The appraisal

Since Tun left, there is no proper appraisal for me.

At least Mew sat down with me and we talked on few issues.

Not this particular superior.

He just take your hardcopy and asked you to reduce your self-rating.

Sometimes he did ask a softcopy so that he can amend our appraisal n straight submit to our management without notify us.😏😏

Yes he can be cruel.

I hope he will find his karma.

Normally my GM will adjust the moderation since he knew us too long.

But who knows. 

Evil can be even more evil if he can not get what he wants.

I believe in Allah's plan.

I know my rezeki is not here after 14 years.

My rezeki is my kids.

I hope i won't change my mind to quit job on 2017.

Insya Allah..

Birthdays

We just had Dhiya's birthday party last 2 weeks.

I have set a precedents that when my kids turn 3, she will get her birthday party til 6 yrs old.

So next year Durra will turn 3 next year and Dhiya still entitled for her birthday party till 6.

I was thinking to merge their party next year..and to be fair each of them will get a birthday cake although they will share the same party.

My kids are the one who are so excited when come to birthday.

They sang cheerfully and giggles at the same time.

Another year granted by our creatorto continue   walking in our own path at our own pace...

Alhamdullilah

May Allah bless us all...amin!

Dhiya's 4th Birthday

To be franked, she is not yet over Sofia the 1st ..she still thought she is going to wear the gown again but I started psycho her when I get all Toy Story toys and make her n Durra to love Jessie.

I know it works when I asked her try Jessie costume which I bought for Dania 4 years ago.

I was so busy with my running and the preparation is so in short notice. But I managed to book our usual caterer a month before event.

Then I decided to order ala carte dish like desserts, roti jala & curry chics and managed to convince myself to prepare spaghetty for 50 pax.omgggg

The haze doubts me to have another bouncing castle again. Besides, I don't think that Durra is ready for clown presents in our house.Haze cancelled 2 of my running events, so I told the supplier I can only confirm on Friday to see the weather condition 

The party went smoothly, Alhamdullilah

Hapoy Birthday Dhiya Zahirah

Mama always pray that you will shineas shining as your name and make our religion proud of your achievement dunia akhirat... Aminnnn

SCKLM2015 DNS

I registered the run once they have opened the registration with few attempts.

I was so excited to run for this event.

The temptation even more higher when they cancelled my so-called training at mizuno wave.

With less preparation due to stupid hopeless haze presented by our beloved neighbourhood, I was excited when on 2nd the organiser still announced the event will proceed as per scheduled.

I packed my bag n brought my kids to a hotel near flag-off area. 

We went to see Joehaniff in Bangi before we proceed to KL.

The hazis is getting worst and my guts silently told me it will be cancelled. Even my husband says are you sure you want to run at this kind of weather?

At 5pm, they announce the eventnis cancelled. My jar dropped and so frustrated.

Then I said ok we still proceed to Pertama & Sogo. I just can't believed that the most awaited run is cancelled.

I didn't have good sleep that night and I woke up every 2 hours. At 6am I saw runners running from my hotel window.

At 7am I walked to Dataran Merdeka and saw many runners even more running. Earlier my husband told me to take LRT. Hahaha. It just 1.5km awaylah and I did my leha leha run before I took my medal.

The haze was pretty bad on that morning.

Happening pacers of the event. I am so glad that all runners are so cheerful and was so happy at Dataran although still can see their frustration from their face.

We will see you again SCKLM. 

My kids are happy too because they got their swimming session ☺️☺️

When you lost someone you love

Have you?

But losing someone that you carry in your womb is totally different..

Be it either carry them in the whole 9 months or partially...

When someone that I am very close lost his son in his sleep, I am so speechless..

We just about to meet up for catch session..and I am so eager to meet his wife and watch her laughing madnessly..

But Allah swt has great plan and he has taken their newborn a day before we celebrated Aidiladha..

Very sad day...for us..

Berat lagi bahu memikul 😔😔

When I lost my babies when they are half journey of pregnancy, I am so clueless and puzzled....

I just could not imagine further if we lost our own child that completely healthy.

Nauzubillah..

Semoga kita terus dilindungi Allah swt..

Amim

When my running event cancelled

The haze is back..

Was away and now it is back..

Disturbing my running event - Mizuno Wave which scheduled on 27th Sept at Putrajaya..

Mixed feeling when they cancelled initially but they announced it will be postponed to a later date...

Some runners angry and still want to run..

Some need refund which I think it is so stupid.. Hello you have taken the bibs n the organiser pon didn't invite the Haze to come..get tour refund and whatever expenses to Indonesia 😆😆

For me is simple..

The haze is hazardeous to some point it will shut your respiratory system and it is will then makes you uncomfortable after the run. My case the throat will itchy and feel 4x exhausted than usual weather..

The organiser is worry about the reputation letting people running during the terrible weather..

Even my daughter told me Jerebu is busuk..

When we run we are having fun n pushing our pace to catch up with our adrenalin rush..

Do you think the haze is fun?

SCKLM is just a week away and that is more important. Atleast we still can train lightly for that event.

Nusajaya Sundown & Legoland Hotel Experience

I have registered the running in May and on the same day i have booked the Legoland Hotel for the stay. Hoping thr kids will enjoy their stay and won't disturb their Babah while Mama went for running 😉.

The hotel is always being a pick up n drop centre for the runners. The fee is expensive but I have no regrets.

The kids have been so in love with the hotel. The lobby is full with lego bricks decorations and there are many bricks for them to play.

The room is so cosy and they have been admiring the bunk bed.

Again lego bricks also available in the room and lego bricks deco is everywhere in the room.

I choose kingdom theme because I believe this theme suits with my 3 daughters. As expected they loved it..

The other theme available is Pirate & Adventure which might not suitable with Durra.

Waterpark is so awesome. 

The breakfast spread is double awesome!!

Majority of the guest are Singaporeans!!

But my running event is even more awesome!!

Well organised event that I ever joined!!

Bravo Sundown, you make me want to join this event annually..

It was a wonderful and forgettable experience running in gastric for the last 2km and managed to clock 1 hr 47 mins over target..anyway I will come again next year!!yeayyy!!!

Mr Manager missed his company dinner because of this weekend activity

hahaha 😜😜

I have been missing my life for so long and now my life is back to normal since I started running...

 

One happy family ..

My Running life

I used to find a hobby that can release my stress...

I used to shop at my favorite tudung boutique but how many u could buy pon right? But i can grab 6 shawls at boutique at one go and 1 shawl can cost me RM80-RM100..

This yeard i got poisoned by bestfriends at Sahmura to join their running event..

And I did..

Result?

Running is fun!!

It started with fun run 5km in Shah Alam and now I started >10km yippie yayyy

Give me a year and I will join half marathon for the future.. Will do it by 40yrs old..

When I run i do not have nothing to worry... I forgot about issues at office, i forgot about politics at office and how to deal with it..

I just run and run after my pace..looking at my best timing and best pace..

Thank you my friends who influenced me into this and of course Mr Manager who has been supporting me buying the gadgets n looking after the kids while I am enjoying my run..😍😍😍

2015 Syawal Celebration

How is your Syawal?

Mine is the best so far...

All of us enjoyed the food actually nye ..

Since malam Syawal till now I have been cooking rendang, sup tulang, lodeh, kuah kacang, laksa johor, mee kari, nasi lemak etc

I have prepared 1 pair of baju kurung and 1 dress for the kids and of course 2 pairs of new casual wear..

The kids had fun visiting their relatives and friends' house.

Dhiya excited to wear baju kurung, Durra excited to eat all raya cookies n Dania had good times jalan2 raya..

What is your Raya theme?

Our is green n peach..

My kids are growing..

They enjoyed the excitement  of celebrating Hari Raya..

I hope u enjoy your Raya too..

Till then ..☺️

And now she walks....

Dania walks at 22 months due long months in casting..

Dhiya speeds...she walks at 10 months...

Durra just start walking....at 14 months..she started stands up at 12 months..

Different child has their own different milestone...

Durra starts talking already.'.she can recites 'Allahhumma....'

Don't you think she is so chubby?

Bukit Merah Outing...

Entry lama...

Babah brought us to Bukit Merah for his friend wedding which few minutes from the Laketown Resort...

We only manage to go to the petting zoo...Dania nak pegi water park but we pujuk her to settle at hotel swimming pool...

The girls are having fun...all behave...so they pass the test...

Dania 1st Sports Day at IIssa

She is in Rumah Yellow..

She was all-excited to go to the telematch.

We adore Ms Bash semangat to boost this anak2 sports spirit..

She won 1st at tangkap Ikan game and lost in campak kelapa game..

Go-Yellow-Go

Dania and ISSA

When we moved to Seksyen 32 Shah Alam, we thought we are going to send Dania to Sek Ren Bkt Rimau nearby.

After knowing Dania got a place to ISSA and scored 100% for most papers, so dengan izin Allah  we enrolled her to this school.

Dania now closer to me.My daily duty is to drop her n fetch her to school just nearby my office.Pagi2 hantar the younger Ds and then i will have mama-eldest daughtwr talk in the morning.That's include membebel, story, thousands of mencecer...haha

Dania - I am not a good mother to you.But I am preparing you to be much better muslimah than I am.Amin!

Aidilfitri ber 5+3

Recent aidilfitri was so different..
I was supposed to be in confinement..
My sisters came to celebrate the syawal with us..
Earlier plan beraya with my mum at our house...
But she choose not to join us..

Macam sekelip mata ajek dah berlima eh?
Gambo raya Dhiya with us pon baru je sekali...hehe..
Sesungguhnye Allah adalah perancang yang terbaekkk...

banyak bende nak citer ni...pasal my runaway maid, pasal choosing right education for Dania..etc

sabo!

Durra Farihah Binti Imran Fahmi

Alhamdullilah...

Allah Maha Esa..
Allah Maha Penyayang..
Allah Maha Mengampuni..
Allah is Maha Perancang...

Never thought that I would have another addition in my family but Allah know best.

I don't have any morning sickness at all.
All went smooth until He said I need to back off
from work at my 32 weeks pregnancy.
The job is so demanding, nasty but joyful.
One day we had early contraction and severe heartburn until it drags me to ER.
I spent few nights in the ward.
I was called to take MC until delivery.
Leaving my team in the middle of high expectation task.

Alhamdullilah...Allah is the Greatest.
He gave me strength and confidence to keep our baby until 37th week.

He keeps me breathing although the surgery has paused for a while due to BT history.
All went well....syukur syukur syukur

Durra Farihah, the last version of mama & babah was born on 12th july.
Welcome to our family and we will love you till Jannah.

Mama bring me to outstation!!!

I told her I'm going to Malacca for a meeting...
Driving alone, staying a nite in hotel...sleep n wake up for a meeting..
U want to follow???

As expected...she said Nakkkk!!!!
Kakak suka tido hotel with a big grin...hehe

Errr she might be forgotten that we are going to KT on 15th..

Happy 1st Birthday Dhiya!!!!

My glittering star turns 1 today..

Semoga sentiasa melindungimu, mengasihani,merahmatimu, dan menyayangimu amin!..

My 35th Birthday

Proudly announced I am 35 yrs old..

Alhamdulillah..

The life of working mommy

I'm recently busy with last quarter push for company sales..external pull n internal push..it has been 2x already went back home after 8...latest one was after 12 midnite...

This is what i discover when i reached home...sungguh kesian to see my youngest tido terbiar...Mr Manager still jet lag...hmm.

Love of my life

Hati seorang ibu yg masih tidak percaya tapi bersyukur yang Allah masih lagi memberi peluang untuk melihat anaknya membesar di depan mata.

Dari pendiam, pemalu kini menjadi proactive dan berani.

Semoga Allah panjangkan umur mama dengan kesihatan yg baik untuk melihat sendiri 'kakak' berjaya dlm hidup.Amin!