Month end closing...arghh

No, I don't do account closing but come month end, I need to chase the bankers for LoU issuance..get scolded for any delay of approval or disbursement..scream for numbers..at the end of the day, sales target achieved..rasa mcm nak muntah darah dah..at the same struggling for next month financing promotion, look at the order banks, order forecast, budget...and plan on how to spend the money..muntah darah jugakkk but this one i like very much...tapi kalau promo tak jalan, memang bertubi2 kene kutuk dek outlets..bile promo jalan takde sapa puji pon? caittt..

Today my Head of Dept, called me and asked about my condition..he even allow me to take a break for a while, take some nap if I feel dizzy or I'm allowed to go home if I feel so tired...huh? I think he little bit concern when I finally screamed at my office mate who was chasing for my promotion ..isk tak sabar2..He maybe scared that I may fainted again..

Hey who said Honda lead us? caiitt Today punya gelabah bebudak ni gi JPJ to verify the news...jauh beza wei except for passenger cars lah..but the time will come, we knew, we knew..:)

Comel budak ni..hahaha..siap ada posing lepas dia perasan I'm capturing her actions..

2nd Opinion..

Yesterday, with a help from one of my Clubfoot circle, we went to see Prof Dr Zurin Adnan, at Damansara Specialist Hospital.

The hospital was so packed, the parking all fulled...so I went straight to Dr Zurin's clinic, leaving Dania & her abah looking for parking. Ramai jugak patient at the his clinic, most of them hv nerve problem and they all look terribly sick and weak. The doctor's assistant was expecting me, and registration went smooth. I thought I was late but she asked me to go makan first since Dr Zurin is at the ward.One thing about KPJ hospital, I love their hospitality and warm service, but then again Bumrungrad is much better and SJMC is the worst..:)

Hmm..Dr Zurin was quite surprised to know that previous tumor size was big and he said Dr Kumar has done a good job on the tumor removal. yelahkan the tumor has compressed the other part of the brain and I'm still alive..:)..He's also agreed that the previous the tumor has grows for at least 4-5 years..if the tumor is malignant, the grow is faster and cancerous...

He said the 'thing' maybe not tumor, maybe only a scar tissue or some membrane left after the operation..Since it is benign, I have an option to wait for another 3-4 months for repeat mri...if it is still there and growing, maybe it is tumor and it should be treated using focus radiation, it is stagnant or disappear, I would be lucky..

I told him that I planned to get pregnant soon but he said during pregnancy the tumor can be bigger due to hormon changes...then I get the radiation treatment, the effects of the treatment is no immediate..then I hv to wait until that it's effective...since the radiation involve X-ray, it should be discussed further with Dr Kumar..

With his detail explanation, the options available, treatment etc, he has comforts me...He seems to be a nice and good doctor..unlike other doctors that I've met, they just act as one...

I will wait for another 3 months to ask Dr Kumar for repeat MRI, then I will decide..

We went home and rest...then we sent Mak balik Seremban..and after maghrib we went to Bangi for dinner...yummyyy..:)


sodapppp!!

HE knew better

Cute kan budak ni??



Yesterday, we went to SJMC to see Dr Kumar to confirm what he has seen from the mri scan. At the same time, I've also scheduled same day appointment with Dato Dr Siti, a gynea for my gynea shopping...hehe...

But dream on...the tumor came back, grows from the same location..since it is so tiny (according to the doctor), so he suggested that I should go for laser treatment to stop the grow..The tumor is located near to blood vein (he also mentioned that that 'thing' attached to blood vein)..Dr Kumar also told us if the blood vein burst, I can be paralysed or dead..sound do pretty scary to me..:)



Kakak Dania & Adik Erina ...

Hmm...what should I say here..I'm expecting this but not la so fast..it was just a year ago that I had the operation..Looks like the tumor loves my brain so much..hehe..How do i feel? Frankly this time I do feel scared a bit..unlike the first one...the laser treatment will cost me RM35K..perghhsss...damn expensive huh?So kawan2, simpan lah duit bebanyak..standby..

The first person that I've told on this shocking news was my lady boss...then of course, I've updated my FB status..straight went home, then went out to Abie house with Dania, meet Shareen, Ek & cutey Erina, then went back home again and sleep...



I had a funny dream..I had a dream where it was flashback to my appointment with Dr Kumar but he said NO tumor and he said you can start planning to get pregnant and see u in one year..Ohhyaa it just a dream..and dream on..



We went to KLCC and had Chillies...Dania had a good time and she ate a lot..Tak sempat okay amek gambar the main dish since we didn't take our lunch yet..So damn hungry..


Dania's meal...





And we loves this starter..apa ntah nama dia..


Am I sad? Yes I am...but redha ajek lah..life goes on..I think I'm going to tell Dr that I will see him in August instead..


This lovely cheeky young lady has to face the truth in her life..If I failed in this 2nd test, I hope she can remember me forever..:)

Peace!

New Coach Hampston For Sale

SOLD!!!

Dear readers,

I'm not good in selling things altho' I'm the Sales Planner in my company..so ironic..:p

But I need to sell this New Coach Hampston Handbag just landed from Niagara, Canada.

Why I'm selling this lovely bag off? Coz I already have ONE!!!I asked my other half to buy CARLY, but he bought Hampston instead, so I'm letting this one go..By the way he managed to get me a TOTE for my laptop..i loikeeee...

This is genuine black leather Coach Handbag..Sorry no paperbag but it is still new and NOT PRE-LOVED..anyone interested?leave your contact details..


Selling at RM750..half price from my own Hampston,,arghhhh..

Incompetent cervix

I always shared with you on clubfoot, brain tumor and I'm almost forgot that I've also had incompetent cervix problem during pregnancy.

What is Incompetent Cervix?

From american pregnancy : During pregnancy, as the baby grows and gets heavier, it presses on the cervix. This pressure may cause the cervix to start to open before the baby is ready to be born. This condition is called incompetent cervix or weakened cervix, and it may lead to a miscarriage or premature delivery. However, an incompetent cervix happens in only about 1 out of 100 pregnancies. (ha, aku lagik jadik statistic)

What causes an incompetent or weakened cervix?
A weakened cervix can be caused by one or more of the following conditions:
>Previous surgery on the cervix
>Damage during a difficult birth
>Malformed cervix or uterus from a birth defect
>Previous trauma to the cervix, such as a D&C (dilation and curettage) from a termination or a miscarriage.


How often does an incompetent cervix happen?
An incompetent or weakened cervix happens in about 1-2% of pregnancies. Almost 25% of babies miscarried in the second trimester are due to incompetent cervix.

What is the treatment for a weakened cervix?
The treatment for an incompetent or weakened cervix is a procedure that sews the cervix closed to reinforce the weak cervix. This procedure is called a cerclage and is usually performed between week 14-16 of pregnancy. These sutures will be removed between 36-38 weeks to prevent any problems when you go into labor. Removal of the cerclage does not result in spontaneous delivery of the baby.


My experience :
The cerclage moves in - I'm on epidural and I can feel that Dr Krishna is sewing my 'tut'.Heard that he asked for scissors from the nurse, and also said 'not that one please, it is too violent for pregnant lady' (huh?)

After cerclage - The pregnancy went smooth, alhamdullilah..

During cerclage removal - NO anesthetic shot given..sangat sakit.At that time, my water beg already burst, contraction has started...the cerclage is too deep down, the doctor can't find the exact location and Dania's head is pulling the string...:)..

Am I ready for this experience again???
I think I'm going to wait until 20th June for the decision..

Sekian sahaja..hidup saya penuh dengan cabaran...:)

Pom Pom Girls

Today, Toyota had a friendly bowling tournament with Etiqa at Sunway Pyramid.I'm not playing as I'm not interested with indoor games..haha, alasan but seriously I was there because my boss can not make it..Dania, Qaisara (my colleague's daughter) & me (of course), cheering from the back..

Dania (as usual) need about 5 minutes to warm up but when she meet Qaisara, she starts cheering the team, clapped her hands, sings a song and say hi too all of the players...Qaisara is 2 months older than Dania and I've posted an entry with her photo...tak sempat nak capture any video of her cheers...sebab her action is so spontaneous!!

I purposely did not attend the netball selection for Chairman Award Tournament. I thought I would be able to attend the selection but Dr Kumar is seeing me on 20th on the 'dubious' image seen at my operation area. Maybe next time, I'll play..

Talking about the 'dubious' image..susah nak cakap..hopefully the tumor is finally gone insya allah but if the tumor is there, tawakkal aje lah..:)..i still had my headache, dizziness is still there but no severe pain..

My other half is coming back tomorrow and I'm so happy that the waiting time is finally over..i'm too exhausted doing office work, house work etc..my boss is on holiday and coming back on 15th June, Halina already resigned and she is in Munich(I have to do her report on discounting, P&L, CIP, Honshin Kanri etc etc) and I've to relief them...

I'm truly exhausted..a lots of things to do..:p