I'm more than a Dory

U remember Dory?

Bubbly fish who accompany Nemo's dad in Finding Nemo.

She suffered a short-term memory loss.

It is not easy to be me.

I wanted to be treated as a normal or usual person but sometimes I need special treatment.

I forgot things quite easily.

Post surgery is the worst.

I got confused all the times.

There is one time I reached to this traffic light and I do not even know what the green lights means.Nasib baik takde orang hon.

At home, I can easily turun naik tangga for more than 4-5 times in 5 minutes because I do not know what I should do next.

Sometimes Dania asked me to prepare susu for her, it will takes hours until she said 'Mama buat keje?, nak susu banyak2.'

At work,I did my checklist but when I go through the list I forgot what I need to do with it.

I know maybe some of you will console me by saying that I also forgot things easily, maybe because of age factor, bla bla bla.

There is one of the FB members approached me and she is so damn frustrated that I do not even remember her. She even say that I just acting not to recognise her anymore.Yeah there are some of you that I may not able to recall.Sad to say that you are one of those who has been deleted in my memory.

Not only my friends, my other half sometimes forgot that I had my brain surgery before.

When I forgot things, he didn't believe me at all.

Yeah he treat me as I'm a normal person but technically I am not.

I'm not like this before the surgery.

When I forgot things, my frustration is even greater.

You guys can recall there and then and for me sometimes it took months to recall.

But most of times, I can't trace back.

I got exhausted easily nowdays.Blame it on age factor and but mine is worst.

Some friends asked me to do more exercise, naik tangga pon I can't even hold my breath.

I got dizzy sometimes when I climb up the stairs.

It is not easy, I'm taking my time but sometimes people forgotten..

Busy as a Bee

Been busy...


with work,

with life,

with new achievement,

with travelling,

with everything..


hope I can cope..need to remind myself that I just being given for another chance of life..hope it stays forever and I need to slow down..insya allah, amin..

Me, being a mother

Kalau ikutkan, I'm still wondering macam mana nak jadi the best mother for Dania.
Konon taknak jerit, taknak nak tinggikan suara, taknak marah2 but I can't help it.
A day before I was admitted, Dania ada buat perangai merajuk sampai dia terbalikkan piano bench n accidentally terlanggar meja and jatuhkan air apple atas carpet.
Dah tak pasal kene pukul dengan aku spontaneous kuat gile..:(
Yang bestnye, she didn't merajuk after I hit her pon.
Siap suruh 'Mama, letakkan ubat, badan nyanya sakit kene 'pukung'.
She told her babah, mama boleh 'pukung' nyanya, babah tak boyeh.
Ye, aku sangat garang dengan Dania but dia tak takut pon.

Kalau ikutkan, tengok budak cheeky ni, mcm x sampai hati marah tapi mmg nak kene marah punya lah..

Happy Mother's Day..to all mothers out there who is trying very hard to be as good mother as you can be..

To me, I need to slow down my temper..

Vacation Part 2- The Day

Staff Nurse woke me up at 8.15am, and she said I need to go to Radiology. Yesterday, her colleagues told me the procedure starts at 9am or 10am sebab tuh aku terhegeh lagi ni. Now she said my case is first case pulak.Aduyaii..I've told her to wait with fierce looking face, coz they are the one who caused this miscommunication.She told me 10 minutes ye, puan..then I said, tunggu ajek lah, sibuk nak suruh org cepat. Then bile dah siap dlm 10 mins, takde pon org nak amek. My other half pon dah sampai.At 9am jugak, I've been pushed to G Floor, the nurse actually do not know which is the room that we should go, aku pulak yang tunjukkan, boleh?

Started with Ct-Brain Scan..this time would be with molded mask.The procedure took about 1/2 hour.The room is so cold, I need to lay down exactly as below photo (previous post), and they gave my warm blanket..Then they put the moulded mask, sangat ketat and I don't feel comfortable at the chin part. They re-adjust the chin area. I can breathe as normal,the again adjust my head position and DONE. Oh ya before that, before they put me with the moulded mask, they gave me contrast medicine via the needle.I feel warm at first, later I felt sudden hot inside my brain, and rasa sengal2 at whole part of body. During in the mask, rasa mcm dah nak meletup dah one of the brain vein. Itu baru 15 minutes, can't imagine the 40 minutes treatment.

Reached to my room at 10.30am and now wait for the nurse to call me for the SRS which scheduled at 4pm. One of the radiologist assistant told me their planning would takes longer than the treatment itself since my treatment require high dose and 7x shots need to be accurate. They need to study the tumor position, my head position, and the SRS machine position. Arghh can't wait to get this over.

So at 4.30pm, they called me and wait another few minutes at the cancer centre while waiting for their final touch up. Yeah I didnt see my McDreamy pon. I was ushered to the room, and were asked to sit down first. Waahhh sebijik macam tunjuk Youtube ni..:D..The SRS machine dah macam Transformer as the machine can turn 360`Degree. Dr Alex was there to lead the team.

I hate the mask. It makes my back head painful.I can hear the laser sounds, the sound of machine who was moving around me, I've countdown the shot until the 5th shot, I feel breathless altho I know I'm normally breathing. I was about to raise my hands up after 6th shot as I desperately want to get out from the mask and in need to get up. Rasa lemas sangat and nearly gave up. But I've tried to ishtifar, read all the zikir,trying to make myself to sleep and try to forget about the painful mask. There is one zikir that I've always read to Dania when I'm trying to make her sleep and It works!!

After 7th shot, they removed the mask and assist me to sit up.Wahhh, seronok gile..:D..I told them I want to bring back my mask...:D..It's over!!!

Alhamdullilah with all prayers, wishes and motivational spirit, I went throught this. But the treatment does not end here as the tumor need to be observed every 6 months. Hope it will be shrink and gone forever.

This is my neurosurgeon, his name is Dr Muruga Kumar. He is the most steady doctor that I've ever met. He is confident and he can talk with you with any issues. Pernah jugak we went to 2nd opinion since we thought he did not explain the right thing. Since the 2nd opinion doctor pon telling the same thing, and he also praised Dr Kumar doing a good job for the 1st operation, so we decided to stick to him lah.He was making noise when I took his photo and he said don't put me into your Facebook, I said no lah , I will post it in my blog, and he is just smiled. Alahh he is also in FB and I've found him. He is a doctor with all the latest gadgets.With his Iphone pon he is updated with all news.Last night, we talk about the Radiosurgery facility in Malaysia, talk about FB & Blogging, lastly about his other passion, he loves car. He is driving a Merc, and hates it. I've been asking him to change his Merc to Lexus but he is not confident with second market value. He is thinking to get himself a new Camry (while layan he talking about comfy Altis), and Prius (he is an environmentalist).Since Dr Amnuay has bought a Camry, I will definitely asked my own doctor to buy any of our car.

So folks, actually I do not like to talk on my illness in my blog coz this blog is meant for me to blog on my happy life with Dania, my other half, BFFs, friends, and my family. I hope I will not scare you with any of this story as deep in my heart, I'm also scared to reveal everything. Sebab, kalau baca sure teringat2, so malas. I hate to be weak.

Thank you again for the thought.

Vacation Day Part1

Started the 'vacation' with morning briefing from Dr Martin Melor Abdullah, Consultant for Oncology & Radiosurgery.Ber'das'-das soalan to him and he is so friendly to explain and answer all my curiosity & inquiries. Yelahkan RM40k treatment cost tuh..mana taknye..:p..oh ya before that, a stupid staff nurse put a needle into my hand for medicine (not for drip ya)..siap jerit sebab sakit nak mampus..biasanya takde lah sakit sgt..the needle is bigger than usual since it also would be used for medication during planning & SRS..My hubby asked me why am I screaming? Hahaha..sakit babe, mmg lah kene jerit.By the way, ,my vacation venue is at SDMC.

The nurse explained the whole agenda for 2 days for me and she also mentioned that after MRI, I would be going to Cancer Center again for mask moulding. She said currently we are still waiting for the room, therefore, we need to go jalan2 first after MRI.Korang pikir lah sikit, apsal suruh aku admit kalau dah takde room? Bukan korang kene booked dulu before confirm admission?Hospital Kerajaan pon pandai arrange ward admission..:p

So after MRI, baru pukul 11.30am, since takde tempat nak lepak, I went to Cancer Centre continue lepakking. Pukul 2pm baru start moulding the mask. Room is still not ready.

Dengan needle at my hand, I went to nearby Mamak, and had my lunch. Bought maruku from nearby stall.Sedap wehhh. Lepas makan, tumpang tido kejap kat sofa cancer centre, siap aksi baring dah..Haa sapa suruh tak siapkan akunye bilik kan???

At 2.20pm, went into planning room for mask moulding.Ketat gile mask ni bile dah keras.sakit kepala.ini pon dlm 20 mins rasa mcm dah lemas, can't imagine during treatment 40 minits time.

Got my room at 3.30pm but no concierge to bring me up. So nurse ask me to follow her to the ward. With my newspaper, mineral water, & heavy backpack which I need to hold by myself, i asked myself, is it worth it i pay RM40k for the treatment?No hospitality at all. Dalam tgh menyumpah dlm hati tuh, met the concierge boy half way, and finally I've been pushed to the ward by wheel chair.

There goes my first day of vacation.Need to fast starting 12midnite..To be continued

Dania, my angel

My sweatheart Dania,

We've been through this moment when you were still 9 months old.

Now you are already 3 years old..

You are too young to understand that Mama is still fighting for life..

Mama is leaving you with Abah again, and don't worry Allah will be with us as always...

Pesan mama, jangan gaduh dgn Babah, and jangan sepah2 barang (I know our house will become mcm kapal karam)..keep on singing your song, ok?

This time nenek will not be there for you, so, you must know how to take care of yourself..she had enough of worries and she is too old to take care of you..

If Babah no longer loves you, go to Achik Ti, she should be your guardian until you reach 18..If she doesn't want you, go straight to welfare home, dear..My EPF, insurance & saving are all for you, use it wisely!! You need to be independent..stand on your own feet..

When you reach 18, the world is all yours, strive for your life, be nice to people and continue helping your clubfoot friends...I want you to be a good person, if possible, I want you to become a Orthopedic expertise and make a different..Tapi as long as you can stand at your own, I would be very happy..:D

See you on Thursday or earlier..

Frameless Stereotactic Radio Surgery

More info at this link..

I will be briefed on the treatment on this coming Tuesday (there would be a tour to the cancer centre too!) and the procedure would be performed on Wednesday.

Belum lagi rasa nak berdebar..Dulu setiap kali pegi Bangkok, setiap kali tu I will be resah & my heart pumping very fast..Ini untuk diri sendiri belum lagi rasa apa2..Kak Mas told me 'Ko ni mcm nak pegi pasar ajek buat muka selamba..'..Habis tuh nak buat muka camner?

I think sapa2 ajek in my shoes, insya allah you will redha to whatever He planned to do with you.Atleast u can feel save and loved since He remember you, He chose you and He tested you.

I've been waiting for this moment since last November. Lama nya nak tunggu frameless machine ni sampai. Basically, this time non-invasive treatment..do you think i will fell sleep during the beaming?I bet I do..lol

Nanti story lagi..:D

Expensive April

Why I called this April is the most expensive month for me?

This is the month where we put 'some' effort to celebrate Dania's Birthday (last year is the most expensive, 2 yrs before is the least), whitey 1st installment which should commerced next month but due to misunderstanding we've paid much earlier, I've started to pay my subsidised housing loan, and the most unpopular spending is when you need to top up your tax..:p

Last year assessment was less than a thousand since I did not exercised my ESOS and I've paid quite handsome Zakat during bonus pay-out. I'm hoping that my tax top up would be lesser (I'm not hoping for refund at all because for me that is all bullshit!!hahaha)..

Yang aku kurang faham ttg tax ni adalah..aku dah keje selama 10 tahun, self-relief only rm8,000? Kelakar wei..baru tahun ni nak naik RM9k?Aje?Within this 10 years, there are numbers of time of petrol hike which result to high inflation, OPR movement which result to unpredictable BLR, berapa kali harga gula naik?tepung?tambang bas?taxi fare?toll?apa lagik?

Anyone track? Tak ter'track' lah sebab countless..:p

Itu belum lg aku sebut tax-relief for anak Rm1,000/anak. Yes anak aku sorang, tapi susu budak2 ni bukan controlled item..so distributor suka hati nak naik harga sebab tukar image kotak, bukannya tukar ingredients to be better..ada sapa control?takde kan..aku tak beli Dania baju baru tetiap bulan pon..aku hanya beli susu, diapers & bayar nursery pon dah lebih rm1,000...duit clinic, company aku bayar..tapi insurance & saving Dania tetiap bulan apsal takde relief? Kan bagus ko encourage parents saving utk anak, it helps to contribute to national saving??Ye aku tahu ada SSPN tapi kalau takat RM3k takde maknanya.

Yg latest aku tahu, company BIK is taxable..ini termasuklah staff purchase discount.Example our latest Vios TRD, we can get RM6.3k discount but after bloody-sucker tax, especially when you fall in the highest tax group (27%), ko kira lah berapa sangat discount ko dapat..

ESOS ponya tax paling sucker..malas nak citer..rasa mcm nak ckp baik x payah bagi aku benefit..:p

Mmg lah with bonus, esos, salary, our gaji could reach more than RM100k but kalau kene bayar rm20k tax takde maknanya...

Another thing, I've claimed Dania medical expenses to Bangkok which includes treatment cost, accommodation & flight ticket. Even in hospital bill, they will charge you toiletteries, room & meal, kan? I will claim this trip until they hv improved Clubfoot facilities, resources & knowledge in Malaysia. If not dream on. Is not that I really want to go Bangkok but I HAVE NO CHOICE!!!

You dont have the expert, your peoples are dreaming and you dont have enuf resources!!Hey LHDN, tau tak kitaorg pernah pegi Bangkok utk Dania follow up masa time Bangkok is not safe to travel and still with H1n1 thingy?Ko ingat aku suka?Bodoh lah kalau aku suka, aku nak hidup lama lagi.Ini pon I'm still fighting with this brain tumor.Aku pon bukan sihat sangat..:p

So, LHDN, aku dah bayar dah tax dan jangan cuba carik pasal dgn aku!

Makan2

Harini whitey gi Gardens..tanya Dania nak makan apa..Dania kata dia nak makan mee..so dlm keta, we decided to eat at Pizza Hut..sampai MV, ponya beratur org nak masuk Pizza Hut..perut dah lapar, Dania kata cepat lah mama, Dania nak makan mee..

Dlm byk2 kedai dan lalu Tony Romas x berapa ramai, so we decided to eat at Tony Romas.

Mr Hubby order sandwich, aku pulak kongsi dengan Dania, makan pasta & special request to chef, No spicy at all.Dania ingat pasta tuh mee..so boleh lah kan..:D..Sandwich yang Mr Hubby order size atok sandwich..besar gile..lol..

Memula Dania makan Roti yang cecah apa ntah..Tapi dia cecah dgn mayonaise.Nampak cara makan mcm menyelerakan..:p

I've told her jangan makan banyak2 since we have ordered shrimp pasta and share makan. Mcm biasa dia angguk ajek lah..:D

Sebagai anak yang baik, she finished her portion..:D

Mama, sedap mee ni..hahaha
Dania ni kalau makan meehun ker fried pasta, dia boleh makan portion abah dia, itupon kalau mama masak sedap lah..:D

Kalau nasi pulak doia boleh makan satu senduk setgh..but since we all tukar beras, dia dah taknak makan nasi pulak....beras basmathi kashmir tuh x sedap..

whitey dah start jalan2..:D..so far so good..

My Unsung Rider and new BFF

She has been my best friend for almost 5 years..
Bought her few weeks after I had my 3rd miscarriage back in 2005..
Somehow after the 3rd lost, I feel that I want something new in life..
At the same time travelling PH-Sban-PH is so tiring with under performance Atoz.
After 3rd miscarriage, I had to travel to HTJ, Sban for some testing on the blood, diabetic,womb, uterus, cervix x-ray and many more...

Since I need something new to breathe and chill with, so I've decided to have her into my life.Registered her with my birthday numbering to become more meaningful...:D
Even Mr husband was quite surprised when I decided to have her.

She has been a good friend of mine.Although there was a roof leaking during 1st week of ownership, 3 times special service campaign, accident involved with police parol car, scratches, some minor accident (Mr Husband yang byk buat dia accident..:p)

The best of her is..JIMAT MINYAKKKKK!!!!!!...dia buatkan aku malas nak claim mileage sampai boss membebel2..dah minyak tuh dlm budget bulan2 aku, malas lah aku nak claim..:D..eh eh kalau pegi outstation ker jumpa bankers kat KL tuh aku claim..cuma branch dekat2, mtg ngan TCap ajek aku malas..

Goldie 3009..thank you for the 5 amazing years..Dania can't accept that you are no longer around..Dania membesar with you along, remember? She will always remember you, so do I.

You were there when I had my miscarriage investigation, cerclage placement, rushing me to emergency whenever I had miscarriage scare.

You were there when Dania had her clubfoot treatment & premature check up in HKL, and most of all, you were there when I had my brain surgery and although I had most painful headache, I managed to reach safely to where I want to go.

I need to let you go since you have done enough to us.

You will not be forgotten.

Sedih pulak aku.Ye aku bercakap dengan kereta..:p

okok, welcome whitey.Since you are so cute & compact, we will only drive you on city driving.Don't be so pampered and you need to be at Goldie's benchmark.

Dania's 3rd Birthday Party Bash

ok ok..i'm one of the 'over' mama..:p

Dania was born on April fool day.This year, we decided to organise a party for Dania for the 1st time at home. Earlier plan was to have it at one of the fast food restaurant but at the end, considering that there would be so many relatives & friends to be invited, we end up doing it at home. We also planned to have Dania's birthday party at her nursery on her birthday, so that she can celebrate with her friends.

I sang her a happy birthday song early in the morning and she responded with a huge smile. Perasan dah ni..On that day, I took 1/2 day leave to pick up her Pooh cake and cuppies for Mysarah (my boss daughter). Thank you Kak Shaz for entertaining last minute request for my boss.

A night before Dania's birthday, three of us was busy packing for about 40 fun packs for Dania's friends.Pagi2, I've told Su to fry 2 packs of nuggets and also told her that I've packed one new dress for Dania to wear on the afternoon. After Asar, we went to nursery and I saw my princess was overwhelming with the celebration. She was sitting at the cake table and she was surrounded with her good friends. I'm quite surprised when knowing at her young age, she already got her own colleagues. She sat with her 4 friends, chat, & laugh together. She looks so blurr when seeing me entered the nursery. Siti, one of the babysitter told me that Dania already told them that she will be getting a Pooh cake. Pandai betul anak aku ni. The cake cutting was so meriah & Dania was so excited when we asked her to personally pass the fun pack to her friends. Sampai terhantuk2 dahi.Again, she was sitting around her colleague's friend.

Actually, few days before 1st April, if you told her that her birthday is coming soon, she would say 'lambat lagi'..hehh ko yang tetiap hari mintak buat birthday party since early year, when the day is nearly coming,now u said lambat lagik..aduss..tak pasal ajek kenit ni buat hal on her party..

I took 1/2 day leave on Friday to collect cuppies from Kak Shaz and balik rumah terus rasa nak terlentang. I've started with laundry, then start the indoor decorations. Takde lah deco sangat, cuma put some Pooh & Friends flags, table cloth turns to wall banner dan pikir how to make the living hall looks bigger..:D

I know some people thinks why lah sampai berkhemah2 buat party birthday anak.1st and foremost because of space.Invitees mmg dlm 100++ org. plus kanak2.Then kalau semua duduk dlm rumah, sure ada yang duduk bertindih..:D..2ndly dah rumah sempit tuh then nak bagi org selesa, kenelah buat khemah. Luckily tak jadik ambik indoor bouncer. Kalau tak confirm penuh. 3rdly sebab senang org nak carik rumah, tapi ada jugak yg sesat2 tuh..:D

Dania was so excited (again!!) seeing all of us busy decorating the house. Mak is helping me to prepare lempuk durian. Ayah has to leave early, according to my mum, he is going to Kuantan visiting one my cousin who just woke up from coma.He bought a remote control plane for Dania.

I managed to get Dania to sleep by 12.30noon. The 3D cake has arrived since morning, balloons arrived at 2pm. Dania woke up at 3pm. Okaylah tuh cuma tak cukup 1/2 hour ajek. Hah mana caterer? My guest slowly dtg after 3pm. A day before, Che Mat informed me that he can't be at the party to observe his people but Husin would be there. Since 2.15pm the caterer was on the way from nowhere to nowhere. Panic mode began when my guests started coming.

My husband told me to start with cake cutting since guests are already waiting. So, we start with cake cutting at 3.45pm where the caterer just came and set up the buffet table. Harus minta discount ni. Bak kata Kak M, Melayu kalau dah kaya mmg camtuh, lupa diri.Kak M emo jugak since she was the one who introduced me to this Che Mat. Mak Kak M pon emo when knowing the caterer not yet came.Lepas ni aku takde deh nak amek kat ko..:p

The balloons are everywhere, memang tak terlayan with the crowd and also anak aku yang asik nak minta dukung. Dania is so not friendly with larger crowd. Tapi suka pulak kalau dpt hadiah. Fina was complaining that Dania x nak salam sebab dia tak bawak hadiah..aduss

Alice told why I did not have any activity for the kids.Aduss.. maybe next year eh when Dania can tolerate with the crowd, I will have bouncer & clown at the same time...:D cehhh dah ada plan dah ni..hahaha

The food is not so great and one of my SIL told me that I can cook by myself.Sapa nak tolong masak ye, dah semua duduk jauh2..ini pon nuggets adik aku yg tolong goreng. Next time we will have better menu,better cake & activities??..:D

Talking about cake, this 3D cake look so cantik but the cake is so dry. potong ajek pecah.ker aku x pandai potong? tapi mmg pecah lahh..:p ..mahal babe RM200 tuh..takpelah next time we order from other supplier eh?

Sangat penat, but I think this is what we called experience. Almost perfect but catering spoiled the day. Anyway, we won't call him anymore. Banned!!!..Tak banyak photos taken since we are busy entertaining the crowd and I can't imagine hosting my sister's engagement..:p..(Acik bilo laie ni, baju flower girl dah beli ni weh, kang senteng kang!)
Dear Dania,

Mama & Abah love you so much and this is the only gift that we can give you, with lots & lots of love.Mama hopes that you won't forget that we love you so much and how struggle we are to make a better life for you. Money can be earned but loving you is the precious thing that ever happen to us.

Thank you to everyone who makes this party happen. I'm going for radiosurgery this month, I'm going to remember this event when I'm 'fighting' in there. Hope to write soon.

Jack and Jill went up the hill

Tiring day..just got back from Genting Highlands.

The 1st time I went to Genting Highlands was long long time ago with my other half. We went there for a day trip and went up the hill in our old proton wira. I'm so gayat at the point of looking down the hill and and also looking up the Genting building . We just jalan2, makan2...and nothing seems interesting to me.

I've told my other half, I would never come up again.

When my superior suggested me to replace my HOD to RHB Appreciation Dinner at Genting Highland, so what could I say? saya menurut perintah lah kan..

So yesterday, Kak M, Koya & myself reached Genting Highlands at 5.30pm. We stayed at 1st World Hotel. Reached at the lobby, got 2 rooms keys from the organiser. One room for 3 of us and another room for our boss who will be late.

The event starts at 7pm but we've told the organiser that we will join them after Maghrib. Boss arrived at 7.30pm and we asked him to go in together.

At 8pm. we arrived at the ballroom entrance & register. While my boss is still not ready to go in, me & Kak M entered the ballroom and were ushered to VIP table. Our table is just next to VVIP table and very front to the stage.Oh ya my boss is seated with VVIP.

VIP table are sucks!..makan hidang babe, tak kenyang!..aku pon sibuk chatting with Proton dealer seated next to me...sempat jugak berFB..:D..my superior is busy with networking with VVIP...my boss??Nampak sangat tidak tenteram...busy going out and I have no idea what is he doing outside.

After dinner, my boss called me and surrender his room key and Kak M to take over his room. He has his own agenda (suspicious mode). Met Koya at KFC, and three of us went to midnight shopping & koya time..:D

Reached our room at 1.30am and Kak M is too tired to change room.

Today, we continue shopping and I feel like I'm in Hong Kong...:D

The choices are better than what we had in KL ker aku yg buta? A lots of sweater range..and sangat murah..

Ok, I will have another trip to this Kota Keriangan by end of this year...Chairman, join us!!

BZ

My 2 Saturdays gone..btw, comel ek budak atas ni?

Last Saturday spent on teambuilding..

Another coming Saturday will be spent at Genting..

Next Saturday Dania's party..

Now, started Busy preparing Dania's Birthday Bash..

Dania's dress - checked

Caterer-paid

Canopy-paid

Balloons - NOT YET (sapa tau mana nak carik Helium Balloon murah other than Ballon Buz/Pleasant Suprise??)

Fun Pack - ordered

Banner- ordered

Decorations - Too early..:D

Spring Cleaning - 28th & 2nd April

Invitation - checked

Apa lagik? Nasib ada kawan2 tolong..hehe..

Ohya I'm selling current 3009..:D

Later post, I will write an entry on 5 years ago decision..

Btw 3009 will replace with 3775..:)

Packing to Genting..see ya!!

March..

Last week was quite hectic..I received a call from my superior and she asked me to pack and off to Batu Pahat for Regional meeting. Me going to Batu Pahat?? Don't get me wrong as I have no offend to travel. I said ok, I'll go, hang up and immediately called my Other Half. He said he need to standby on the night that I supposed to be in BP. I told him that Dania can stay longer at nursery and I will arrange with the babysitter. Called nursery and they said ok to let Dania stay until midnite. So, I packed my luggage and the next day, and tadaa I'm already in BP..:D

In my company, travelling is a must and you won't be at your desk for whole years. If you are lucky, u got to go to overseas as well (hehe certainly not me but they sent to S'pore once..:D)

So why I'm so angry ?

1. I've received a call a night before departure and I'm okay with it. But I've received a call from the team that supposed to coordinate this with a wish ' Selamat Kene Bambu dgn Southern'..u say what???

2. Usually at Southern, JB is the common place that they used to held the regional meeting. Semua berlumba nak pegi JB. You can see 4-5 people from Sales Planning attending. Hah! Of course lah got other agenda that I shall not to elaborate here...There are some close to dealers in JB too..Whatever agenda it is, sepandai2 tupai melompat lah ya...:p

3. This month, everybody seems not so excited going to Southern anymore and my superior was asked to assist in presenting the beloved Promotion Notice. Of course I'll be the one who will present it lah. I hv no problem in this area bcoz I was once in promo team and I have no problem in public speaking unlike some in my division..:p..tapi kenapa last minute??buduss!! aku ni kene pikir mana nak letak anak aku..after 6.30pm overtime wei, sapa nak bayo??Itu ok jugak tuh..lately husband pon asyik standby balik memalam..aduss..

Aku dgn lasernye pon perli gak lah kepada sesapa yang terasa kat office tuh..Haha..Sorry babe, next time if this things do happen again, I need to report.I have to reschedule my other meetings becoz of this emergency call. When we got back from BP, a lot of things happened and need our attention. My superior was cursing madly. 'Next time we will not cooperate with this last minute call'...alahh boss, u will cooperate ponya..

Bodoh!Thought they r friends..I've been used..*&^%$#

Kenit says Kesian Nyanya, mama pegi jalan2..:(.. (Abah dia racun dia berkata begitu)..