My dream comes true

Punya setahun kami berdua hidup takde proper wardrobe..

Hubby wants bigger wardrobe but I wanted to have a walk-in wardrobe..

He said the walk-in wardrobe dapat kecik jek...Besar ni je pon the space..

Elehhhh baju dia yg banyak dah boleh buat 5S dah tuh..

Since I'm gonna pay for this wardrobe, so I decided to proceed with my dream..

Taraaaa...my cinonit walk-in closet or wardrobe whateva you name it..

Tak kisah lah, janji walk in..but this wardrobe is much bigger than yg kitaorg installed kat PH.
L shape tuh mana nak dapat?hehehe
Hubby's wood flooring pon dah siap..

Okay, segala yg perlu dibelanja telah dibelanjakan,...ex-gratia pon dah masuk..
Alhamdullilah, rezeki anak2, suami & keluarga...
Next project - dry kitchen, pergola,bilik dania & dhiya, home office, etc etc....panjangnye list..hehe
Saya sungguh puas hati!!!

Thank You 2011, Welcome aboard 2012

We end our 2011 with style...

Newborn arrival 1st vacation & spent almost 2k at 3D2N for out local break-away...hahaha

sea view

Kakak non stop swimming since she knew she able to float with floaties

Before this, she was at sand pool,pretending that she is floating..:p

sofa HRH


Diva kenit officiate the bed, pipi masih labuh...

cepat ajek 2011 berlalu...

Ini hadiah for my family from my 2011 bonus.Got max bonus n max increment.Rupanya ada udang disebalik batu. Yelah kan nothing comes free eh? I was given a leading role in my company most main stream department without a promotion.Means, I got the workload only and not the position. Anyway, I would to declare that my new role is nobody teritory.So, sapa nak gile kuasa, back off!!..hahaha

Happy New Year Everyone!!

Dakwah Halus

Tadika Methodist Mantin.
This is Safiqah kindy.

My dad chose this kindy for her but I will not write on this.

Mak dia pon tak kisah, so apa aku kisahkan??

Lama dah nak citer pasal dakwah halus ni.

In my office I have 2 devoted christian friends.

They are loving, caring, and humble. During free time, I always see one of them reading his Bible.
Tak penah tinggal Sunday prayers. Pernah sekali we had our Recretional Trip in Langkawi, one they flew back home just because tak nak miss his Sunday prayers.
Dorang tahu God is One cuma dorang tak boleh accept Allah is the one.
One of them has an adopted child yang dia ambil dari one of the church in Klang.
In this Church ada service they called it Birth Right.
A shelter place for pregnant women yang belum berkahwin.
She also mentioned that 'Ada budak melayu yang pregnant kat situ'.
She said her church staff ada tanya kat budak tuh that they knew one of the Ustazah who can also take care of them'.
The girl chose to stay in the church.

Kadang kita kene pikir kenapa budak tuh end up nak duduk kat church.
Kenapa dia tak nak pergi ke ustazah.
If she stay there, what happen to the babies?
Will she give to non-muslim parents to adopt?

So Safiqah kat kindy ni esok, akan belajar lagu church??

Fikirkanlah.

Dakwah halus ini dah lama berlaku kerana kesilapan approach kita berdakwah.
Contohnye kat sekolah Dania, Ustazah ajar, jangan minum Coke, jangan pegi Carefour, jangan makan McDonald.
Nanti Orang bukan Islam akan tembak orang Islam..
Orang bukan Islam bunuh orang Islam, bunuh kanak-kanak.
Err apakah?
She just 4 years old.
Seeloknye pendekatan menyayangi & menghormati sesama manusia dengan lebih meluas patut ditekan at this age.
Bukan mengajar budak2 ni membenci at younger age.
Kalau nak berdakwah sekali pon pastikan yang basic tentang Islam itu Indah dan Suci fully accepted by the kids.

Wallahualam.

Cabaran ketika memandikan anak kecil saya

Seperti yg anda semua maklum, kedua2 anak saya kaki tido..

diwarisi dari turun-temurun..:D

Dua2 juga seuka mengamuk untuk amek mood tido..Dhiya sampai 3 jam..

Tapi bile dah tido berjam2..hahaha

So, macam topic diatas, apakah cabaran ketika memandikan anak2 kecil yg kuat tido ini?

Kalau dia baru tido, jangan diganggu..kalau tak sepanjang mandi, dia akan mengamuk & mulut tak berhenti membebel..

Kalau dia dah lama tido hampir 2 jam, dia dah start gerak2 tuh boleh..TAPI kene susukan dulu..

Kalau tak dia akan menggelupur dan mengamuk ketika mandi..

Feeding pon kene full feeding..jgn separuh2, nanti lepas ajek sikat rambut, dia start mengamuk lapar..

Lepas mandi kene cepat keringkan badan dorang dan pakaikan pampers...
Sebabbbb dorang ni suka kentut bunyi meletup2..Dania dulu sebab terpancut poopnye kearah aku..

iskkk..So dgn Dhiya ni kene berhati2 jugak lah..hehe

Oh ya Dania dulu sangat ringan dan jarang mandi sebab bersimen..Dania dulu kitaorg lap ajek..

Dhiya sangat berat dan tetiap hari mandi..

Apakah cabaran ketika memandikan anak kecil anda?

Usaha Tenusu

Breastfeeding...
Time Dania dulu, exclusive BF hanya 2 months ajek then after that campur dengan susu lembu..
Until I got sick, and took painkiller for my headache, I was told to stop BF immediately..
Disebabkan sakit kepala yang amat sangat, I did stop BF and concentrate on susu formula..
Alhamdullilah for these 4 years (touch wood) except for her clubfoot, Dania belum pernah sakit teruk..
Dia serasi dengan susu Enfalac/Enfagrow until 3 years old then we change to Dutch Lady 456..

With Dhiya, takyah target..kalau org lain target for 6 months, 1 year or 2 years..
I dare not..
Target makes me stress but I will try to BF selama mungkin..
Orang lain beli secanggih mungkin breast pump..ada budget so boleh beli yg elok..
Aku takde budget banyak..tapiiii
Aku ada 2 pump..Kenape 2?
Sebab Spectra 3 tuh ponya suction dah x power after 2 weeks guna..
Then I thought my production decreased..tak percaya sebab tuh beli pump lain..
First 2 weeks dgn spectra, 1 session i can pump as much as 7-9oz..both breast..
Sejak suction buat hal..jatuh ker 2-3oz or paling tinggi pon 4oz..
So I bought Avent Single Pump..
Alhamdullilah I got back my 7-9oz dengan hanya one side of the breast..

I got problem with my right breast, mmg heavy production betul..
Dhiya boleh tersedak minum sebab heavy flow..patut dia minum 2mins ajek..
Aku pump pon 2mins=2oz..best Avent ni x rasa sakit langsung..
Cuma bising ajek lah..itupon tolerable..:D

Hmm..less than a month, dah nak masuk opis..
Akan ku bawa pump ke opis...
Harap bawak pump ada hasil..
Sebab December would be most hectic month..
Kalau masa cuti boleh dapat dlm minmum 20oz per day..
Hopefully, paling kurang pon 12oz utk Dhiya minum kat taska (errr dapat ker Dhiya masuk Taska Lemon ni?)

eh set target ni..isk isk...tak kisah lah dpt berapa asal rajin pump..
kene curik masa..takleh bagitau boss nanti dia horny..hahaha
nanti kita citer lagik eh??




dah takde storage ni..punya banyak lebih 200oz, cukup utk 2 weeks ajek pon..

Dhiya @ 1 mth

Mak oi..
Mentang2 dah sebulan..she was so fussy yesterday..
Selalu her routine..5.30am wake up for feeding n tunggu sampai Babah & Kakak Dania kuar rumah until 8am..
Then kene jemur until 8.30am..lepas tuh mandi then feeding then tido sampai Kak Dania balik..
Then after tido- feeding-poo, tido-feeding-poo every 2 hours..

Petang jaga kejap then tido after maghrib continue tido-feeding-poo every 3-4 hours..
senang jaga kenit ni..but jaga Dania lg senang..maybe sebab Dania ni premmie n kurang ada perasaan..:D

On 3rd Nov..takde nampak mcm colic or gas ker haper ker...
Ku baca segala ayat2 suci kot kot ada gangguan ker haper ker..
tapi keep on crying for attention..
Nak dipeluk, didukung..tido pon nak sebelah..adusss..
I lost my patience sampai Dania pon terkejut dr tido..
Dah kene jerit baru kenit terus tido sampai ke pagi..
Hahaha mcm psycho aku ajek marah budak kecik..

Harini dia okay..back to rountine but longer sleeping hours..
So senang sket so that I can spend more time with Dania..

Dania tak gi sekolah sebab Babah dia tak larat nak bangun..

Dhiya Zahirah

Finally we got to finalise Little 'D' name...
Kakak wants her to be named as Mia as she is a fan of Mia Sarah Nasuha.
But then when we checked, Mia has no meaning.
However, we can choose Damia or Damiya..means 'smart or bijaksana'..
But the name is too common..

So, we chose Dhiya Zahirah which means 'Sinaran Berkilauan'..Glowing Glitter ek dlm english, teacher?Ntah lah..

Dhiya Zahirah,
You've been in good in my womb and thank you so much for staying there until 37th weeks...
I did not expect this pregnancy would be so much smoother..
But Alhamdullilah..Allah granted our prayers..
You are my 6th precious gift from Allah but here, you and Kakak Dania will be together through good and bad times..
Stay together, love each other and stay united until your last breathe..
Mama will love you both endlessly...
Kalau dulu ada satu, now I have two pillars as my strength to fight for my life..

Sayang anak-anak mama..:D

Note : okay now, let me finish my confinement days...I need to cut my hair..etc etc..
I need to mentally prepare for December month..
Then I would be more than ready for my next MRI in January..

haa gambar yg kat bawah ni Dhiya, yg gambar kat atas tuh kakak Dania..:p

The arrival of little new 'D'

alhamdulillah..
Finally...the arrival of our pride n joy..

This pregnancy is much smooth than previous one..
Episode of bleeding, trauma still ada..
but we took it easily..tried not to be panicked for every episodes of bleeding..
Cerclage insertion, bleeding,cramps, preterms contraction etc..
We are more than ready than before..
To help me on that, I do less talking about this pregnancy..

We chose the famous Dr Dato Siti as our gynea..
Very calm, patience n soft spoken lady..
Cuma kene faham on how to tackle her hectic schedule..
We acknowledge that we might be spending so much for this baby..
Cerclage insertion/removal, premmie history, emergency etc etc

On the date of arrival, Little D is almost 37 weeks...an achievement for
cervix incompetence patient like me..
Cuma yg x best since 24th weeks, this baby decided to lepak at
breech position..

So we decided for elective csect..tak kisah lah asal baby sihat..:D

Thank u so much 'D' for being so calm in my womb..
Thank u so much to all my friends, families for your prayers..
Thanks to Allah swt, All Mighty who answers all my prayers during this pregnancy..

Thank you everyone..indeed a blessing moment in my life..
Bersyukur kerana Allah tidak putus2 memberi rahmat/hikmah setiap dugaan yang diberiNya..
Alhamdullilah..:D

Almost there...

from ward 377..

Tomorow is the day..
The arrival of little 'D'..

now, i'm gonna miss Dania very much..
I really wanted a sibling for her..
but i think i'm gonna miss her so much..

kenit ni pulak mcm2 pesan before balik tadik..
Mcm mak nenek...pokpekpokpek..
Memula dia sedih tinggalkan mama sorang2..
Lepas tuh start jadik ustazah..
Mama, jgn nangis tau,
Mama, jgn lupa baca bismillah,
Nanti jgn rindu Dania tau...

i hugged her..n kiss her..
my love for u will never fade..never..

so now, little 'D', welcome to our world!!

Being Lazy

Yup...later post gambar raya..dah nak habis raya pon I'm still lazy..

yup, i'm still not due yet..passing 35 weeks..alhamdullilah..
This pregnancy is smoother, less problems & less mc, warded etc..

i expect this baby will be out once i ate my lemang..

I'm still lazy...
Later ada entry penutup..

wish me luck heh..semoga Allah pemudahkan..
Hang on..

Doa Si Kenit

Waktu ini Kenit dah di awangan mengantuk nak tido...sambil minum susu..

Kenit : Mama, kalau kita dah tua, kita akan mati ker?

Mama : Semua orang akan mati tak kira tua atau muda..

Kenit : Tapi mama tak tua macam nenek pon..Kalau adik dah keluar, mama dah tua belum?

Mama : Kalau Dania dah ada anak sendiri, masa tuh mama dah tua, dah jadik nenek..

Kenit : Ohhh..(macam paham ajek..:p)

Tetiba..

Kenit : Dania taknak mama mati..nanti takde sapa jaga Dania dengan adik..(tetiba air mata kenit mengalir)..

Mama : Dania doa lah mama sihat selalu...
Kenit : (sambil tadah tangan, keluarkan botol susu) Ya Allah, sihatkan Mama, Babah dan Nenek, dapat jaga Dania dengan Adik sampai besar...AMIN!!

Mama : Amin...sambil tepuk dodoikan dia tido(aku pon rasa nak nangis..uhuk uhuk)

Untuk makluman itu standard Doa kenit tetiap hari...semoga dimakbulkan Allah, AMIN!

Alhamdullilah tahun ni i got to go to tarawih..tapi memang mengah2..yang fardhu pon dah sembahyang duduk...

dapat bawak Dania ke surau tapi end up kenit sembahyang fardhu ajek..

lepas tuh dia dah jumpa kawan untuk main, terus lupa diri..

Past few years byk betul alasan tak pergi tarawih walaupon surau PH tuh tak sampai 2 minit ajek..

Kenit pon dah start berlatih bangun sahur during weekend tapi masih gagal puasa penuh..

Dah besar ek anak aku..hehehe

Iftaar Bersama Imran's Family

Err not Hubby's family..but Dania's clubfoot friend..Hadi Imran & his parents invited us to Iftaar at One World Hotel.. comelkan mamat kenit ni..sok sure hensem ni!!

Mr Manager initially was not comfortable with this arrangement but then sebab it has been a year this family wanted to meet us, so we agreed.

Takde gambar makanan but we are so happy to share our experience and we are so happy to see Imran's feet is fully corrected. Tapi One World Cinnamon Coffee House mmg terkenal dengan food galorenya..sila lah try!

We wanted to help every clubfoot child that we knew but sometimes we do understand financial is the most critical factor that makes them hold back.

2 Imran bertemu..:D

We will never stop to assist whenever we can.Hopefully we can see more and more Malaysian's clubfoot is corrected with Ponseti Method.

Ramadhan

Dah 4th Ramadhan pon..

cepatnye masa berlalu, masya allah..

Salam ramadhan al mubarak dari Ina, Imran & Dania..
Semoga amalan, doa, ibadah kita diterima oleh-NYA..
Insya-Allah..

Phonics Reading

I've told u in my recent entry Dania nangis sakan kalau we start to teach her alphabet..
esp kalau Babah ajar, the hurt is more..

Yesterday we only have 1 car since our Altis went to B&P workshop..
So Dania n Babah came to fetch me from office and we went straight to Sg Rasah..
I saw her holding her phonic book..

In a car, I've asked her, Dania dah pandai baca ker?'
Babah says, ehh dia dah pandai baca lah..
I'm so skeptical..I've asked her to read for me.
she reads...perfectly..
Tak puas hati lagi..

At night, after my Isya' prayer, I called her and asked her to read some more..
Again she read out loud and lancar..ada tersekat2 tapi still correct..
Just wondering..I knew Dania had difficulty to remember her alphabet correctly..
Tapi with this book, semua dia boleh ingat..

Kenapa aku x puas hati?
Sebab i can only read at the age of 8 yrs old..
Yelah dulu Standard 1 kan honeymoon year..:D

Eleh babah yesterday pon terdiam dengar anak baca buku..:p

PemBERSIHan Jiwa

Entry ni takde kene mengena dgn BERSIH..tak kuasa ahhh..
Dedua bongok...yg menghalang bongok, yg nak pegi pon sama..
Cuba lihat what happen to Thailand...tak habis2 pasal politics and how their economics get affected because stupidity...

By the way..today we went to Dania's Parent-Teacher's Day.
Dania tanya 'kenapa kene pegi sekolah?'..
biasa after Friday, she is looking forward for weekend..

Today she showed her Class 4 Siddiq..ada 14 students including 3 yrs old..
Her class teacher showed us her report book and some of her workbooks..
A lot of As but she still have Bs on few areas.
Her teacher says she responded well on all lessons, dengar cakap,rajin and good in colouring..
Mmg she says sometimes Dania cepat lupa but she managed to catch up.
She loves to colour one particular object with many colours..katanya colourful, mama..

Takut jugak dia slow sbb kalau mama babah ajar kat rumah memang sampai nangis2..
But then when the teacher says Dania is so obedient n diligently doing her work compare to other 4 yrs old..dah tak risau sangat lah..

I hope she will stay obedient n enjoy her childhood..
Now she progressively learning her ABCs and Alif Ba Ta..
Tapi harini she acts like a teacher pulak, siap pesan jgn nangis klu tak tau..

Alhamdullilah..syukur I'm able to see her 1st progress in school..
Looking forward for more sessions ahead..

Dah nak puasa dah

sedar tak sedar, few more weeks dah nak sambut Ramadhan..
iye, saya belum ganti puasa..
hajat hati nak ganti lepas balik Korea..
tapi lain pulak jadinya..

Rumah x kemas lagi...mmg takyah kemas kot..
baju raya pon x tempah sbb mcm tatau kah nak tempah macam mana..
dania ponya baju kurung pon rasanya beli ajek lah..

Apa theme tahun ni?kononnye nak colour yellow ker chocolate ker..

Hmm...theme tahun ni theme malas...hahaha...
Rasanya mcm malas nak beli beskut raya, kek bagai..
Hmm sirap akan ku beli..kononnye ajak mak ayah semua berkampung kat rumah ni..
Tapi mcm tinggal harapan ajek..
Takpelah..so xde lah busy sebab time tuh pon dah heavy..

Comel tak my tamed tiger??

Bersarangggg

Lamanya tak update blog..takdelah busy sgt tp mcm malas...ni pon update blog kat phone..hehe..

Last June, we all went to JB attending my classmate wedding.She is married to my best friend's classmate when we were in Banting..so sweet, and what small world..Dania is so excited bcoz she has a friend named Sabrina too but she said her 4 yrs old friend is too small to get married..apakahhh??

then we end up jalan2 cari makan in Muar after short pit stop in Kluang (visiting Danials nephew who just born on last May)..ye Dania is already a Makcik before she is born pon..ada lah dalam 12 org rasanya..She warn us not to call her acik but call her, Dania only..cessss

In Muar, we went to Sabak Awor for Seafood Galore itupon byk lauk dah habis, then next morning, we woke up late so we skip hotel breakfast, we went straight for Nasi Beriyani Muara, Asam Pedas, Mee Bandung and tapau Murtabak S'pore..all u can have it in front of my old school..heaven!!!Cuma x jumpa pau maharani ajek..managed to buy manggis, some pisang tanduk n Dania & Babah had a durian..Dania kata nak jadi mcm opet makan durian..yes, she ate 2 slices..confirm bukan ikut aku ni..i told her not to kiss me after eating, dia menjawab haa Babah pon tak boleh cium mama sebab bau durian!!..iskkkk

apa lagik ye? Haaa my job in office is getting kelam kabut..all about HP Act yg ntah haper2..

Haa nanti rajin, gua sambung lagikkk..

Bad Monkey

Haih...

Too many things to tell..yet so little time..
Cerita Dania neneksitter my mum..
Cerita Dania now doing her own house chores..

Cerita my appointment with my Neurosurgeon yg mcm terperanjat I am pregnant..
Cerita my keje kat opis makin lama makin melambak..

Cerita yg tak kesudahan..

Nantilah one day...sekang mengah & penat..

So long

Not that busy but tired..
Gambar kat atas tuh gambar one of Dania's baby sitter from her former nursery.

Kenduri kat Johol, beriya budak ni sms nak sangat we all attend..

Tak sampai hati x pegi since budak2 ni jaga baik Dania for 4 years..

Teringat jasa2 dorang jaga Dania during her casting time, during my illness, and selalu jaga n bagi Dania makan while waiting for mama come & fetch..pernah jemput Dania almost 11pm...tapi budak2 ni tunggu jugak aku balik..mana nak carik taska macam ni??

Terharu rasanya ada adik2 yg sudi nak jaga Dania ni..

Mmg rezeki Dania masuk kat situ..kalaulah ada taska yg macam ni yg nearby rumah baru ..

This taska (Taska Bintang Hatiku) is registered under JKM...mmg renewed every year..

Dania pulak jumpa kawan2 dah buat mcm nursery sendiri.. Budak yg peluk Darwis tuh lah budak yg suka pukul & gigit Dania yg aku tak jadi marah sebab mak ayah dia OKU..:D

Dania & Darwish (anak principal Taska)..Babah tanya ini gambar bofren Dania ker?..malu2 pulak anak aku ni..Tapi dia kata Bofren Dania Acik lah...tapi arini dia ngaku Darwis ni bopren dia pulak..hahaha lawak2..

Till then..

The house is greener

Mr Manager loves green.

He has been observing neighbour's landscape for months and also buying Laman magazine for ideas.

I leave it to him to decide since I do not have much time to worry about that..haha..

So now, our house has green grass after weeks with tanah merah..

Lepas ni Dania kene tolong Babah buang rumput liar...

He loves Gazebo or apa orang panggil tempat santai tuh ..haa Pergola..

We leave some empty spaces for our future small garden ... kekonon nak tanam pokok2 or herbs yg berguna utk masak like chilis, untuk ubat ker like aloe vera, daun pandan ker..

Oh ye that space also he said reserved for bbq area...

So CHIs,pls give us ur available dates!

No serai ye serabut kang nak jaga nanti..tanam kat luar ajek lah heh..

Alangkah bagusnye kalau kami ni rajin tanam our own vegetables kan?