my life...

let me bring u to who i am when ....

20 years back...8 years old
schooling at sk dato bandar rasah..hm..kampung school...
this is the year that i just started to read an write by myself..
lembab kot at this time...i'm good in playing n smucking ppl..haha
staying at this little tiny flat at desa rasah..my parents rented it from a chinese lady for rm150 per month..
sedih ajek..apa ntah jadi rumah tuh..:(
miskin nye kitaorg masa ni..sob sob

10 years back..18 years old
started my low-profile relationship with someone (ex-muar)..
i've learnt a lot from this relationship..
started new relationship at mcb...kg tunku fella..yucksss
i've learnt a lot from this relationship too...
anyway, all i knew was i'm so regret on this relationship...i hate it..
i've wasted my time in kmb..:p..
i enjoyed my life here in kmb but i cant forgive my self for choosing kmb..
masa ni pon miskin nyeee...

5 years back..23 years old
graduated from PPP-ITM...with 2nd class upper (very dissapointed)..3.61 memalukan!!
my intership dessertation spoiled my cgpa..tu laa main2..
got a job few month b4 graduation..
i didnt invite my parents to my graduation day..coz i've big disagreement with my father..
and i dont feel guilty...at all..i got my photo shoot with my mother with that stupid jubah..
lagipon they have hurts me..n ITM only - what the hack kan?..no class lah
they even say it's already too late to show them that i've did it with flying colors..
they still mad at me for not being able to 'fly' to oversea for my degree...
never proud for being a ITM graduate - no offence..

2 years back...26 years old
married with someone that i've knew for almost 5 years..
charming, cool, patience and loving..:)
move in into rented house which cost us rm700/mth..sunway
i've got my cute atoz..worth of RM45k...wkn9438..
too be frank i think i deserved higher cc car..

1 year ago...27 years old..
i was given a short-time from The Mighty to experience as mum-to-be..a taste from heaven..
2 times in a year...sadness, unbeliveable experience that i've gone through..
8th weeks n 18th weeks...hmm..i'm so speecheless
we've move into our own house..at subang jaya area..
at last we owned our own piece of land..at least it is from our own money..
tak main laa pinjam2/parents sponsored! haha

this year..28 years old but still standing high..
i'm in sales division now...happier..far away from the bloody fucking lady boss...
i need a break of doing something that I didnt expert...but sales is more exciting than ever!!
last may - went to old trafford, london etc...13 hours in flight..big achievement so far..
hello!i'm a height freak!!..london eye?!!!..i've conquered london eye..:)
sadness again..16th weeks

next year...29 years old
nak try lagi..this time planning to take 4 months off..unpaid leave..
if still not successful-as my hubby said , tutop kedai..
i hv no idea if another sadness happen...nauzubillah...
so this year bonus kene simpan...mintak2 laa dapat at least 5 months..

35 years old..
a manager..dedicated one..still toyota? i dont think so..anyone afford to pay me rm6k/mth?
a mother of 2-3 kids..amin!
a driver of Jazz/Yaris/any damn-cute-cbu car in town..hehe
a wife..dedicated wife who owns a happy family..will love more n more to my loving husband...i love u darling...muahz
enrolled n graduated mba maybe?
amin ya allah amin ya rahim...amin!!

Ya Allah, give me courage, give me strengh, give me happiness when i've to go though with Your plan..
Amin!