Happy Birthday Dania!!

She loves Barney. So I bought Barney cake for her and also cupcakes. Both are from Mamachaks.
A day before today, I finally bought the drinks, confirm the cakes and also the door gifts.


The day...



We start our day dgn pegi Kg Tunku for the Barney cake & kapkek...The birthday party start at 4 something at Dania's nursery...A lot of kids...The Kids loves Barney until ada yang tegur 'Kesian kaki Barney kene potong'...ada yang mintak the green part which is Barney's chest...dorang ingat aku ni tgh sembelih Barney ker...cait!!!
The nursery prepared the hot drinks and meehun..I did fried some nuggets...and brought tomato sauce..here some photos again...



fun& well organised anyway..the nursery decorated the balloons cuma my hubby tak sempat nak ambil gambar the decorations...takpe 1st time experience ....cuma the starting the kids should wear the fun cone cap...but they all excited tengok the cakes..they sang along but Dania mcm blur2...ramai sangat orang kot...
So, next 2nd Birthday, Tokyo Disneyland, anyone?

Clicking the clock...

It was like just yesterday I've given birth...
It was like yesterday i was admitted to GH for premature contraction...
It was like yesterday i found out my baby is a girl...
to be continued...

Mini reunion

First and foremost, congrats to PKR who won Ampangan seat in recent election. Mind you, you have 5 years to install n fix lights to my mum's house...BN didn't do it and now you hv no reason not to do it...You've won, bro!!Show me what you've promised...anyway, I'm not voting this year..but I need testimonial, bro!to justify whether i'm going to vote you in 5 years time..hahaha

okay mini reunion of SKDBR Year 1989 was good...more than 15 years we never seen each other, and everyone is superb...Ashraf, Marina, Ain was there..I did call Haizad but he didnt managet to attend...we met at A&W Seremban...there will another meeting to gather at least 10-15 members...then we will talk on the serious gathering before Ashraf off to S'pore...okay okay he was my head prefect and we must priorities his timing...hahaha...here u go...

The Dinner

This is a very first time where I've attended my company annual dinner that suit the dinner's theme...It's Bollywood...haha...I'm a proud owner of a punjabi suit which I bought from Little India, Klang..

Too bad the dinner was held on a day where everybody in Sales were screaming to achieve March target..For the bankers, it's too bad having me screaming (on my first day to work pulak tu)...stress-free i know but the job is too demanding...:)

The dinner was fun...My boss buat kelakar when she run to the stage (which we thought she knew the answer) and she told the emcee she didn't know the answer, yet she got the prize...
Some of my friends got their 10 years service award...and I personally think that I'm gonna get that one in another 3 years time...hehe

I met a friend of mine at the dinner who was diagnosed with uterus cancer last November and had done the operation...we hugged with tears..happy seeing each other that we're still breathing, smile and healthy...she's still in her treatment - chemotherapy but she still has her hair though...yes we agreed that everything that happened to us has brought us to different perspective of live...

here goes some pictures...

Yeah I'm back

'The powerful lady has back!', said my Director...hmm...anyway,i should be stress free from now on..the first day in the office, i has to attend what we called 'wake up call' meeting where we've been calling for contingency plan for ex-stock condition..some of them quite surprise seeing me in the office...some of them seeing me like seeing a walking ghost...hmm..hey i'm back, alive & kicking!!

anyway, the bankers do miss me a lot..haha...too bad it's month end...as usual,i'm still running after them..

i'm attending the dinners...will update later...btw, surprise strangers say hi to me...still receives big {{{hugs}}}...im so touched....

A Trip to Bukit Sentosa

Me, late to join the trip..my mum told me to assemble at Sg Buloh R&R and we only shall start to move to Bkt Sentosa after Zuhor prayers.Last minute changes, and cause late arrival of madam of honour who brought Indulgence cake from secret recipe..hehe..

The ceremony went smooth and my Pak Long led the discussion as per planned. Quite funny huh the host took long discussion when we asked to lower down dowry (just RM1k lower, ok?isk) with 1 year agreement. Finally, they confirmed they maintain the dowry but agreed with the 1 year duration (earlier on they asked the 'nikah' will be on this coming May)..and they also asked a bangle (betul ker eja nih?) OR a necklace, for the upacara batal air sembahyang..

I've accompanied mak to upacara 'menyarung cincin' and I tried to be calm although I was about to tell my future sister in law that, 'if i were you, i will not marry him. Yes 'him' is my own brother and knowing his credit history, I will not recommend any woman to marry him until he really settled down. Knowing he is going to get the dowry money from my uncle (like pinjaman your ass), I have doubt with him. Kalau takde duit nak kawin, takyah kawin, as easy as that!!!... ohh how I wish I can just laser as that..howlaa..

To Ijai, Wake UP!! I've helped you to get the job and now u have earned that u never imagine...altho it's not so much but plz save more for ur own sake...YOU ARE GOING TO BE A HUSBAND, FUTURE FATHER of you own children...I really hope he will not be as my faher...Dik, jangan lupa sembahyang...sembahyang tiang agama...berubah lah utk kebaikan...utk diri sendiri..btw,we live in the different world anyway...haha

yes long post...Miss President, I've done my job..:)

eh ada selingan....my lovely mermaid in the making....

Today's outing

yes, i'm crazy...but i'm bored at home..had lunch with Caza at Nyonya, (new hang out)Subang Parade and supposed with Kak Een, who was busy with her talk or something...

anyway, this photo is just for nana...chill out!!

Minah belang

Yes we went to GAP sales last saturday at MV after hubby's friend wedding reception...and we bought some clothes for us (cheap cheap one) and Dania too...for her there are not so many choices left but we found stripes dress...Dania, your abah loves stripe clothing...hikhik..

rupanya GUESS pon ada sales but we didnt know but I noticed there are crowd inside the boutique..selamat duitku...hehe...we will keep Dania's baju for next raya...for us, we just want a good pair of jeans...:)...for myself,i just want one pair of jean or khakis with alot of pockets..apsal takde isk...

this photo taken at Laksa Shack of MV since we cant find any good dining restaurant at The Garden (macam lah Laksa Shack tuh sedapkan) and I still can not find the chemistry with this restaurant..eiiiiii...anyway we had our dinner there...and very dissappointing...trying to buy Daughtry's album at one of the shop but sold out...isk..masa time nak beli ni dah habis pulak..oh ye lupa we bought Dania a peek-a-boo book...and she loves it..

Orange Cake

I do like baking occasionally...and according to my husband, seasonally...hehe..
I do like baking compare to cooking but I DO NOT like the post activities e.g. cleaning, washing...
sangat malas okay?

I hv one good news to share...my brother the one that I helped working in toyota, he's getting married...he told my mum last year when arwah uwan was sick but since my mum was then busy with me, he broke the news again (just now) and the date has been fixed...

Pening...

Yesterday pening lah...pasal apa ntah..nak kata tak cukop tido...i sleep a lot recently..maybe im too bored at home?hmm..

macam nak pegi mid valley lah...hehe..jom kawan2


she was so curious..apekebende lah ni...yes abah has fixed the gate where she think it is a toy that she can bump her head onto it..and she was once tried to crawl over it..iskk..anak sapa lah ni?



her first outing to PH playground..a bit scared for the 1st time i guess but the 2nd attempt (after we both tried jongkang jongkit) she was pretty excited n finally (after 10 mins) she want to go home by saying 'abah abah'...isk..how to make her call me mama? aiyaa anak abah betul lah..

the 2nd follow up

last saturday i went to see Dr Kumar...with hubby of coz..Dr gave me MC until 2 weeks time meaning I will be in the office on 25th jeng jeng jeng..and he gave me medicated shampoo due to my little skin head problem, and antibiotic...will be seeing him again on 8/3..

i went to bkt tinggi aeon, with mum n all..we ate at pastamania...yesterday i went to sunway pyramid..but i must hold stroller for gravity..hehe..but jalan2 come first..yesterday beli jco a.k.a. indon donuts...

mcm maternity leave...i'm almost 2 months on medical leave..isk..too many things to settle when i get back, toefl, referee letter,umrah etc...

Doing Master

My mum beriya2 asked me to apply this..doing master at overseas n do ur own arrangement?Look at the minimum requirement..mak oi CGPA 3.50..melampau betul..BIAS!! Do u know it is so damn stressful to do sales planning altho u r BBA holder??Damn!!takpela..initially i was thinking to do mba in UiTM ajek..but after 2009..hehe

5 univs in mind and 2 dah submit yang lain boleh scan documents ajek..tunggu i enroll my TOEFL exam which I planned to do in April or May..mintak ajek lah kan mana tau salah satu sangkut but my hubby asked me to apply Australia..which i will..think Australia is a good country to stay..tatau lah my current company allows me to take 1 year leave as I will be taking Banking & Finance which is related to what I'm doing now...bukan nak lawan tauke but being a BBA in Marketing I'm lacking of Banking & Finance knowledge altho I was a banker (yeah right for only 9 months).To make my mgmt understand banking act lah hp act lah bank negara rules pon susah.Sebab i hv no weapon nak argue. I just tell them whatever the bankers told me. Kalau dorang tipu meaning I'm a liar too..haha

so readers, sila apply if u r interested..:)

The Kenduri...

Hmmm...looks like almost everyday I will make a new post...canggih...:)

ok the kenduri went smooth...I proud with my husband altho he's quiet but he is a good host...(note: proud of u darling)....:) org surau dtg ramai gak...about 20 ppl...husband family as expected...sangat ramai...but they came after doa selamat which I understood n a bit relief sebab the org surau aje pon dah penuh satu living hall...now i realize how small lah my house...:(..takpe rumah sendiri..hehe...jiran2 pon datang...ijai with his future fiance n mother in law....my boss & family, siti & hubby, halina, my future neighbour MeiYee & hubby...Kak Su & anak2 dtg petang sikit...caza & the geng tak dpt dtg...hubby's ex opis mate pon dtg...atul & hubby, abg remy & family being the 1st guest, n abg man...:)

I found this...

Picture of me, Kakti & our beloved late uwan....

Uwan passed away on 2nd Jan....I didnt go to visit her when she was sick in hospital and the day she left us pon i still sick...Weekend b4 she left, I wasplan to visit her but i went to kedai langsir instead...terkilan jugak...becoz i didnt manage to let her see my daughter...i wanted to but i was really sick for the past 2 months...cuma terkilan jugak when she left her children still tak united n still miserable....al-fatihah

My 5th Anniversary

Our Cup Cake....tempah kat So Sweet Pliz


Our 5th Anniversary cupcakes....2 kotak pulak tuh...

Tapi icing n rasa kureng sikit dr Jan nye cup cake

My Langsir....finally after 4 years resides at PHeights

Tempah kat AltaModa...almost 3 weeks ++ baru dorang siapkan...after discharge....sempat tuh...:)

It's not Cancer

alhamdullilah....syukur kepada Allah....:)

Recovering

7/1
- Pengsan during staff meeting
-Admitted sjmc
-MRI

8/1
-emergency operation
-drainage the liquid from head to stomach

18/1
-major operation to remove brain tumor

24/1
-discharge

now recovering...alhamdullilah...
Syukur to Allah The Merciful..
Plan to perform Umrah with Mak &Ayah on April....Insya Allah

Salam Eid...From THREE of us

Our first Raya with Dania Insyirah....

she's growing...masya allah....:)

Look how cute she is...the left side photo when she was 2 months old and the right side photo when she was 4 and 1/2 months..chubbier n cuter

now she weight at 7 kg....anyway she is the most adorable baby!!!

The April Fool day, she was born..

She was born on 1st April 2007 at 34 weeks...

warded for 9 days....With so many bleeding episodes in this pregnancy, miscarriages, Allah has fulfilled our wish..Alhamdullilah....She is cute,adorable...my precious gift...:)

Maternity Leave has started

I thought 15 March was my first day of maternity leave....
but i was given a MC from 8th march due to contraction...
so it is a week earlier....

lagik about 4 weeks for cerclage removal kalau takde aral..
then we are ready for L & D...
baby movement is okay...sometimes pening di buatnye...

but remember... i need
1. Increment letter..supposed to be in late march...will be credited in March plus the arrears..
2. EA form...yeahhhh....with all the stupid taxes...idiot LHDN!!
3. More rest before the kenit comes....:)

so..i will blog more...:)

Third trimester...here i go..

alhamdullilah...thanks to Allah..for blessing this pregnancy...

i'm in my 3rd trimester..wish that at least i can stay until 36 weeks..insya allah...
baby movement is good...s/he loves football, gwen steffani and also listening to quran..

during my quran recital pon s/he moves...while im in the meeting, s/he also moves..

baby, lelaki ker pompuan?hmm..Only Allah knows...

What is my song?

Ina, YOUR song is Another One Bites the Dust

Sure, it's catchy and has a great beat, but this tune's also got bite. We're not saying you're not a smooth mover, but anyone who knows you will attest to your spunky side. After all, you aren't shy about going after what you want or speaking your mind. How else are you going to beat the competition?

When it comes to a night out, you bring the party with you wherever you go. A risk taker, you're not afraid to stir things up and be the first one on the dance floor or last one to leave. It's clear you're standing on your own two feet, and you're ready for whatever comes your way. Rock on!

Ceclage placement

i was in emergency last thursday..nearly 5pm in the office..
suddenly blood is seen after peeing..
called my husband and we went straight to seremban GH...

confirmed is a blood, an old blood they said but the cervix is closed, the baby is ok...alhamdullilah..
i remain in the hospital until my cerclage day (13/11)..
i look healthy for the 3 days but really look sick after the cerclage placement..

so how the cerclage is done?

i'm halfly anesthestic...so i can really feel when they open my vagina..
i can feel that Dr Krishna is stiching..:)
I calm down myself..prayed hard that this all to hv at least a baby...
i know my leg a big shaky due to the OT coolness...this time i think i'm ok with the consequences of the surgery..:)
the procedure taken less than 15 minutes plus 15 minutes to spine me...
post surgery - no active bleeding...Dr Krishna said mine is easy to do...i will be discharge on the same day depending on my post surgery condition..
i''ll be given an antibiotic to prevent infection and anti-conractions...
should there any yellow discharge or smelled discharge - i shld return to them..
alhamdullilah again..
i saw my hubby and my mum waited outside the OT...:)

back to the ward...hard to move..my body was half paralysed...
but the appretite was good...but the body strength is not helping...

so far so good...i'm still in seremban resting at mum's home..
this is all challenges that I hv to go thru' to get a child..with allah bless..

now looking for forward for the whole progress of the fetal growth..
he/she is actively kicking n boxing whenever we scanned...
will also continue reading for cerclage n will share this expereience to the world..

Ya Allah, thank you so much for blessing me pre/during/post of this surgery and let me remain blessed at all times..amin!

London...:)

You Belong in the UK

Blimey! A little proper, a little saucy. You're so witty and charming... No one notices your curry breath

What English Speaking Country Are You?

when life becomes so difficult...

last friday i was scared by watery pink seen on my pantiliner..thought it was a sign of fresh blood..
we went back to Seremban GH...
lucky me - my baby is ok (alhamdullilah), cervix is closed, only a threatened abortion, will be start taking duphaston until my cerclage day...

esok hari raya..

SeLaMaT HarI RaYa AidiLFitri & Maaf Zahir Batin
- from Kimytooby & akuHERO

When life becomes more challenging

As in other pregnancy, this time, as usually, my sickness is worst..
addition to that, with the headache - rasa mcm nak tertanggal kepala...

Went to see Dr Pushpa today...
The fetus position is ok, the fetal heart found, cerclage is scheduled on 13/11 (my 13th week),
will be done by Dr Krishna, 2nd specialist to Dr Ravi...hmm i hv no doubt...:)
will be admitted on 12/11 and now I'm on MC until 17/10...
On 6/11 appointment with the Bius Dr...will ask for my MCs..haha

with all these challenges, I really prayed this time will be a success, amin!
this time, i hv to let go all the works stress, care less about the showroom event...
all the work burden...go to hell...

Happy Birthday to me....

i'm 29th...
blessed with rezeki melimpah, healthy, and He provides me a good husband....

I just want to expand...not expanding myself but my family...
Life become so adorable with them at home....insya allah..

Ya Allah, just make my wish come true this time....
Away from the pain but welcome the joy of parenthood...Amin!!
another 7 months to go

Happy Birthday, Ina!!

Fetal heart found

until-to-date,
dah 4 kali scan..
1st time - tak nampak apa pon...too small kata dr yus..maybe early pregnancy...or molar/ectopic..nauzubillah..
2nd time - dgn dr yus gak sebab ada light brown stain..this time terus 5 weeks and confirm it is inside the uterus...masa ni ari jumaat
3rd time - next 2 days - on monday...scan kat seremban terus jadik 7 weeks...hmm..pelik betul scanner ni..
4th time - makan dupston pon terus staining...scan lagik...n mmg dlm 7 weeks laa...n yeahhh dah jumpa fetal heart...dup dap dup dap...mc sampai monday..

so my next scan will be on 10/10 - seremban masa tuh dah 8 weeks ++...
kalau ikut kira2 my next visit will determine when am i going to do my cerclage...:)

i think this time i may hv to inform wennie..hmmm....
eh eh today is my last day being 28....isk...
dah laa banyak project dia nak bagi aku ni...isk..

It's darker now

i think i'm 80% confirm pregnant...
tapikan..mcm rasa phobia sikit but yet syukur...
esok nak jumpa dr yus...or just a clinic that I've always got MC during MS..hehe

kalau this week my 6th week..
maknyanye my cervix cerclage will be done during raya time...:)

Faint line

Last Saturday morning - i did the preggy test..
it's faint line..
i will hv another test - next week...
perhaps good news..

phewssssssssssssss...if it is +ve means i got pregnant every year...;p

Coming Sept

Aik Kakti - ko jumpa blog aku?
hehehe..
ni kene tapis setapisnye..

august tade citer menarik..
busy dgn keje..mcm tak biasa...
MerdeCar Fest ...semua pasal dah berbulan2 tak hit target..
hahaha padan muka semua org..
bonus mmg tak bagus laa...

aku pon this month dah jarang gi gym..
letihnye keje...bile laa nak berhenti keje...
tapi kalau berhenti keje apo nak buek..

last sunday, i baked a choc cake...:)
tadik pau kak ummi's nasik lemak (nasik ajek laa) and cook sambal ikan bilis, rebus telur , goreng kacang/ikan bilis, potong timun (pon pau dr kak ummi) for the dinner...

jap lagik ada citer mawi ngan ex tunang..
mlm ni gak siti sanding...cissssss...

Lama tak update blog

july dah nak habis..
takde perkembangan yg bagus..
main netball for chairman tropgy..
as expeted...champion lagik..
this time aku main GK...sebab tangan terseliuh teruk..siap berdenyut2 lagik..

office?
nothing much..but JR jadik acting mgr, AAA jadik mgr for sales planning...
aku?..not yet...just not yet...:)

love?
hmm...nothing much...:)