedua2 anak saya kaki tido..

diwarisi dari turun-temurun..:D

Dua2 juga seuka mengamuk untuk amek mood tido..Dhiya sampai 3 jam..

Tapi bile dah tido berjam2..hahaha


So, macam topic diatas, apakah cabaran ketika memandikan anak2 kecil yg kuat tido ini?


Kalau dia baru tido, jangan diganggu..kalau tak sepanjang mandi, dia akan mengamuk & mulut tak berhenti membebel..

Kalau dia dah lama tido hampir 2 jam, dia dah start gerak2 tuh boleh..TAPI kene susukan dulu..

Kalau tak dia akan menggelupur dan mengamuk ketika mandi..

Feeding pon kene full feeding..jgn separuh2, nanti lepas ajek sikat rambut, dia start mengamuk lapar..

Lepas mandi kene cepat keringkan badan dorang dan pakaikan pampers...
Sebabbbb dorang ni suka kentut bunyi meletup2..Dania dulu sebab terpancut poopnye kearah aku..

iskkk..So dgn Dhiya ni kene berhati2 jugak lah..hehe


Oh ya Dania dulu sangat ringan dan jarang mandi sebab bersimen..Dania dulu kitaorg lap ajek..

Dhiya sangat berat dan tetiap hari mandi..

Apakah cabaran ketika memandikan anak kecil anda?

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Usaha Tenusu

Breastfeeding...
Time Dania dulu, exclusive BF hanya 2 months ajek then after that campur dengan susu lembu..
Until I got sick, and took painkiller for my headache, I was told to stop BF immediately..
Disebabkan sakit kepala yang amat sangat, I did stop BF and concentrate on susu formula..
Alhamdullilah for these 4 years (touch wood) except for her clubfoot, Dania belum pernah sakit teruk..
Dia serasi dengan susu Enfalac/Enfagrow until 3 years old then we change to Dutch Lady 456..

With Dhiya, takyah target..kalau org lain target for 6 months, 1 year or 2 years..
I dare not..
Target makes me stress but I will try to BF selama mungkin..
Orang lain beli secanggih mungkin breast pump..ada budget so boleh beli yg elok..
Aku takde budget banyak..tapiiii
Aku ada 2 pump..Kenape 2?
Sebab Spectra 3 tuh ponya suction dah x power after 2 weeks guna..
Then I thought my production decreased..tak percaya sebab tuh beli pump lain..
First 2 weeks dgn spectra, 1 session i can pump as much as 7-9oz..both breast..
Sejak suction buat hal..jatuh ker 2-3oz or paling tinggi pon 4oz..
So I bought Avent Single Pump..
Alhamdullilah I got back my 7-9oz dengan hanya one side of the breast..

I got problem with my right breast, mmg heavy production betul..
Dhiya boleh tersedak minum sebab heavy flow..patut dia minum 2mins ajek..
Aku pump pon 2mins=2oz..best Avent ni x rasa sakit langsung..
Cuma bising ajek lah..itupon tolerable..:D

Hmm..less than a month, dah nak masuk opis..
Akan ku bawa pump ke opis...
Harap bawak pump ada hasil..
Sebab December would be most hectic month..
Kalau masa cuti boleh dapat dlm minmum 20oz per day..
Hopefully, paling kurang pon 12oz utk Dhiya minum kat taska (errr dapat ker Dhiya masuk Taska Lemon ni?)

eh set target ni..isk isk...tak kisah lah dpt berapa asal rajin pump..
kene curik masa..takleh bagitau boss nanti dia horny..hahaha
nanti kita citer lagik eh??




dah takde storage ni..punya banyak lebih 200oz, cukup utk 2 weeks ajek pon..

Friday, November 04, 2011

Dhiya @ 1 mth

Mak oi..
Mentang2 dah sebulan..she was so fussy yesterday..
Selalu her routine..5.30am wake up for feeding n tunggu sampai Babah & Kakak Dania kuar rumah until 8am..
Then kene jemur until 8.30am..lepas tuh mandi then feeding then tido sampai Kak Dania balik..
Then after tido- feeding-poo, tido-feeding-poo every 2 hours..


Petang jaga kejap then tido after maghrib continue tido-feeding-poo every 3-4 hours..
senang jaga kenit ni..but jaga Dania lg senang..maybe sebab Dania ni premmie n kurang ada perasaan..:D

On 3rd Nov..takde nampak mcm colic or gas ker haper ker...
Ku baca segala ayat2 suci kot kot ada gangguan ker haper ker..
tapi keep on crying for attention..
Nak dipeluk, didukung..tido pon nak sebelah..adusss..
I lost my patience sampai Dania pon terkejut dr tido..
Dah kene jerit baru kenit terus tido sampai ke pagi..
Hahaha mcm psycho aku ajek marah budak kecik..

Harini dia okay..back to rountine but longer sleeping hours..
So senang sket so that I can spend more time with Dania..


Dania tak gi sekolah sebab Babah dia tak larat nak bangun..

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Dhiya Zahirah


Finally we got to finalise Little 'D' name...
Kakak wants her to be named as Mia as she is a fan of Mia Sarah Nasuha.
But then when we checked, Mia has no meaning.
However, we can choose Damia or Damiya..means 'smart or bijaksana'..
But the name is too common..

So, we chose Dhiya Zahirah which means 'Sinaran Berkilauan'..Glowing Glitter ek dlm english, teacher?Ntah lah..

Dhiya Zahirah,
You've been in good in my womb and thank you so much for staying there until 37th weeks...
I did not expect this pregnancy would be so much smoother..
But Alhamdullilah..Allah granted our prayers..
You are my 6th precious gift from Allah but here, you and Kakak Dania will be together through good and bad times..
Stay together, love each other and stay united until your last breathe..
Mama will love you both endlessly...
Kalau dulu ada satu, now I have two pillars as my strength to fight for my life..

Sayang anak-anak mama..:D

Note : okay now, let me finish my confinement days...I need to cut my hair..etc etc..
I need to mentally prepare for December month..
Then I would be more than ready for my next MRI in January..

haa gambar yg kat bawah ni Dhiya, yg gambar kat atas tuh kakak Dania..:p


Monday, October 03, 2011

The arrival of little new 'D'


alhamdulillah..
Finally...the arrival of our pride n joy..

This pregnancy is much smooth than previous one..
Episode of bleeding, trauma still ada..
but we took it easily..tried not to be panicked for every episodes of bleeding..
Cerclage insertion, bleeding,cramps, preterms contraction etc..
We are more than ready than before..
To help me on that, I do less talking about this pregnancy..

We chose the famous Dr Dato Siti as our gynea..
Very calm, patience n soft spoken lady..
Cuma kene faham on how to tackle her hectic schedule..
We acknowledge that we might be spending so much for this baby..
Cerclage insertion/removal, premmie history, emergency etc etc

On the date of arrival, Little D is almost 37 weeks...an achievement for
cervix incompetence patient like me..
Cuma yg x best since 24th weeks, this baby decided to lepak at
breech position..

So we decided for elective csect..tak kisah lah asal baby sihat..:D

Thank u so much 'D' for being so calm in my womb..
Thank u so much to all my friends, families for your prayers..
Thanks to Allah swt, All Mighty who answers all my prayers during this pregnancy..

Thank you everyone..indeed a blessing moment in my life..
Bersyukur kerana Allah tidak putus2 memberi rahmat/hikmah setiap dugaan yang diberiNya..
Alhamdullilah..:D

Sunday, October 02, 2011

Almost there...




from ward 377..

Tomorow is the day..
The arrival of little 'D'..

now, i'm gonna miss Dania very much..
I really wanted a sibling for her..
but i think i'm gonna miss her so much..

kenit ni pulak mcm2 pesan before balik tadik..
Mcm mak nenek...pokpekpokpek..
Memula dia sedih tinggalkan mama sorang2..
Lepas tuh start jadik ustazah..
Mama, jgn nangis tau,
Mama, jgn lupa baca bismillah,
Nanti jgn rindu Dania tau...

i hugged her..n kiss her..
my love for u will never fade..never..

so now, little 'D', welcome to our world!!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Being Lazy

Yup...later post gambar raya..dah nak habis raya pon I'm still lazy..

yup, i'm still not due yet..passing 35 weeks..alhamdullilah..
This pregnancy is smoother, less problems & less mc, warded etc..

i expect this baby will be out once i ate my lemang..

I'm still lazy...
Later ada entry penutup..

wish me luck heh..semoga Allah pemudahkan..
Hang on..

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Doa Si Kenit



Waktu ini Kenit dah di awangan mengantuk nak tido...sambil minum susu..


Kenit : Mama, kalau kita dah tua, kita akan mati ker?

Mama : Semua orang akan mati tak kira tua atau muda..

Kenit : Tapi mama tak tua macam nenek pon..Kalau adik dah keluar, mama dah tua belum?

Mama : Kalau Dania dah ada anak sendiri, masa tuh mama dah tua, dah jadik nenek..

Kenit : Ohhh..(macam paham ajek..:p)


Tetiba..


Kenit : Dania taknak mama mati..nanti takde sapa jaga Dania dengan adik..(tetiba air mata kenit mengalir)..

Mama : Dania doa lah mama sihat selalu...
Kenit : (sambil tadah tangan, keluarkan botol susu) Ya Allah, sihatkan Mama, Babah dan Nenek, dapat jaga Dania dengan Adik sampai besar...AMIN!!

Mama : Amin...sambil tepuk dodoikan dia tido(aku pon rasa nak nangis..uhuk uhuk)


Untuk makluman itu standard Doa kenit tetiap hari...semoga dimakbulkan Allah, AMIN!


Alhamdullilah tahun ni i got to go to tarawih..tapi memang mengah2..yang fardhu pon dah sembahyang duduk...

dapat bawak Dania ke surau tapi end up kenit sembahyang fardhu ajek..

lepas tuh dia dah jumpa kawan untuk main, terus lupa diri..

Past few years byk betul alasan tak pergi tarawih walaupon surau PH tuh tak sampai 2 minit ajek..



Kenit pon dah start berlatih bangun sahur during weekend tapi masih gagal puasa penuh..


Dah besar ek anak aku..hehehe

Tuesday, August 09, 2011

Iftaar Bersama Imran's Family





Err not Hubby's family..but Dania's clubfoot friend..Hadi Imran & his parents invited us to Iftaar at One World Hotel.. comelkan mamat kenit ni..sok sure hensem ni!!

Mr Manager initially was not comfortable with this arrangement but then sebab it has been a year this family wanted to meet us, so we agreed.

Takde gambar makanan but we are so happy to share our experience and we are so happy to see Imran's feet is fully corrected. Tapi One World Cinnamon Coffee House mmg terkenal dengan food galorenya..sila lah try!

We wanted to help every clubfoot child that we knew but sometimes we do understand financial is the most critical factor that makes them hold back.


2 Imran bertemu..:D




We will never stop to assist whenever we can.Hopefully we can see more and more Malaysian's clubfoot is corrected with Ponseti Method.


Thursday, August 04, 2011

Ramadhan


Dah 4th Ramadhan pon..

cepatnye masa berlalu, masya allah..

Salam ramadhan al mubarak dari Ina, Imran & Dania..
Semoga amalan, doa, ibadah kita diterima oleh-NYA..
Insya-Allah..

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Phonics Reading

I've told u in my recent entry Dania nangis sakan kalau we start to teach her alphabet..
esp kalau Babah ajar, the hurt is more..

Yesterday we only have 1 car since our Altis went to B&P workshop..
So Dania n Babah came to fetch me from office and we went straight to Sg Rasah..
I saw her holding her phonic book..

In a car, I've asked her, Dania dah pandai baca ker?'
Babah says, ehh dia dah pandai baca lah..
I'm so skeptical..I've asked her to read for me.
she reads...perfectly..
Tak puas hati lagi..

At night, after my Isya' prayer, I called her and asked her to read some more..
Again she read out loud and lancar..ada tersekat2 tapi still correct..
Just wondering..I knew Dania had difficulty to remember her alphabet correctly..
Tapi with this book, semua dia boleh ingat..

Kenapa aku x puas hati?
Sebab i can only read at the age of 8 yrs old..
Yelah dulu Standard 1 kan honeymoon year..:D

Eleh babah yesterday pon terdiam dengar anak baca buku..:p

Saturday, July 09, 2011

PemBERSIHan Jiwa


Entry ni takde kene mengena dgn BERSIH..tak kuasa ahhh..
Dedua bongok...yg menghalang bongok, yg nak pegi pon sama..
Cuba lihat what happen to Thailand...tak habis2 pasal politics and how their economics get affected because stupidity...

By the way..today we went to Dania's Parent-Teacher's Day.
Dania tanya 'kenapa kene pegi sekolah?'..
biasa after Friday, she is looking forward for weekend..

Today she showed her Class 4 Siddiq..ada 14 students including 3 yrs old..
Her class teacher showed us her report book and some of her workbooks..
A lot of As but she still have Bs on few areas.
Her teacher says she responded well on all lessons, dengar cakap,rajin and good in colouring..
Mmg she says sometimes Dania cepat lupa but she managed to catch up.
She loves to colour one particular object with many colours..katanya colourful, mama..

Takut jugak dia slow sbb kalau mama babah ajar kat rumah memang sampai nangis2..
But then when the teacher says Dania is so obedient n diligently doing her work compare to other 4 yrs old..dah tak risau sangat lah..

I hope she will stay obedient n enjoy her childhood..
Now she progressively learning her ABCs and Alif Ba Ta..
Tapi harini she acts like a teacher pulak, siap pesan jgn nangis klu tak tau..

Alhamdullilah..syukur I'm able to see her 1st progress in school..
Looking forward for more sessions ahead..

Tuesday, July 05, 2011

Dah nak puasa dah


sedar tak sedar, few more weeks dah nak sambut Ramadhan..
iye, saya belum ganti puasa..
hajat hati nak ganti lepas balik Korea..
tapi lain pulak jadinya..

Rumah x kemas lagi...mmg takyah kemas kot..
baju raya pon x tempah sbb mcm tatau kah nak tempah macam mana..
dania ponya baju kurung pon rasanya beli ajek lah..

Apa theme tahun ni?kononnye nak colour yellow ker chocolate ker..

Hmm...theme tahun ni theme malas...hahaha...
Rasanya mcm malas nak beli beskut raya, kek bagai..
Hmm sirap akan ku beli..kononnye ajak mak ayah semua berkampung kat rumah ni..
Tapi mcm tinggal harapan ajek..
Takpelah..so xde lah busy sebab time tuh pon dah heavy..

Comel tak my tamed tiger??

Monday, July 04, 2011

Bersarangggg


Lamanya tak update blog..takdelah busy sgt tp mcm malas...ni pon update blog kat phone..hehe..

Last June, we all went to JB attending my classmate wedding.She is married to my best friend's classmate when we were in Banting..so sweet, and what small world..Dania is so excited bcoz she has a friend named Sabrina too but she said her 4 yrs old friend is too small to get married..apakahhh??

then we end up jalan2 cari makan in Muar after short pit stop in Kluang (visiting Danials nephew who just born on last May)..ye Dania is already a Makcik before she is born pon..ada lah dalam 12 org rasanya..She warn us not to call her acik but call her, Dania only..cessss

In Muar, we went to Sabak Awor for Seafood Galore itupon byk lauk dah habis, then next morning, we woke up late so we skip hotel breakfast, we went straight for Nasi Beriyani Muara, Asam Pedas, Mee Bandung and tapau Murtabak S'pore..all u can have it in front of my old school..heaven!!!Cuma x jumpa pau maharani ajek..managed to buy manggis, some pisang tanduk n Dania & Babah had a durian..Dania kata nak jadi mcm opet makan durian..yes, she ate 2 slices..confirm bukan ikut aku ni..i told her not to kiss me after eating, dia menjawab haa Babah pon tak boleh cium mama sebab bau durian!!..iskkkk

apa lagik ye? Haaa my job in office is getting kelam kabut..all about HP Act yg ntah haper2..

Haa nanti rajin, gua sambung lagikkk..

Wednesday, June 08, 2011

Bad Monkey

Haih...

Too many things to tell..yet so little time..
Cerita Dania neneksitter my mum..
Cerita Dania now doing her own house chores..

Cerita my appointment with my Neurosurgeon yg mcm terperanjat I am pregnant..
Cerita my keje kat opis makin lama makin melambak..

Cerita yg tak kesudahan..

Nantilah one day...sekang mengah & penat..

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

So long




Not that busy but tired..
Gambar kat atas tuh gambar one of Dania's baby sitter from her former nursery.

Kenduri kat Johol, beriya budak ni sms nak sangat we all attend..

Tak sampai hati x pegi since budak2 ni jaga baik Dania for 4 years..

Teringat jasa2 dorang jaga Dania during her casting time, during my illness, and selalu jaga n bagi Dania makan while waiting for mama come & fetch..pernah jemput Dania almost 11pm...tapi budak2 ni tunggu jugak aku balik..mana nak carik taska macam ni??

Terharu rasanya ada adik2 yg sudi nak jaga Dania ni..

Mmg rezeki Dania masuk kat situ..kalaulah ada taska yg macam ni yg nearby rumah baru ..


This taska (Taska Bintang Hatiku) is registered under JKM...mmg renewed every year..




Dania pulak jumpa kawan2 dah buat mcm nursery sendiri.. Budak yg peluk Darwis tuh lah budak yg suka pukul & gigit Dania yg aku tak jadi marah sebab mak ayah dia OKU..:D



Dania & Darwish (anak principal Taska)..Babah tanya ini gambar bofren Dania ker?..malu2 pulak anak aku ni..Tapi dia kata Bofren Dania Acik lah...tapi arini dia ngaku Darwis ni bopren dia pulak..hahaha lawak2..




Till then..

Monday, May 02, 2011

The house is greener

Mr Manager loves green.


He has been observing neighbour's landscape for months and also buying Laman magazine for ideas.

I leave it to him to decide since I do not have much time to worry about that..haha..

So now, our house has green grass after weeks with tanah merah..

Lepas ni Dania kene tolong Babah buang rumput liar...



He loves Gazebo or apa orang panggil tempat santai tuh ..haa Pergola..

We leave some empty spaces for our future small garden ... kekonon nak tanam pokok2 or herbs yg berguna utk masak like chilis, untuk ubat ker like aloe vera, daun pandan ker..

Oh ye that space also he said reserved for bbq area...

So CHIs,pls give us ur available dates!

No serai ye serabut kang nak jaga nanti..tanam kat luar ajek lah heh..


Alangkah bagusnye kalau kami ni rajin tanam our own vegetables kan?

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

More than you could ever imagine

Yesterday Anesthetic Doctor went through my record and about to get my concern signature for her to start the procedure.

'Mem, you've been through a lot already'

I just smile.

'But I see you moving on, and life goes on.'

Yeah, nothing bothering me.

'You are very positive person.'

Ya Allah, ampuni dosaku, dan permudahkan perjalananku, Amin!

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

The most thrilled & risky journey begins..




Frankly, I do not like to write about this neither to talk about this..


but I promise there would be a closing entry later..

I'm on my 13th++ weeks pregnancy n counting..


why counting?

I'm in high risk pregnancy..


I got brain tumor, incompetence cervix, high chance of preterm labour, history of spotting episodes and many more...


Unlike others, I do not like to talk about my pregnancy as I choose to refrain myself from being too excited..


It is also doesn't mean that I do not like this pregnancy...


I've been waiting for this moment altho I know that I'm not a tumor-free..


Chances of getting another clubfoot baby is at 30%..but I'm not worry about that..


Quietly excited about this pregnancy would prepare myself for any circumstances..if any..


It is easy for me to let go, If Allah wants it back..


I know I can easily let go for every bad things that happen to me..


But of course, it will forever be in my heart ..it will keep on coming back..


So when people asking me about my pregnancy, I choose to silent myself or just smile & change topic..


I need your silent prayers for me...


I don't need comfort words or hugs..


I've been through this before and this time I will be more than ready..


Semoga Allah permudahkan kandungan ini, anak di dalam kandungan ini dan ibunya...AMIN!

Monday, April 11, 2011

Birthday Party







haih...tiring april..


starts with moving house..


then Dania's 4th Birthday party at nursery..


then housewarming pulak..




Alhamdullilah...all ends well..


Rumah at mess, lunch ready just on time, guest coming in non-stop..


Although ada hiccups, but it's okay..




As long as anak mama happy..


Cranky tak cukop tido plus helium balloon tiba2 terbang..


Heard she asked her friends to call her Jessie..:p




Thank u so much for those who came..


Thank u so much for those who involved with this party plan, preparation & execution..


Thank u so much for helping this OKU.




Monday, April 04, 2011

Life begins in Casa Dania..


We officially move to CD...

Yesterday, we've rented 3 tonnes lorry to bring all big stuff from PH to CD..

Dalam tengah busy pikir which need to transfer and what not, I'm still worried about Dania 1st day at kindie.. Dengan pelat dia, dgn nap time yang berjam2, scheduled eating hours, susu botol lagik, cebok lagik..

I'm on leave today but I'm thinking not to stay in the kindie and I want to let her to make friends with others..


At 6.45am, she still sleepy and tido lambat sebab main game..

mmg nak kene ban ipad ni..

So lepas mandi, she is so excited wearing the kindie tshirt and yesterday night I have briefed her on what to bring for shower, what clothes to wear, where to keep toileteries, wet clothes to put into plastic, susu, botol, drink water & I put aside dua bungkus roti krim for her quick snack..


I've told her it's okay to leave the tudung if panas but if she can maintain, it would be better.

I've told her to ignore if she got teased by nasty friends..you got nothing to lose girl..

I've told her to ask her teacher to make her susu before taking her nap...

I've told this and that..a lot more..macam dia paham pon..

I've even teach for script how to ask for susu, ask for snacks, call for cebok, macam2 lah..

Eh, I'm the one who worried soo much...very much..

Biasalah she is my first child pon and I would want to teach her on my own pon kan..


Sempat main basikal kejap, lepas tuh salam Babah, and pakai 'kudung'..

End up, we leave the house at 7.45am ( lucky I'm on leave)..

so boleh bawak kereta terhegeh2 lagik.. Sempat lagi pesan itu ini..

Kenit pon dengar ajek mama membebel..

We reached the kindie after about 10 minutes driving ( it can be 5 minutes ajek pon)..


Banyak pulak kereta pagi2 ni..

Sampai ajek kindie, she says babai mama, jangan lupa jempit Dania.jemput lambat2 sikit..

Dalam hati aku..huh? bukan main rileks ajek minah ni..aku ajek yg beriya risau..

So, there you go..she makes friends, make herself comfortable at the kindie...

Mama pon dgn senang hatinya, pass her bag, tilam & bantal to the teachers and kiss her goodbye..


Ok, why Islamic Kindergarten?


To train her to become a good khalifah during her young age..

I want her to become a wise person with good character & attitude...

Belajar solat 5 waktu, puasa, iqra', sunnah, hadis, doa..macam2..

I want her to bersyukur and says alhamdullilah every day for all the opportunities given by Allah..

Dlm dunia ni dah tak banyak orang2 baik..tapi kenapa kene jadik jahat pulak..

Tapi biarlah kami mengejar ke jalan kebaikan yg diredhai Allah..

Life is so short, so be good..:D

Academic is also important but later..that one I know how to push..:D

Friday, April 01, 2011

She turns 4 today


Alhamdullilah..


She officially turns 4..Do you know her EDD (Estimate Delivery Date) supposed to be on 16th May, 2007?

Heh...she is so excited for early delivery..

She is so special to me..so precious..


Some of friends asked me to take them as my children, errr...


Are you sure?


You can get scolded almost every day for not doing this and that..

I can just throw your toys straight to dustbin if you can't keep it properly...

I can just scream madly to you if you do not listen to what I've told..

I can just out of my mind...

Sometimes she would asked me, Mama suka marah2 Dania?

Some people says I've given her too much attention...

Some says I teach her to become materialistic too soon..

Some says this and some says that..

But who cares?

I'm nearly not able to witness her 1st birthday..she just 9 months and she almost lost her mom..

Episodes of bleeding when I was carrying her is the most unforgettable memory..

The cerlage, and the pain that I've been through, and ...


I think no one should question how should I raise her..

I will decide on how to celebrate my life with her..

and I know my limit..

Sorry to tell you this..

You do not know how I've built this strength to went through our hard times..

You do not know what was in my mind for every step that I take, every decision that I've to make..

It is not easy but please don't tell me to stay positive or you claim that understand how I felt..

No you don't understand..trust me, you don't..


Now she is 4, Alhamdullilah I'm still here and still with her..

She is my girl and always be..

She is my motivation to live..the love of my life..


Happy 4th Birthday Dania Insyirah..

Mama will always love you till the end of time..


Monday, March 28, 2011

The ending of 1st quarter of 2011

Heh..berkobar2 ada kitchen baru but at the moment I can't even smell the kitchen, laundry pon tak boleh buat...tapi tak turun berat badan pon, naik 2kg per week ada lah..

Tumis pon tak boleh. Yes I'm hooked to any western meal right now.


Goreng2 tak boleh, plain rice or Nasik lemak without sambal is okay..



Kenit was convinced when I told her that if we eat a lot of carrot, you won't end up wearing glasses like Babah & Mama.

But we saw this glass and so tempted to ask her wearing it.Dia pulak cakap macam heri kopter (harry potter)..


countdown to Dania turns 4 years old..heh..

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Malasnyee

Washing Machine dah sampai..
Siap pegi survey harga sabun..hahaha
Satu basuhan ajek kene tunggu 2 1/2 hours...mak oiiii lamanya...

Langsir dah siap pasang..Nagoya quality of sewing tak berapa cantik tapi murah..



CCTV & Home Alarm dah siap..touch up balik bende yg kene hacked pon sudahh..
Dekat 20 kotak dah hantar...
Lori pon dah jumpa cuma belum confirm tarikh since Mr Manager ada course kat PD..
KC untuk wet kitchen siap weekend ni..
Esok kene call Kedai Hood & Hob tuh confirm delivery..


Nanti nak kene call Cikgu Sekolah baru Dania to inform Dania would start her kelas on 4th April..
Itu belum siap shopping baju sopan untuk Dania..
Yelahkan dah sekolah Islamic Kindy ni takkan nak dia pakai skirt pendek kot time day care..
Kita pon kene biasakan dia dgn adab2 muslimah if not nanti culture shock pulak..
So takde nak berangan nak perm rambut, colour ker haper ker...
Err Dania masih lg pakai baju size 2 yrs old..hahaha..ponya kedekut nak beli baru..
Believe it or not we don't buy baju Dania except for Raya & musim Bonus..
She should be lucky if one of us pegi travel, and she will get souvenir t-shirt..
Barang-barang besday Dania pon dah sampai sikit2..Kek dah siap tempah 3 bulan yg lepas..hahaha



Weekend ni nak hantar balloon kat Balloon Buzz..n do some booking..
Sugar figurines untuk Toy story sangat mahal so I decided beli Jessie ajek..
The rest I will buy the actual figurines..
Banyak bende kene buat dan saya kepenatan..
Rumah would be halfly cooked when u guys are coming over..

I can't move so much, I can't carry heavy loads, I can't do this and I can't do that..
This year I'm all alone doing HP for my company..:(

Tuesday, March 01, 2011

Oh No!! It's March already..

This year, time flies faster that I thought...
We are already in March, and I can't even breathe in..


Banyaknye bende nak buatttt...
Another month to Dania's Birthday & Disney On Ice!!!
Dah besar dah anak dara aku...

Dah boleh lipat baju sendiri..lipat dlm her own definition lah kan..

Packing pon belum selesai..
Now tgh busy pasang home alarm & cctv..
Amekkk macam ada sejuta pon kan dlm rumah tuh..

Kehkeh..
Mcm tak rasa ajek April ni will completely move in..kahkahkah..
Takpelah...slow & steady..orang yg menunggu nak menyewa tuh, jenuh lah kot menunggu...
Alahhh org tuh tanya2 ajek kan..bukan dah bayar deposit ponggg..
Few days ago, somebody remind me not to forget on the struggle that I've been through when I was carrying Dania..
She is still my precious..I won't forget that..Insya Allah..

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Chinese New Year & Korea

How's your Chinese New Year Holiday?
Mine is great.


We went back to Seremban and had a good time.

Takde gambar bbq pulak..tapi ada gambar Mr Manager tangkap 5 ikan talapia in less than 10 minutes.






This is one of my uncle's fish pond..besar tuh..my dad share ternak ikan talapia, ikan kaloi, & ikan haruan.
Altogether ada 4 big ponds and 1 is in the progress.









My dad pon ada bela kerbau, tapi ni anak dia.sangat garang.




We spent about 2 hours ajek pon (it was so hot and Babah nak gi friday prayers).
Dania had a great time running after Pak Andak's goat, feeding the fish, and trying to catch the hens..



I've told you kan I went to Korea and my friend called it as Winter Sonata Trip.

The snow is already melting. Some places approaching Spring.

Not so many photos captured bcoz the weather is too cold.
Nak keluar tangan pon tak berani..

We managed to visit their old village.

Everland is like a theme park in Jinjang (sorry no offence) but so kelakar until tatau nak beli apa for souvenirs.
Tshirt bodoh pon takde.

The ride is just so-so but I had fun riding their ski buster..itu ajek lah..

We went to Nami Island, the famous Winter Sonata drama shooting place.

I'm not a romantic person, so I don't enjoy this place.But there are many Korean couples were here.

I just can't connect myself with this place.
The 3 hours are so wasting of time but Kak Emmy & me slowly walking & discover the whole island.
Nothing much.

Demn, I miss Miyajima Island.



Last Day in Itaewon, I managed to solat sunat at Seoul Mosque, alhamdullilah.

They do have Islamic pre-school and we've met their teachers.

Group of kids get down from the bus, give hi-5 and salam to us.

Finally, we've met Korean Muslim at this area.
My first photo with the snow (time ni pakai 7 lapis)..:p


Boss, thank you for the trip although I do not enjoy it very much.

Pls do not sent us during winter, It is so cold!

Next time, hantar gi OZ ye..hehehe

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

The house is almost ready

Before I start to loose my mind,today I want to share with you, that I just lost one of my business colleagues due to brain tumor.

This friend of my mind is working at one of the banks and she is one of those bank officers who really helpful & efficient to us in Toyota. After I had my brain surgery back in 2008, she was consistently asked on my health, how's the treatment, how big is the tumor, how do I cope and how much is the hospital bill. As usual, I'm very responding to her questions without noticing that she is also had same illness. What I remember is, I do reminded her that if she had unusual illness especial severe headache, she need to see doctor for early detection.
On last year Raya, she was admitted and undergone sessions of radiotherapy & chemotherapy (cancer at beginning stage). Her superior informed me that she looks stable and cheerful. I did sms her but I didn't get a reply and I guess she do not want to be disturbed. Therefore, I've decided not to call her as well as she might need more quality with her beloved ones. Last Sunday, her boss sms and informed me that she has passed away. She was in comma after she had 2nd surgery on 9th January. I've understand from her superior that she is supposed to report on duty in early January. But her condition is getting worst and now she is finally going back to by The Greatest Allah earlier than expected...Semoga Arwah Murika Ayu dicucuri rahmat, Al-fatihah...

Hmm...'Casa Dania' is almost ready..Now they are busy installing the grill. I have no idea on how to start packing but I've started panicking ni..hahaha..


Did I tell u that I'm going to Korea? I'm neither a fan of this Korea thingy nor winter. Yes I do want to play with the snow but not in Korea..:p..This trip is called 'Appreciation trip' of 2010 Sales Achievement.I've decided to join the trip invitation 'cause I think I've worked so hard for the company (hahaha perasan weiii). Dah orang bagi free trip, pergi ajek lah.. 5D3N ajek pon..I think I will not enjoy this trip as much as HK trip. Next year cuba2 lah pegi OZ ker, Vietnam ker haper ker..adusss..Mr Manager kata ingat murah ker nak jalan time winter?? hehehe..10th yr Anniversary kita pegi Niagara Falls eh darling?time winter tau..hehe
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Ika, semoga roh mu tenang di sana..

Thursday, January 13, 2011

She says,

#1
Dania : Mama suka tak main dengan Dania.

Mama : Mestilah suka.Dania?

Dania : Dania suka jugak. Dania pon suka main2 dengan mama..

#2

Dania : Mama, Dania dah ngantuk, nak tido dulu. Esok kita cakap lagik.cakap banyak2.

Mama : okay, esok cerita lagi.

Dania : Mama pon tido ehh.esok cakap lagik.

She has started taking her milk using a cup.She said she is a big girl now.
She said she wants to buy a baby girl so that she can play 'princess' .
When I told her, I'm in pain and she will say to me, taklah, mama kuat, mama hebat..

Alhamdullilah, (taking my deep breathe)..I'm still here watching the day goes by..
Allah is great, The Merciful..aku memohon panjangkanlah usiaku untuk bersama anakku, suamiku, ibu ayahku,adik beradikku dan kawan2 seperjuanganku..amin!

Saturday, January 08, 2011

Oh January



This cartoon is dedicated to newly-wed BFF..
It should be that way, mate..:D
Enjoy it while u can..after this the frequency of 'quality time' would be reduced..hahaha
iskkk...18sx entry lagik..

updates on renovation..

8th Jan 2011, morning

Masih kosong..tapi sudah disapu dan dibersihkan segala oleh contractor..bagus eh?


my wet kitchen...tak luas tapi boleh lah kalau nak main masak2..

This would be our dry kitchen cabinet kot..sesapa ada contact buat KC?..KC yg buat kat rumah PH agak mahal..hehe..




model kenit yg tak sudah2 suruh aku masak untuk dia..

the renovation of BP house almost done, dah 3 hari tak visit, and it is almost completed..

Wiring dah touch up, laundry area pon dah tiles..tapi ada nampak additional wiring kat bilik bawah which I believed (we all pon tak perasan) tertinggal..

So today, after had our breakfast, we went to BP for few minutes..

Actually dah plan nak bawak Kay on afternoon but saje gatal nak tgk sendiri dulu..:D

Pintu belakang pon dah siap..

The developer contractor not able to give us the color code for the old door..

Then we all bagitau our contractor that color yg hampir serupa pon takpe..:D

Satu about our contractor, dia kalau boleh mmg akan tolong carik color yg hampir serupa dengan yg developer, so that for him, the different between the original & the new one would be not so obvious..
kalau kitaorg 'takkan nak sama ajek cikkk'..

Kerani contractor pon dah call mintak duit lagik.

Oklah Mr William, since we satisfied (so far) with your work, kitaorg bayar ler sikit lagik..wakaka

Next week, grilles ngan light/fan installation yek?
Ini kira recce untuk BBQ plan fo this coming June eh, CH106 family??

Anisah & Amil dah testing berlari dengan Dania..mentang2 kosong lg rumah, boleh ler lari sana sini..:D
Happy weekends..:D

Wednesday, January 05, 2011

Report Review

Radi0logist Review :

Residual left sigmoid sinus meningioma, unchanged in size.
No other significant abnormality seen.
Bilateral maximillary sinus retention cyst.

sinus? haaa...this answer my bersin n morning flu tak habis2 kot...iskk pepandai ajek..

tapi Dr Kumar bagi aku pregnant lah wei...wakaka...
best best..
so tetiap malam ON..

opps another 18sx entry..:p

Sunday, January 02, 2011

Last Day of 2010..& New Year



Our 2010 ends with BFF nikah's day..held at KJ..we woke up early on that day, tak sangka pula Mr Manager wants to follow..:D


Alhamdullilah, now she is a someone's wife..Look at her face, naik 'seri pengantin' tuh..:D


Congratulations dear, hope it will last forever..and Welcome to the club..

Then afternoon, mum, Boboy & Miss President came to my house for seafood dinner and also to attend Caza's reception. Mmg spoil mood betul lah, the Muara Ikan Bakar has no electricity and we just knew about it when the time is approaching Maghrib.We reached there at 6.30pm. Makanan pon lambat sampai..So takde gambar food pon..hahaha..


Then we sent Mak & Boboy back to PH for her to rest, kesian pulak tengok mak.She looks so tired altho initially she said she dont mind to follow us to KJ for Dania's rehearsal. Budak2 pon dah mengantuk sebenarnya tapi actif belari sana sini..:D



The next day is Caza's reception and we reached at 11.30am as promised. Dania is one of the flower girl

So Dania of course is so excited to wear her baju kurung while I'm quite worry if she got cranky when the time comes.She will starts mengantuk as early as 12.30noon and of course the pengantin will only arrived after 1pm kan?? As I predicted, at 1pm, Dania told me she doesnt want to hold the flowers and she doesnt want to be pretty. She is so tired and she wants to sit with nenek. Aduss..Apalagi lah kan..I told her that I have 3 tix to Disney On Ice and I will give one tix to her if she agree to be the flower girl. She is about to start her cranky mood and Disney on Ice bribe doesn't seems to work. Then the MC announce something. She asked me what is all about. I told her 'kakak cantik' is coming and who wants to be a flower girl got to see 'kakak cantik' first..She starts to get excited but time lapse tuh yg buat dia tired of waiting.


Finally, Aunty Nana asked them to stand in group again and start holding the hand bouquet. baru lah she start to get excited but she wants me to walk beside her. I told her you need to walk alone then I 'll give the Disney On Ice ticket..So when Alyah starts to walks, she follow suit..phewwwss..






Penat wei nak pujuk anak ni..tak jalan kalau time tido dia..nasib baik dia tak nangis..

So acik gee & acik ti..evening wedding reception would be perfect..:D

On progress rumah pulak...Banyak bende dorang dah touch up..



Dinding conrete wall yg dorang hack untuk auto gate & also pasang wiring untuk lampu outdoor sudah di touch up. Now nampak macam dorang buat magic ajek letak wiring tuh..kehkeh..You won't believed what you've seen now compared to the days when they hacked the wall for the wiring route..ngeriiii


Then wall tiling dah hampir siap and they hv started to work on tiling the concrete top..

Plaster Ceiling pon dah diperbetulkan..initially contractor ni ada buat silap sket..so sehari ajek dia betulkan..hehe

Lepas habis buat floor tiles and cat mana yg patut, pasang kipas, lampu, heater, air-cond (belum beli)..the house is ready to move in.tapi kene pasang alarm dulu ye..:D

Esok sure jam..kene tido awal..daaa

Tinggal kenangan

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