My 5th Anniversary

Our Cup Cake....tempah kat So Sweet Pliz


Our 5th Anniversary cupcakes....2 kotak pulak tuh...

Tapi icing n rasa kureng sikit dr Jan nye cup cake

My Langsir....finally after 4 years resides at PHeights

Tempah kat AltaModa...almost 3 weeks ++ baru dorang siapkan...after discharge....sempat tuh...:)

It's not Cancer

alhamdullilah....syukur kepada Allah....:)

Recovering

7/1
- Pengsan during staff meeting
-Admitted sjmc
-MRI

8/1
-emergency operation
-drainage the liquid from head to stomach

18/1
-major operation to remove brain tumor

24/1
-discharge

now recovering...alhamdullilah...
Syukur to Allah The Merciful..
Plan to perform Umrah with Mak &Ayah on April....Insya Allah

Salam Eid...From THREE of us

Our first Raya with Dania Insyirah....

she's growing...masya allah....:)

Look how cute she is...the left side photo when she was 2 months old and the right side photo when she was 4 and 1/2 months..chubbier n cuter

now she weight at 7 kg....anyway she is the most adorable baby!!!

The April Fool day, she was born..

She was born on 1st April 2007 at 34 weeks...

warded for 9 days....With so many bleeding episodes in this pregnancy, miscarriages, Allah has fulfilled our wish..Alhamdullilah....She is cute,adorable...my precious gift...:)

Maternity Leave has started

I thought 15 March was my first day of maternity leave....
but i was given a MC from 8th march due to contraction...
so it is a week earlier....

lagik about 4 weeks for cerclage removal kalau takde aral..
then we are ready for L & D...
baby movement is okay...sometimes pening di buatnye...

but remember... i need
1. Increment letter..supposed to be in late march...will be credited in March plus the arrears..
2. EA form...yeahhhh....with all the stupid taxes...idiot LHDN!!
3. More rest before the kenit comes....:)

so..i will blog more...:)

Third trimester...here i go..

alhamdullilah...thanks to Allah..for blessing this pregnancy...

i'm in my 3rd trimester..wish that at least i can stay until 36 weeks..insya allah...
baby movement is good...s/he loves football, gwen steffani and also listening to quran..

during my quran recital pon s/he moves...while im in the meeting, s/he also moves..

baby, lelaki ker pompuan?hmm..Only Allah knows...

What is my song?

Ina, YOUR song is Another One Bites the Dust

Sure, it's catchy and has a great beat, but this tune's also got bite. We're not saying you're not a smooth mover, but anyone who knows you will attest to your spunky side. After all, you aren't shy about going after what you want or speaking your mind. How else are you going to beat the competition?

When it comes to a night out, you bring the party with you wherever you go. A risk taker, you're not afraid to stir things up and be the first one on the dance floor or last one to leave. It's clear you're standing on your own two feet, and you're ready for whatever comes your way. Rock on!

Ceclage placement

i was in emergency last thursday..nearly 5pm in the office..
suddenly blood is seen after peeing..
called my husband and we went straight to seremban GH...

confirmed is a blood, an old blood they said but the cervix is closed, the baby is ok...alhamdullilah..
i remain in the hospital until my cerclage day (13/11)..
i look healthy for the 3 days but really look sick after the cerclage placement..

so how the cerclage is done?

i'm halfly anesthestic...so i can really feel when they open my vagina..
i can feel that Dr Krishna is stiching..:)
I calm down myself..prayed hard that this all to hv at least a baby...
i know my leg a big shaky due to the OT coolness...this time i think i'm ok with the consequences of the surgery..:)
the procedure taken less than 15 minutes plus 15 minutes to spine me...
post surgery - no active bleeding...Dr Krishna said mine is easy to do...i will be discharge on the same day depending on my post surgery condition..
i''ll be given an antibiotic to prevent infection and anti-conractions...
should there any yellow discharge or smelled discharge - i shld return to them..
alhamdullilah again..
i saw my hubby and my mum waited outside the OT...:)

back to the ward...hard to move..my body was half paralysed...
but the appretite was good...but the body strength is not helping...

so far so good...i'm still in seremban resting at mum's home..
this is all challenges that I hv to go thru' to get a child..with allah bless..

now looking for forward for the whole progress of the fetal growth..
he/she is actively kicking n boxing whenever we scanned...
will also continue reading for cerclage n will share this expereience to the world..

Ya Allah, thank you so much for blessing me pre/during/post of this surgery and let me remain blessed at all times..amin!

London...:)

You Belong in the UK

Blimey! A little proper, a little saucy. You're so witty and charming... No one notices your curry breath

What English Speaking Country Are You?

when life becomes so difficult...

last friday i was scared by watery pink seen on my pantiliner..thought it was a sign of fresh blood..
we went back to Seremban GH...
lucky me - my baby is ok (alhamdullilah), cervix is closed, only a threatened abortion, will be start taking duphaston until my cerclage day...

esok hari raya..

SeLaMaT HarI RaYa AidiLFitri & Maaf Zahir Batin
- from Kimytooby & akuHERO

When life becomes more challenging

As in other pregnancy, this time, as usually, my sickness is worst..
addition to that, with the headache - rasa mcm nak tertanggal kepala...

Went to see Dr Pushpa today...
The fetus position is ok, the fetal heart found, cerclage is scheduled on 13/11 (my 13th week),
will be done by Dr Krishna, 2nd specialist to Dr Ravi...hmm i hv no doubt...:)
will be admitted on 12/11 and now I'm on MC until 17/10...
On 6/11 appointment with the Bius Dr...will ask for my MCs..haha

with all these challenges, I really prayed this time will be a success, amin!
this time, i hv to let go all the works stress, care less about the showroom event...
all the work burden...go to hell...

Happy Birthday to me....

i'm 29th...
blessed with rezeki melimpah, healthy, and He provides me a good husband....

I just want to expand...not expanding myself but my family...
Life become so adorable with them at home....insya allah..

Ya Allah, just make my wish come true this time....
Away from the pain but welcome the joy of parenthood...Amin!!
another 7 months to go

Happy Birthday, Ina!!

Fetal heart found

until-to-date,
dah 4 kali scan..
1st time - tak nampak apa pon...too small kata dr yus..maybe early pregnancy...or molar/ectopic..nauzubillah..
2nd time - dgn dr yus gak sebab ada light brown stain..this time terus 5 weeks and confirm it is inside the uterus...masa ni ari jumaat
3rd time - next 2 days - on monday...scan kat seremban terus jadik 7 weeks...hmm..pelik betul scanner ni..
4th time - makan dupston pon terus staining...scan lagik...n mmg dlm 7 weeks laa...n yeahhh dah jumpa fetal heart...dup dap dup dap...mc sampai monday..

so my next scan will be on 10/10 - seremban masa tuh dah 8 weeks ++...
kalau ikut kira2 my next visit will determine when am i going to do my cerclage...:)

i think this time i may hv to inform wennie..hmmm....
eh eh today is my last day being 28....isk...
dah laa banyak project dia nak bagi aku ni...isk..

It's darker now

i think i'm 80% confirm pregnant...
tapikan..mcm rasa phobia sikit but yet syukur...
esok nak jumpa dr yus...or just a clinic that I've always got MC during MS..hehe

kalau this week my 6th week..
maknyanye my cervix cerclage will be done during raya time...:)

Faint line

Last Saturday morning - i did the preggy test..
it's faint line..
i will hv another test - next week...
perhaps good news..

phewssssssssssssss...if it is +ve means i got pregnant every year...;p

Coming Sept

Aik Kakti - ko jumpa blog aku?
hehehe..
ni kene tapis setapisnye..

august tade citer menarik..
busy dgn keje..mcm tak biasa...
MerdeCar Fest ...semua pasal dah berbulan2 tak hit target..
hahaha padan muka semua org..
bonus mmg tak bagus laa...

aku pon this month dah jarang gi gym..
letihnye keje...bile laa nak berhenti keje...
tapi kalau berhenti keje apo nak buek..

last sunday, i baked a choc cake...:)
tadik pau kak ummi's nasik lemak (nasik ajek laa) and cook sambal ikan bilis, rebus telur , goreng kacang/ikan bilis, potong timun (pon pau dr kak ummi) for the dinner...

jap lagik ada citer mawi ngan ex tunang..
mlm ni gak siti sanding...cissssss...

Lama tak update blog

july dah nak habis..
takde perkembangan yg bagus..
main netball for chairman tropgy..
as expeted...champion lagik..
this time aku main GK...sebab tangan terseliuh teruk..siap berdenyut2 lagik..

office?
nothing much..but JR jadik acting mgr, AAA jadik mgr for sales planning...
aku?..not yet...just not yet...:)

love?
hmm...nothing much...:)