Salam AidilAdha

Pengorbanan 2006.....

1st Day of 2006 working life

gordon is back..not only back as a colleague..
back a southern regional manager..heartfreak actually..
5 years back i'm the one who teach him almost everything..
but now he is manager..his promotions makes me so stupid..
RACIST!!!

1st day in sales planning
- not bad huh...in charge on sales promotions and HP..
it will be a hectic year for me..
which i prefer most..
no more being stupid slave to AL fucker..
he is hv been demoted..haha padan muka..he is no longer a AGM but assistant HOD...
i pray hard someday management will know that he is nothing but useless...

i learn something new today..
no matter how brightest the light that u've brought to the company..
look at ur skin color..and oppsss r u malay? sorry no place here..
macam laa other races bagus sangat..we wait and see..;p

Welcome 2006

Bought my 1st pc..yipppieeee...

kol 3pm gi low yat..finally decided to buy a pc..:)
bagus gak bonus this year..
bley beli vios,handphone (rm500 hubby bagik),pc,sunglass,autogate (share actually), bayar utang..:)...the rest simpan..:)
next year takkan dapat banyak ni lagik kot..;(

syokkkknyeeeeeeeeeeeeee

when r u going to be MoMMy?

standard question for stupid person who dont understand what i've been thru..
bloody hell...

my answer :
- coz i'm not ready
y im not ready?
- coz i got IC problem..find ur own answer
then when i'm going to be ready?
-anytime no restriction..anyway itu rezeki allah...anak rezeki dr allah..bile nak ada anak is allah yg ada answer..
yg korang tanya2 ni, dah cukop simpan duit ker utk anak2 makan?
hahaha...at least i'm not like other ppl..dah 2-3 org anak pon duduk menyewa kat flat, tumpang rumah mak ayah....naik motor mcm buat stunt...anak2 ponya baju pon comot2...tak cukop itu la ini la...
rezeki aku sekarang allah nak bagi earlier than those ppls with anak but without the luxury..:P)

so...any other questions?

2006 and counting...

Your 2005 Song Is

Hollaback Girl by Gwen Stefani "This shit is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S)" For you, 2005 was the Best Year Ever.

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

No new resolution plz!!

WNN3009

and counting...
edited post
got this car to replace my cute Atoz...on 30/11
this car has gone to Cherating..:)
Went to first service at sungai rasah n clocked 1,845km..
counting to 2006...welkam Vios...be my ride for the next 5 years perhaps?...jeling jeling gak kat jazz tuh..hehe

How do u live ur life?

How Do You Live Your Life?

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

WKN9438

I had a friend who i always adore her cuteness...my atoz..
bought it after 14 days i've got married..

hmm...3 years coming..n now i'm selling this car off...
hmm not yet..
this is my atoz...

Quiz

Your Japanese Name Is...

Machiko Gojo

What's" your Japanese Name?

You Are 28 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

My new friend...

Today i just got my salary and also 1 month advance bonus..
what to shop?
Of coz - hunting for handphone replacement..not really hunting coz i've found my new friend..
Thank you V70 for your dedicated 2++years..:)
Welcome V360...looking forward to work with you for another years to come ...i-allah..:)
RM460 aku terbang!!!cheap? not really..my hubby gave me RM500 for my birthday..
V360 = RM960...i hope it's worth to buy..

i'm addicted to motorola..

I'm a snow white...

Pure and trusting. You are a gentle soul who can get along with just about anyone. Everyone you meet instantly falls in love with you. How can they resist? You have a pure, lovable nature that's irresistable. Just don't trust everyone who comes across your path.

Haha..can't believe it..gentle soul?huh?

Rumours....

This month is one of the busiest month..
I've launched my 2nd baby - Hilux Retention Campaign..:)

The Mgmt is playing the Mahjong..
Dont know when they r going to announce who is going where..
Who get promoted, who get kick out, who is our new boss..
hhmm very interesting..

What I've heard?
I'm going to planning...hip hip hoorayyy..oppss..
Anyway, just rumours- nothing being firmed..
As long Alan is not my boss anymore..it should not be a problem..
I think my strength is in planning - not in sales support..
I can stay but I will not stay if Alan is still there...:)

Just wait and see...good luck to myself!

3009

the magical number...

my 28th birthday...

Ya allah,

on my 28th birthday...

alhamdullilah...You have given me everything that I've wanted..
happy woman, succesfull career woman, a happy wife...

give me strength to go on with my life...this time give me more strength...
cherish me with your bless...
send my love to my beautiful angel babies..
tell them how i miss them so much..
how much they meant to me..

Ya Allah...
Bless me with another chance to get pregnant again..
to have a child on my own..
Give healthy life, healthy career,healthy family...and healthy child..

Amin!

- hv a great dinner with my colleages @ Souled Out, Hartamas..
- my hubby bought me a Baskin Robbin cake!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Personality test..

Your Personality Is
Rational (NT)
You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!Intelligence is important to you.

You always like to be around smart people.In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.

In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.

At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.

With others, you are very honest and direct.

People often can't take your criticism well.

As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.

On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

my life...

let me bring u to who i am when ....

20 years back...8 years old
schooling at sk dato bandar rasah..hm..kampung school...
this is the year that i just started to read an write by myself..
lembab kot at this time...i'm good in playing n smucking ppl..haha
staying at this little tiny flat at desa rasah..my parents rented it from a chinese lady for rm150 per month..
sedih ajek..apa ntah jadi rumah tuh..:(
miskin nye kitaorg masa ni..sob sob

10 years back..18 years old
started my low-profile relationship with someone (ex-muar)..
i've learnt a lot from this relationship..
started new relationship at mcb...kg tunku fella..yucksss
i've learnt a lot from this relationship too...
anyway, all i knew was i'm so regret on this relationship...i hate it..
i've wasted my time in kmb..:p..
i enjoyed my life here in kmb but i cant forgive my self for choosing kmb..
masa ni pon miskin nyeee...

5 years back..23 years old
graduated from PPP-ITM...with 2nd class upper (very dissapointed)..3.61 memalukan!!
my intership dessertation spoiled my cgpa..tu laa main2..
got a job few month b4 graduation..
i didnt invite my parents to my graduation day..coz i've big disagreement with my father..
and i dont feel guilty...at all..i got my photo shoot with my mother with that stupid jubah..
lagipon they have hurts me..n ITM only - what the hack kan?..no class lah
they even say it's already too late to show them that i've did it with flying colors..
they still mad at me for not being able to 'fly' to oversea for my degree...
never proud for being a ITM graduate - no offence..

2 years back...26 years old
married with someone that i've knew for almost 5 years..
charming, cool, patience and loving..:)
move in into rented house which cost us rm700/mth..sunway
i've got my cute atoz..worth of RM45k...wkn9438..
too be frank i think i deserved higher cc car..

1 year ago...27 years old..
i was given a short-time from The Mighty to experience as mum-to-be..a taste from heaven..
2 times in a year...sadness, unbeliveable experience that i've gone through..
8th weeks n 18th weeks...hmm..i'm so speecheless
we've move into our own house..at subang jaya area..
at last we owned our own piece of land..at least it is from our own money..
tak main laa pinjam2/parents sponsored! haha

this year..28 years old but still standing high..
i'm in sales division now...happier..far away from the bloody fucking lady boss...
i need a break of doing something that I didnt expert...but sales is more exciting than ever!!
last may - went to old trafford, london etc...13 hours in flight..big achievement so far..
hello!i'm a height freak!!..london eye?!!!..i've conquered london eye..:)
sadness again..16th weeks

next year...29 years old
nak try lagi..this time planning to take 4 months off..unpaid leave..
if still not successful-as my hubby said , tutop kedai..
i hv no idea if another sadness happen...nauzubillah...
so this year bonus kene simpan...mintak2 laa dapat at least 5 months..

35 years old..
a manager..dedicated one..still toyota? i dont think so..anyone afford to pay me rm6k/mth?
a mother of 2-3 kids..amin!
a driver of Jazz/Yaris/any damn-cute-cbu car in town..hehe
a wife..dedicated wife who owns a happy family..will love more n more to my loving husband...i love u darling...muahz
enrolled n graduated mba maybe?
amin ya allah amin ya rahim...amin!!

Ya Allah, give me courage, give me strengh, give me happiness when i've to go though with Your plan..
Amin!

few days to go..

i'm going to be 28 this year..another few more days..

i have to stop running for my career..
i have to have focus to start a family this year jugak..

no one can understand what i've been thru..
i never failed...but this one, i failed 3 times..unbelieveable..

no one can understand my sadness..
no one can understand...

How do I go for here?

my job sucks
my life sucks
how do i go for here?

my only hope to live - my beloved husband..:)

4th day as a SKII's user

I feel good..
I feel stunning..haha
I cant wait to see the result..

Counting the days...

another 29 days to 28th years as a human being..
another 2 years to 30th...

before become 30...
> able to get pregnant again
> able to be a mother
> able to earn more at least 30% of current salary
> able to hv minor renovation for my house...must positive!!
> able to own non-national car..wowww...honestly, i dont think so
> to serve my husband as good as i can...:)

today? today i met my ex-boss in tqe council..we r against her (me & gordon)..
cant believe it...:)