Doing Master

My mum beriya2 asked me to apply this..doing master at overseas n do ur own arrangement?Look at the minimum requirement..mak oi CGPA 3.50..melampau betul..BIAS!! Do u know it is so damn stressful to do sales planning altho u r BBA holder??Damn!!takpela..initially i was thinking to do mba in UiTM ajek..but after 2009..hehe

5 univs in mind and 2 dah submit yang lain boleh scan documents ajek..tunggu i enroll my TOEFL exam which I planned to do in April or May..mintak ajek lah kan mana tau salah satu sangkut but my hubby asked me to apply Australia..which i will..think Australia is a good country to stay..tatau lah my current company allows me to take 1 year leave as I will be taking Banking & Finance which is related to what I'm doing now...bukan nak lawan tauke but being a BBA in Marketing I'm lacking of Banking & Finance knowledge altho I was a banker (yeah right for only 9 months).To make my mgmt understand banking act lah hp act lah bank negara rules pon susah.Sebab i hv no weapon nak argue. I just tell them whatever the bankers told me. Kalau dorang tipu meaning I'm a liar too..haha

so readers, sila apply if u r interested..:)

The Kenduri...

Hmmm...looks like almost everyday I will make a new post...canggih...:)

ok the kenduri went smooth...I proud with my husband altho he's quiet but he is a good host...(note: proud of u darling)....:) org surau dtg ramai gak...about 20 ppl...husband family as expected...sangat ramai...but they came after doa selamat which I understood n a bit relief sebab the org surau aje pon dah penuh satu living hall...now i realize how small lah my house...:(..takpe rumah sendiri..hehe...jiran2 pon datang...ijai with his future fiance n mother in law....my boss & family, siti & hubby, halina, my future neighbour MeiYee & hubby...Kak Su & anak2 dtg petang sikit...caza & the geng tak dpt dtg...hubby's ex opis mate pon dtg...atul & hubby, abg remy & family being the 1st guest, n abg man...:)

I found this...

Picture of me, Kakti & our beloved late uwan....

Uwan passed away on 2nd Jan....I didnt go to visit her when she was sick in hospital and the day she left us pon i still sick...Weekend b4 she left, I wasplan to visit her but i went to kedai langsir instead...terkilan jugak...becoz i didnt manage to let her see my daughter...i wanted to but i was really sick for the past 2 months...cuma terkilan jugak when she left her children still tak united n still miserable....al-fatihah

My 5th Anniversary

Our Cup Cake....tempah kat So Sweet Pliz


Our 5th Anniversary cupcakes....2 kotak pulak tuh...

Tapi icing n rasa kureng sikit dr Jan nye cup cake

My Langsir....finally after 4 years resides at PHeights

Tempah kat AltaModa...almost 3 weeks ++ baru dorang siapkan...after discharge....sempat tuh...:)

It's not Cancer

alhamdullilah....syukur kepada Allah....:)

Recovering

7/1
- Pengsan during staff meeting
-Admitted sjmc
-MRI

8/1
-emergency operation
-drainage the liquid from head to stomach

18/1
-major operation to remove brain tumor

24/1
-discharge

now recovering...alhamdullilah...
Syukur to Allah The Merciful..
Plan to perform Umrah with Mak &Ayah on April....Insya Allah

Salam Eid...From THREE of us

Our first Raya with Dania Insyirah....

she's growing...masya allah....:)

Look how cute she is...the left side photo when she was 2 months old and the right side photo when she was 4 and 1/2 months..chubbier n cuter

now she weight at 7 kg....anyway she is the most adorable baby!!!

The April Fool day, she was born..

She was born on 1st April 2007 at 34 weeks...

warded for 9 days....With so many bleeding episodes in this pregnancy, miscarriages, Allah has fulfilled our wish..Alhamdullilah....She is cute,adorable...my precious gift...:)

Maternity Leave has started

I thought 15 March was my first day of maternity leave....
but i was given a MC from 8th march due to contraction...
so it is a week earlier....

lagik about 4 weeks for cerclage removal kalau takde aral..
then we are ready for L & D...
baby movement is okay...sometimes pening di buatnye...

but remember... i need
1. Increment letter..supposed to be in late march...will be credited in March plus the arrears..
2. EA form...yeahhhh....with all the stupid taxes...idiot LHDN!!
3. More rest before the kenit comes....:)

so..i will blog more...:)

Third trimester...here i go..

alhamdullilah...thanks to Allah..for blessing this pregnancy...

i'm in my 3rd trimester..wish that at least i can stay until 36 weeks..insya allah...
baby movement is good...s/he loves football, gwen steffani and also listening to quran..

during my quran recital pon s/he moves...while im in the meeting, s/he also moves..

baby, lelaki ker pompuan?hmm..Only Allah knows...

What is my song?

Ina, YOUR song is Another One Bites the Dust

Sure, it's catchy and has a great beat, but this tune's also got bite. We're not saying you're not a smooth mover, but anyone who knows you will attest to your spunky side. After all, you aren't shy about going after what you want or speaking your mind. How else are you going to beat the competition?

When it comes to a night out, you bring the party with you wherever you go. A risk taker, you're not afraid to stir things up and be the first one on the dance floor or last one to leave. It's clear you're standing on your own two feet, and you're ready for whatever comes your way. Rock on!

Ceclage placement

i was in emergency last thursday..nearly 5pm in the office..
suddenly blood is seen after peeing..
called my husband and we went straight to seremban GH...

confirmed is a blood, an old blood they said but the cervix is closed, the baby is ok...alhamdullilah..
i remain in the hospital until my cerclage day (13/11)..
i look healthy for the 3 days but really look sick after the cerclage placement..

so how the cerclage is done?

i'm halfly anesthestic...so i can really feel when they open my vagina..
i can feel that Dr Krishna is stiching..:)
I calm down myself..prayed hard that this all to hv at least a baby...
i know my leg a big shaky due to the OT coolness...this time i think i'm ok with the consequences of the surgery..:)
the procedure taken less than 15 minutes plus 15 minutes to spine me...
post surgery - no active bleeding...Dr Krishna said mine is easy to do...i will be discharge on the same day depending on my post surgery condition..
i''ll be given an antibiotic to prevent infection and anti-conractions...
should there any yellow discharge or smelled discharge - i shld return to them..
alhamdullilah again..
i saw my hubby and my mum waited outside the OT...:)

back to the ward...hard to move..my body was half paralysed...
but the appretite was good...but the body strength is not helping...

so far so good...i'm still in seremban resting at mum's home..
this is all challenges that I hv to go thru' to get a child..with allah bless..

now looking for forward for the whole progress of the fetal growth..
he/she is actively kicking n boxing whenever we scanned...
will also continue reading for cerclage n will share this expereience to the world..

Ya Allah, thank you so much for blessing me pre/during/post of this surgery and let me remain blessed at all times..amin!

London...:)

You Belong in the UK

Blimey! A little proper, a little saucy. You're so witty and charming... No one notices your curry breath

What English Speaking Country Are You?

when life becomes so difficult...

last friday i was scared by watery pink seen on my pantiliner..thought it was a sign of fresh blood..
we went back to Seremban GH...
lucky me - my baby is ok (alhamdullilah), cervix is closed, only a threatened abortion, will be start taking duphaston until my cerclage day...

esok hari raya..

SeLaMaT HarI RaYa AidiLFitri & Maaf Zahir Batin
- from Kimytooby & akuHERO

When life becomes more challenging

As in other pregnancy, this time, as usually, my sickness is worst..
addition to that, with the headache - rasa mcm nak tertanggal kepala...

Went to see Dr Pushpa today...
The fetus position is ok, the fetal heart found, cerclage is scheduled on 13/11 (my 13th week),
will be done by Dr Krishna, 2nd specialist to Dr Ravi...hmm i hv no doubt...:)
will be admitted on 12/11 and now I'm on MC until 17/10...
On 6/11 appointment with the Bius Dr...will ask for my MCs..haha

with all these challenges, I really prayed this time will be a success, amin!
this time, i hv to let go all the works stress, care less about the showroom event...
all the work burden...go to hell...

Happy Birthday to me....

i'm 29th...
blessed with rezeki melimpah, healthy, and He provides me a good husband....

I just want to expand...not expanding myself but my family...
Life become so adorable with them at home....insya allah..

Ya Allah, just make my wish come true this time....
Away from the pain but welcome the joy of parenthood...Amin!!
another 7 months to go

Happy Birthday, Ina!!

Fetal heart found

until-to-date,
dah 4 kali scan..
1st time - tak nampak apa pon...too small kata dr yus..maybe early pregnancy...or molar/ectopic..nauzubillah..
2nd time - dgn dr yus gak sebab ada light brown stain..this time terus 5 weeks and confirm it is inside the uterus...masa ni ari jumaat
3rd time - next 2 days - on monday...scan kat seremban terus jadik 7 weeks...hmm..pelik betul scanner ni..
4th time - makan dupston pon terus staining...scan lagik...n mmg dlm 7 weeks laa...n yeahhh dah jumpa fetal heart...dup dap dup dap...mc sampai monday..

so my next scan will be on 10/10 - seremban masa tuh dah 8 weeks ++...
kalau ikut kira2 my next visit will determine when am i going to do my cerclage...:)

i think this time i may hv to inform wennie..hmmm....
eh eh today is my last day being 28....isk...
dah laa banyak project dia nak bagi aku ni...isk..

It's darker now

i think i'm 80% confirm pregnant...
tapikan..mcm rasa phobia sikit but yet syukur...
esok nak jumpa dr yus...or just a clinic that I've always got MC during MS..hehe

kalau this week my 6th week..
maknyanye my cervix cerclage will be done during raya time...:)